Chapter 158

Chapter 246 Yingsheng has always known that he likes Xiaolan

Nothing to ask for.

When A only purely hopes that B can gain profit and growth without asking for any return, it is obvious that B is special to A.

Especially when A is also good at weighing interests, good at calculating, and treats other C and D equally, this feeling is even more obvious.

This is what Suzuki Sonoko wants to say.

A is Yingsheng, B is Xiaolan.

She is C and D.

With the passion of Columbus discovering the New World, after Sonoko finished this description, not only was her youthful face radiant, but her eyes were also full of brilliance, jumping out of pure joy.

For Xiaolan.

Also for Yingsheng.

But the person across the table was just silent, after all, the joy in her eyes gradually faded.

When the guy started to pick up the chopsticks again, her eyes had turned into uneasiness. Even though she was cheerful by nature, with a trace of broken expectations in her heart, the words she blurted out were a little lacking in confidence:

"Isn't it right? You should give me some reaction."

"It's a cliché. How do you expect me to respond? Do you suddenly realize it?"

Yingsheng said calmly: "I have told this kind of truth to at least a hundred women, and you are not one of them?

There is no absolute "nothing to ask for", but what I pursue is different.

You have love, and Xiaolan has a lasting sense of relaxation and peace of mind. If that is the feeling of love, then of course I have feelings for Xiaolan.

Countless thoughts are constantly surging in my mind, and I understood these things in the first second.

Just last week at the gate of Teitan High School, at the moment when I high-fived Xiaolan.

But it's too light.

The touch this thing brings to me is not even one ten-thousandth of [Boundary].

It's even worse than a cocktail, the birth and destruction of a conspiracy, the struggle of a life. Struggle and death, nothing can compare.

I know, this may be because I am too rational.

But there is no way, I can't change, and I don't want to change.

Of course, you don't have to think too much, I have actually changed recently.

I also told Xiaolan that she is a virus to my consciousness, and she will devour me sooner or later.

At that time, I will probably completely degenerate into an ordinary person, and then maybe I can say that I really love her.

But before that, it's not possible.

I will still do what I should do, even if That day is always approaching, but it will never come. "

Hingsheng looked up and saw Yuanzi completely stunned. After thinking for a while, he said: "At present, because I don't feel deeply, I am still in a state of detachment. The specific feeling is probably the same as the touch of the sun outside the window falling on my eyelashes when I take a nap.

In fact...

You should understand this feeling. "

Hingsheng's eyes became extremely soft in an instant, like ripples in a warm pool, and he said softly:

"Look into my eyes."

The absent-minded Yuanzi looked subconsciously.

In a trance, in the eyes as deep as the night sky, bright light tracks lit up.

The heavy rain dripped down, splashes of water broke on the car windows, many shadows loomed in the wind and rain on the street, and the crowd's thunderous cheers were so distant.

Everything around her was completely invisible. The road ahead was shining with a cold metallic light under the neon lights. The sound of the wind and the roar of the engine merged into one. The world was noisy, but she could clearly hear the sound of her heartbeat.

She suddenly had a feeling that she had escaped from the limitations of the flesh, and her soul was bathing in the wind and rain.

So, the flying soul slowly turned her head and looked at him in the driver's seat.

A firework bloomed in his eyes, and the black and white checkered flag fluttered in the wind.

The cheers of the crowd boiled at this moment, and he turned his head.

"It's over, Sonoko."

FINISH!

The numbers on the display froze,

and the world also froze at this moment...

"Sonoko, Sonoko!"

A voice seemed to float from outside the world, and the scattered vision gradually returned to one place.

Following the force of shaking her arms, Sonoko turned her head in a daze. It was Xiaolan who was looking at her with a puzzled face. This seemed to be some kind of beacon. The next second, she suddenly turned back and looked across the dining table.

There, the place was already empty.

Sonoko suddenly felt her lips dry, and a sentence came out of her mouth uncontrollably:

"Where did Hotaru go?"

But she reacted the next second, stood up, and looked at Xiaolan with a red face: "I mean, where did that guy Shuiyue Hotaru go? How could he leave without saying hello? It's so rude."

Xiaolan was stunned for two seconds and tilted her head slightly:

"Hotaru?"

Sonoko also turned her head blankly, and saw Hotaru scratching his ears awkwardly on the road:

"Just call me Shuiyue, it will probably take some time for me to die to that extent."

Hotaru looked at Sonoko: "Sorry, Suzuki-san, I just..."

"Stop!"

Sonoko interrupted immediately, took a deep breath, and her face returned to normal at a speed visible to the naked eye. She turned her head to look at Xiaolan, with a serious face: "I swear, I just drank too much Coke just now, and I was a little distracted, and I definitely didn't have any other thoughts."

"…………"

Xiaolan smiled awkwardly and nodded.

Yingsheng was also speechless. He coughed lightly and said with a serious face: "To be honest, I just used the hypnosis technique I learned from Miss Aida. Suzuki-san, you must be more vigilant in the future. Remember this formula:

There is no limit to heaven and earth, and all things are one.

If you encounter this kind of thing again, just keep thinking about it in your mind and think bigger. "

"…………"

Xiaolan was speechless again, no, what the two of you said could be any more outrageous?

You really think she is an idiot, don't you?

Yuanzi nodded with a look of enlightenment: "So that's it, I remember it. Thank you Shuiyue-san for your guidance."

"...Children can be taught."

Yingsheng turned around and went out, waving his hand back: "Please Suzuki-san, please tell Xiaolan what happened before. To be honest, I actually think she understands, but if you are worried, you can confirm again."

When he stepped out of the door, Xiaolan and Yuanzi looked away at the same time and looked at each other.

Yuanzi hesitated for a few moments, then gritted his teeth: "Xiaolan, don't let me down!"

"Ah???"

Xiaolan's head was full of questions. Just when she was about to speak, she saw Yuanzi's face filled with sadness and sighed:

"That guy wants to die in your hands."

"ah????"

Xiaolan became even more confused.

Yuanzi shook his head, and while pulling Xiaolan out of the restaurant, he started from the beginning, but of course he didn't mention a word about a certain cook.

Finally, she glanced at the back of Yingsheng, who was ten meters away from them in front of her. A trace of complexity flashed in her eyes, and she finally regained her composure. She turned her head and looked at her silent best friend:

"Xiaolan, do you know these things clearly?"

"I guess so."

Xiaolan smiled softly: "Although Mr. Shuiyue didn't say it to me so frankly, I can understand it after we have been together for so long.

In fact, although it sounds a bit strange, it is a long-distance love race. As long as I am always by his side, the day will come when his heart starts beating again. You can simply understand him as the kind of person who is very slow to warm up. "

After glancing at Yingsheng's back, Xiaolan raised the corners of her lips slightly, lowered her voice, and leaned into Yuanzi's ear:

"Although Shuiyue-kun is very powerful and knows a lot of truths, his mental condition is actually very unhealthy. I just guessed that his parents probably treated him with a very high-pressure attitude since he was a child, and the direction of his training was also It's weird, like...

Agent?

I don’t know exactly how, but it feels like because of this, Suigetsu-kun seems to have lost the ability to love.

And the boundaries he talks about..."

Xiaolan hesitated for a few seconds, thinking of the long scar on Yingsheng's wrist that she saw at Yingsheng's house that morning, and sighed softly:

"Probably death."

"!!!"

Yuanzi was shocked and speechless, and finally thought of what Xiaolan had said about Yingsheng's suicide attempt. She opened her mouth to speak, but heard Xiaolan smile slightly:

"The feeling between life and death awakened Mr. Shuiyue from chaos. It's normal that I can't compare.

But, hum, he said that I am not as good as a cocktail, not as good as the conspiracy and the lives of others, so he is completely trying to cover it up.

Starting from that night in Kabukicho, I have a lot of solid evidence. "

The light in Xiaolan's eyes showed a ray of confidence that originated from the bottom of her heart. After realizing this belatedly, Yuanzi's heart inexplicably stopped for half a beat, and even sank...

She finally realized it.

Completely aware.

She decisively stayed away from the scumbag the moment she was injured. This was of course the right choice, but compared with Xiaolan now, the answer is obvious.

Her heart, her confidence, her courage...

There is no doubt that it is much different.

A slight feeling of disappointment emerged from the bottom of her heart, but Yuanzi, who had a cheerful nature, would not think about it so much. In just the next second, she shook her head heavily.

It’s all over, what else do you want to think about?

There are so many men in the world, she will always find her own Prince Charming, hum, and he will definitely be more perfect than that guy Suiyue Yingsheng!

After thinking about this, Sonoko looked at Xiaolan curiously: "Have you been to Kabukicho together? A bar?"

"Well...it's actually a coffee shop."

Xiaolan apologized to Yuanzi in her heart. There was no way she could confess to something involving crime.

"In short, since neither of us is perfect enough, and neither of us has complete love for each other, let's continue like this. Just like Suiyue-kun said, it will feel natural.

For other things, you don’t need to think about it so much. "

Xiaolan held Yuanzi's hand and said with a smile: "Yuanzi doesn't have to worry about me, confirming the relationship or anything. In the eyes of people around us, we are definitely a couple. And between Shuiyue-kun and I, as long as Just keep walking, there is no need at all.”

Although it felt somewhat reasonable, Yuanzi still pouted, wondering what kind of fallacy this was.

She couldn't bear to say: "Let me state in advance that I am not setting him up, but he is dating several people at the same time. This is absolutely an indisputable fact. Xiaolan, you can even accept this. It is too humble. You are not looking for someone in the world." No other good man."

Xiaolan blinked: "It's true that he is a scumbag, but I'm not a very dedicated person either."

"…………"

Yuanzi was speechless for two seconds, then gritted his teeth and said: "Humble! Too humble! Xiaolan, you are derogating your own personality now. You have been seriously PUAed by him!"

"But I'm telling the truth."

Xiaolan shook Sonoko's arm with an aggrieved look on her face: "Sonzi, think about it carefully, from Shinichi to Suigetsu-kun, I was completely in love with him.

And when I was with Shinichi, he left me alone to solve the case. When I was angry, it was not like I had never accepted the kindness of other boys..."