Chapter 159
"Stop it!"
Sonoko quickly interrupted: "You have never been in a relationship with Kudo before. This is definitely not a transference relationship! And when you accept other people's kindness, you are just doing it out of normal friendship, and you will repay them in the future. Even those people who confess to you reject them.”
"Hmph..."
Xiaolan gently tapped Yuanzi's cheek, pressed a small dimple, raised her eyebrows and smiled: "Yuanzi, you have some double standards. If that's not bad, then the relationship between me and Shuiyue-kun can definitely be called It’s pure love.”
"…………"
Yuanzi was speechless: "I..."
Chapter 247 The relationship between lovers is clear! Xiaolan will definitely kill Tianshu!
"To be honest, this is definitely not self-deprecation. After spending so long with Mr. Shuiyue, I have learned some things." Xiaolan said seriously, "Only by deeply analyzing yourself can you make targeted corrections.
If you keep avoiding it, you will only live in pain and confusion, without even knowing what the problem is.
In the end, I walked through my life in a state of confusion, without even a hint of real sense of living. "
Yuanzi's eyes trembled slightly. She had to admit that she seemed to have underestimated Xiaolan before and always regarded Xiaolan as a character who needed to be taken care of. But in fact, unknowingly, the immature person had become herself.
but.
Yuanzi looked strange and looked at Xiaolan carefully: "So you came to the conclusion that you are not devoted, or even green tea? This is too strange."
"Let's start with examples. That's the kind of person I am. What can I do?" Xiaolan sighed, "Suppose there is no Suigetsu-kun in such a future, and Shinichi is like last week, unable to see anyone at all. I think……
Alas, I am a person who is very afraid of loneliness, so I might take meal replacements. "
“!!!!!!”
Yuanzi was stunned: "Hey! Xiaolan, do you know what you are talking about? Please wake up, you have been beaten by that bastard Shuiyue Yingsheng..."
"That's really not the case, Sonoko."
Xiaolan interrupted, leaned into her ear and whispered: "I'm not talking about cheating, it's just... well, it's a very strange kind anyway, just like a pen pal, it's about seeking psychological comfort. Of course, this is also bad, So this can completely explain the problem, I just..."
"Absolutely not!"
Sonoko also interrupted: "Haven't you noticed that your tone of saying that you were already very bad, with no intention of repenting at all, and even taking it for granted, is exactly the same as that guy Suigetsu Yingsheng!"
"Eh?"
Xiaolan tilted her head in confusion, thought for a while, and nodded thoughtfully: "It seems like he has become more calm. This is called being close to Zhu Zhichi."
"No, it's the one who is close to the ink who is black!"
"It's all the same, and what does this mean? It has nothing to do with my original character."
Xiaolan looked at the angry Yuanzi, thought for a moment, stood there, hugged her gently, and whispered in her ear:
"Okay, okay, it's a good thing that I realized the problem. Only in that way can I get better. Don't worry, Yuanzi, I will definitely become super good in the future. Only in that way can I live up to your expectations of me."
"snort…"
Yuanzi twisted her body twice and muttered: "I think you will gradually learn from him to become a scumbag and correct yourself. Haha, aren't you very skilled at coaxing people now?"
"No way, Sonoko is my lifelong bestie. My boyfriend and everything else have to stand aside." Xiaolan had no intention of letting go, but hugged her tighter, "In the past, when Shinichi left, I always Yuanzi was always by my side, and she is still by my side.
Compared to those unreliable guys, the best person to me has always been Sonoko.
Sometimes I even think, if I..."
"Stop talking, Xiaolan."
Yuanzi had no choice but to raise his hand and push the person in front of him gently: "If you didn't mean to act, you are really bad at it now. You can't continue to say this, things will get very bad."
Xiaolan still didn't let go: "Eh? Does Yuanzi know what I want to say?"
Yuanzi sighed softly: "You want to say that if you continue to hug me, it will be too hot. It will be about 30 degrees today."
"Pfft——"
Xiaolan smiled and let go of her arms: "Okay, okay, I'm just joking, but what I said before was serious. Also, wasn't Shuiyue-kun very clear? I didn't provide him with anything at all. Love, this can already explain a lot of things.”
Yuanzi hummed: "That guy often talks nonsense and doesn't tell the truth. Maybe he's lying."
Xiaolan shook her head: "No, I know."
Yuanzi retorted: "That's not necessarily your fault, Xiaolan. It's definitely his problem. According to my sister's investigation, there are people who are willing to sacrifice their lives for him. This is definitely a very deep love, but he Or does it mean that God doesn’t approve of it.
I think it's because he doesn't understand what love is at all. He himself is never moved. Of course his gods will punish him. "
Xiaolan said: "I have thought about it this way before, but later I found out that it shouldn't be the case. The simplest proof is, Sonoko, in the joyful place of Kabukicho, has the firefly not appeared for a while?"
Yuanzi looked at her in surprise and nodded.
"My sister has always asked a private detective to pay attention to this aspect. She..." Sonoko felt that this topic was not right, and quickly changed it, "But this doesn't mean anything, he must have developed enough goals."
"That's not the case. He is a master of time management, and he pays great attention to efficiency. In the past, he was with..." Xiaolan paused, "Anyway, he seems to be more relaxed now. Unlike in the past, he tried his best to expand the scope of screening, but...
Well, it's more in-depth?
Anyway, even if it's true for true, Mizuki-kun clearly stated that he is special to me, and I haven't provided him with love yet, doesn't it mean more?"
Sonoko knew that Xiaolan wanted to say that when Hotaru was dating her before, didn't he also go to Kabukicho? She took it back because she felt offended.
But after what happened at the barbecue restaurant before, to be honest, Sonoko suddenly couldn't hate Hotaru anymore.
That guy...
At least in that short period of time, he was impeccable as a boyfriend.
Although it was just an illusion, it was really...
Forget it, don't think about it.
Sonoko shook her head: "In that case, I have nothing to say, or I have said all I can." She glanced at the figure of Yingsheng who paused for some reason in front of her, and gently pushed Xiaolan on the back.
"I have taken up enough of your time, go and chat with him for a while, replenish your love energy, and cheer for the afternoon game."
When she said the last sentence, Sonoko had completely recovered as usual, and clenched her fist to cheer Xiaolan up.
"I will."
Xiaolan also cheered herself up and walked a few steps towards Yingsheng. Yingsheng heard the footsteps and stood there waiting for her. He tilted his head slightly, but the corner of his eyes fell on Sonoko who was watching Xiaolan, and he immediately retracted it.
Sorry, Sonoko.
You do know the more real me, so you should stay away from me, right?
You are different from Xiaolan.
"Suiyuejun, are you in a better mood today?"
A ray of sunlight suddenly appeared in the sunlight, and Yingsheng was stunned for half a second before reacting. The feeling that was different from the sun was the smile on Xiaolan's face.
Yingsheng also smiled: "After a good sleep, I feel refreshed." He stretched out his right hand, "Sorry, I came a little late. You are already sitting with the karate club. I can't ask you to change seats. Suzuki-san just happened to have something to say to me."
Xiaolan naturally stretched out her left hand, interlocked her fingers with his, and walked hand in hand: "Still call me Suzuki-san? Sonoko hasn't let you go yet."
"Don't talk about letting go or not. She and I are not suitable, and she can clearly realize this." Yingsheng chuckled, "She is a very free and easy person. Even if there are still some memories, it will not affect her search for love."
"Then you just flirted with her in the barbecue restaurant, which was too bad. You are completely hurting people."
"No, if she always avoids it and doesn't face the past directly, she can't really let it go. Trauma therapy is generally like this, you should understand it."
The effect should be very significant.
If the love just now came from her, then it was probably the final relief.
From a rational point of view, he hoped...
No, there was a little bit of emotion that rationality was an asshole, and he slapped it against the wall.
He hoped that this was the first time and the last time.
When the dream was awakened, everything was over.
The end was over.
FINISH.
Xiaolan turned back carefully and saw that Sonoko was already talking to Kyogoku Makoto, who had lunch with her at noon. She felt a little relieved and looked up at Yingsheng:
"You are really hurtful. Even if Sonoko gets out, what about the others?"
"If I have a chance, I will comfort them."
"Just that?"
"What else? Of course, I can only talk about it when I meet them. I can't take the initiative to find them."
"Why not? Just treat it as your journey of atonement. After the journey, you will definitely have a deeper understanding of 'what is love'."
"…………"
Hingsheng looked at Xiaolan speechlessly, thinking that she was really full of whimsical ideas, and what thoughts were jumping in her little head every day.
Xiaolan did not evade the question and said seriously: "Since you are looking forward to Tianshu's death, isn't this a good method?"
Hina laughed: "So that's the case, then your understanding is a little bit biased. I just don't mind this consciousness being killed by you, not full of expectations.
Let everything go with the flow.
And the method you said is actually not feasible. Those people are not all as cheerful as Yuanzi. If I do this, they might think that I care about them and fall deeper than before."
"...Oh."
Xiaolan was speechless , was silent for a long while: "How many people are there?"
Yingsheng said: "I can only say that there are some."
Xiaolan looked suspicious: "You are not so philandering that you can't remember the exact number."
"Hey, hey, I'm not an animal, how could this happen." Yingsheng sighed, "It's mainly about how they feel about me. With the passage of time, I can't know all of them. If they have already started a new life, then the number will of course be reduced by one."
Xiaolan was curious: "Who impressed you the most?"
"...Do you have to say this?"
"Because I'm very curious about you. Compared to my previous life and compared to most people I've met, your experience is so rich that it's ridiculous. Just treat it like a lunch chat." Xiaolan snickered, "Why, Does Mr. Liuying actually care about this aspect?
Yingsheng pouted: "It's a clumsy way to provoke generals. Indeed, it seems strange to tell you such a thing. Of course I care."
"Eh? Why?"
"Asking knowingly."
"Just tell me, I just want to hear this."
"...I can say ten thousand sweet words. Are you sure you want to listen?"
"Well...I want to hear what you can say now, what you want to say."
Yingsheng laughed and leaned into her ear: "Then what I want to say now is that you have indeed become a bad girl, and I like such bad girls."
Xiaolan's ears were slightly red, and she snorted softly: "It's a twist, you are playing a word game with me."
"Oops, I was discovered, but I'm sorry, I can't tell you more right now."
"Oh, it turns out that Mr. Suiyue is also very reserved in nature."
"No, just the progress bar is not enough, some entries and actions have not been unlocked yet."
"…………"
Xiaolan stared coldly: "Am I the target of the game strategy?"
Yingsheng shrugged: "Wrong, you are the protagonist of the game, Tianshu is the final BOSS, and you have not passed the previous small levels. Well, it seems a bit irresponsible to say this, so I will be your mission elf. Come on, brave SAMA, victory is ahead.”
"That's it, well, I will definitely try my best!"
Xiaolan cooperated and worked hard, but after carefully watching the calmness in Yingsheng's eyes, she hesitated a little, and asked cautiously: "How about asking Miss Aida to give you a set of psychological test questions, we are just testing in private , it won’t have any impact.”
"puff--
Hey, do you think there is something wrong with my spirit? Yingsheng laughed, "It's such a simple truth, why are so many people so persistent?" Let me ask you, do you think you are the same person now as you were when you were a child? "
Xiaolan was slightly stunned and nodded quickly: "Of course."
"Why?" Yingsheng asked.
"this……"