Chapter 658 562 I Always Feel Like Something Is Missing

"Hey, have you heard? Pokeni's new game is going to be released."

On the rooftop, Masaharu Yamada opened the conversation as usual.

Everyone was silent for a while.

At this time, Hayamikawa should have come to support the event and talk about the popular and interesting games, or chat about their work and life.

But everyone lowered their heads and could not hear Hayamikawa's voice.

Everyone was shocked to realize that Hayamikawa had been sent out.

"It seems to be called Violet Evergarden?" Keisuke Kinoshita responded slowly.

"Huh? From the name, it seems that it should be a farm game, right? Pokeni is still determined, or should I say Qing Zhiyuan is still determined. He failed in a famous school that simulated management before, and now he has to make a flower-growing game to prove himself, right?" Hiroze Furukawa said with a smile.

After hearing this, the other two frowned.

"Furukawa, stop imitating Hayamigawa's way of speaking. You can't learn his rant."

Keisuke Kinoshita took a puff of cigarette silently, and it was light when he exhaled, but for some reason, it was as if his soul was burning.

After Hayamigawa left this small team, no one made rants.

I didn't expect that we had to rely on a dull guy like Furukawa Hiroze to take the lead in rants. There's no hope.

Furukawa Hiroze pouted uncomfortably. You think I want to be the rant. After Hayamigawa is gone, there will be less rants, and the conversation will be less fun.

Shoji Yamada, the topic initiator, you Kinoshita is a dazed person, who will make rants if I don't?

...

Many times, you don't feel how important this person is, just like you don't feel how important the air you breathe is.

Only when he is gone, you can feel its importance.

After Hayamigawa was gone, the chat of the entire team felt that something was missing.

Shoji Yamada glanced at the place where Hayamigawa often stood, as if he was still there.

It was as if Hayamigawa's departure happened yesterday.

I should have gotten used to the days without Hayamigawa to chat, but I didn't expect that you would realize how important Hayamigawa was when the new Pokeni game was released.

"It's a pity that the company's senior executives are all a bunch of Cao Dan guys. Old employees also have their own value."

Kinoshita was indignant for Hayamigawa: "Especially a lubricant like Hayamigawa, even if he can't bear it physically and lags behind young people in technology, he can play a role in connecting work, promoting projects and adjusting the atmosphere.

On the contrary, it can make the project run efficiently, and by the way, it saves a lot of managers' time and energy. Old employees also have their own very important value.

This is even more true for Hayamigawa."

"It can only be said that managers have no vision." Furukawa Hiroze concluded.

Kinoshita looked back at him, and then he remembered that Furukawa Hiroze had been the director for a while, and he might be able to join the board of directors in the future.

The position of director can also be said to be the ceiling that ordinary workers can touch.

If you go one step higher, you can become a shareholder, but most people stop at this step, which is actually quite embarrassing.

For ordinary employees, the director is their superior, and it is definitely impossible for him to be on the same page with you, and he has long labeled you as a traitor.

But the problem is that if the director fails to get the stock and enter the board of directors, then he is actually just a senior worker.

So now it depends on the next operation.

If he can go one step higher, this guy Furukawa Hiroze should be separated from the masses.

But if he doesn't take this step, his life will probably be like this.

"By the way, Furukawa, is your child born?" Keisuke Kinoshita asked slowly.

Furukawa Hiroze suddenly raised his head and looked at him with a look of [Do you have Alzheimer's disease?] .

However, after getting familiar with Kinoshita's personality, Furukawa Hiroze found that his sharp eyes were completely redundant.

Kinoshita doesn't care what others think of him at all, and there are few things that can make him care.

As your best friend, if you expect him to remember your life events, you will probably get hurt.

After all, Keisuke Kinoshita didn't even care about his wife.

A complete scumbag.

However, Keisuke Kinoshita also has one advantage, that is, when he is chasing girls, his memory and other things will all come back.

Forget it, just get used to it.

...

Yamada Masaharu next to him said to Kinoshita, "Senior Kinoshita, you must have too many things recently, and you don't remember many things.

Last year, 8 months ago, Junna was already pregnant.

Calculating the time, it's actually almost time, right?

Senior Furukawa?"

"Yeah."

Hirozawa Furukawa looked bitter, "Now we are preparing for the birth of the child, and it is expected to be about 3 weeks."

When it comes to the child, Hirozawa Furukawa is visibly nervous.

The two saw it and couldn't help laughing.

"So now you know if it's a boy or a girl?"

Furukawa Hiroze was stunned for a moment, then chuckled, "Well, it's a girl. The doctor told me during the prenatal checkup in the fourth week."

"Ah! Damn! You're so lucky!" Kinoshita raised his hand and punched Furukawa's shoulder with his little fist.

Yamada Masaharu also showed an envious expression.

"Huh? Are you all girls?" Furukawa Hirose asked.

"Of course," said Masaharu Yamada, "I have played so many gal games, don't I know what boys are like?

Of course it’s my daughter.

She's caring and gentle, and she's super cute just thinking about it. "

Hearing Yamada's words, Furukawa Hirose lowered his head and laughed silently.

But when I think about Kinoshita and Yuka, they still have no children after so many years...

Is it too much to show off openly in front of him?

"No, please don't pity me. You think I don't have children or anything like that. The more you pity me, the harder it will be for me."

Kinoshita Keisuke waved his hand, indicating that he had long been bearish.

"I think it would be nice not to have children, but Yuxiang and I are not necessarily suitable to be competent parents.

When I think about how to educate my children after they are born, I don't have enough confidence. "

"But, it seems that we don't need this confidence now."

…

Several people fell silent.

Yamada Masaharu doesn't even have a girlfriend now, so talking about children with two people is too far away.

However, perhaps just as people who have never been in love can write better romance novels, Masaharu Yamada, a person who has never been married, has unlimited longing for marriage.

Especially when hearing about children, this vision becomes even more real.

"No one is born knowing how to be a parent, but I think if you Kinoshita can become a father, you will definitely be a good father." Furukawa Hirose gave him full affirmation.

Kinoshita also smiled happily.

"Girl, it's really good." Furukawa Haoze leaned on the railing and looked up at the white clouds in the distance, as if there was infinite longing for the past there.

"This time I can be said to be quite lucky. I finally gave birth to a daughter."

"So Furukawa-senpai, why do you want a daughter? Do you think it's more thoughtful?"

"Hmm...not entirely."

Furukawa Haoze smiled,

"I think about it a lot of the time -

If there is an afterlife, I must be a girl. "

"Huh? Real or fake?" Yamada Masaharu was a little surprised.

"It's good, Furukawa, I support your dream." Kinoshita chuckled, "When the time comes, you become a woman, remember to give your brothers a good time."

"Ah bah. Are you kidding me, you scumbag? I don't want to be one of your many girlfriends."

Ha ha ha ha……

The crowd burst into laughter.

Although Hayamikawa is not here, the beautiful and relaxed chatting atmosphere of the past seems to be back.

"I thought so."

Hirosawa Furukawa said, “Although I have never been a girl, being a man is enough.

Isn’t it the same for you?

The pressure of work, the pressure of raising a family, and having to bend down in the workplace for the sake of my future wife and children.

Suffocated.

In fact, every step of your life has been arranged early. Entering a software company means that you are a programmer, and then you will either write code until you die, or work hard to climb up and become a supervisor or a minister.

Every man's life is a polished and planned factory part.

When you make a choice, you have seen the end of your life. "

Listening to Furukawa Haosawa pouring out his bitterness, Kinoshita and Yamada also felt the same way, chewing a hint of bitterness in their mouths.

People like Furukawa Hirose are actually well-calculated, and every step they take is particularly steady.

I happened to meet Junna before my promotion, got married, and was successfully promoted to section chief, and then became the director all the way...

Although they are all engraved, many people who want such a life and work experience may not be able to have it.

"But this is not a problem for men, it is a problem for the entire society." Yamada Masaharu frowned, "Society has become a ruthless machine. If you don't follow the established trajectory, you are destined to be eliminated.

Although cruel, life can be seen at a glance, and life is short and [not necessarily that interesting]...

Between the two, many people have no choice or courage to choose the latter. "

"Yes." Kinoshita nodded, "Life is helpless, but don't we still have to continue?"

"Well." Furukawa Haoze pondered for two seconds, "So I would rather have a daughter, at least the pressure will not be so great."

"Not necessarily, right?"

Kinoshita rolled his eyes and said, "Just like men have a set trajectory and every step has been customized, a girl's life can be seen at a glance.

Unless you chase your dreams and become a so-called artist, musician...

But most girls’ biggest experience in this life is getting married, having children, and then becoming full-time wives.

A clear division of family labor is the life that our country has customized for men and women.

But relatively speaking, isn't a woman's life monotonous?

Just for my husband and children, taking care of the family, doing laundry, cooking and taking care of the children...

Is this kind of life really worth experiencing for my daughter? "

"At least the pressure is not that great." Furukawa Hiroze explained, "And if you become a housewife, you actually have your own private space in addition to the fixed cooking and housework time every day.

If you can manage this time well, your life can be very meaningful.

Unlike men, all their time is already scheduled."

After listening to Furukawa Hiroze's words, everyone fell into a brief silence.

"Oh my, chasing dreams..."

"Isn't dream the biggest lie in the world?" Kinoshita sighed, "I still don't remember what my dream is.

But those things are just instilled into your mind by others.

It's not easy to really live your own life."

"It's too heavy, isn't it? Dreams and such."

Yamada Masaharu quickly came out to make peace.

But at this moment, he couldn't help asking himself in his mind, what was his childhood dream?

To become a comics master like Tezuka Osamu?

Or to save the world?

Or to become a scientist and make an interstellar spacecraft that can fly out of the universe?

But, just like what Kinoshita said, how do you know whether these things are planted in your heart by others or the dreams you really want?

…

Everyone fell into silence again.

After a while, Kinoshita spoke:

"By the way, where was Hayamigawa transferred to?"

"It seems to be to the Philippines?" said Furukawa Hiroze.

"Huh? Isn't it Singapore?" Yamada Masaharu looked surprised.

"Are you stupid? If you are sent to Singapore, it is not exile, but to be cultivated.

There is a difference, okay?

In their department, those who went to Singapore can still come back.

You can get a promotion when you come back."

"Why don't you call Hayamigawa directly to ask?" Furukawa Hiroze suggested.

So everyone dialed Hayamigawa's number.

"It's not Singapore, nor the Philippines, it's China!"

After answering the phone, Hayamigawa roared on the other side.

"Have you ever cared about me? You were so sad at the farewell dinner, but you didn't know where I went, right?"

After hanging up the phone, everyone looked at each other.

"Ah, this... Being sent to China, is this considered exile or training for promotion after returning?"

Kinoshita was silent for a while, and slowly shook his head, "I don't know. It's completely Schrodinger's cat, right?"

In the past, being sent to China would definitely come back in the end, but it was almost like exile.

Especially in the software industry, which is backward.

But now being sent to China, maybe you can really come back and get promoted. The key lies in whether you have made achievements, right?

The Chinese market was brought into the software vision by Pokeni, and now Chinese programmers seem to be quite powerful.

"In other words, no matter what the situation is, Senior Hayamigawa will come back in the end, right?" Yamada Masaharu was overjoyed.

The other two exchanged glances.

"It seems to be like this."

"Oh my God, Hayamigawa will come back in a few years. I'm so happy." Furukawa Hiroze laughed.

The words expressing Hayamikawa's return were no less joyful than when he heard that he was going to have a daughter.

…

"By the way, what was the first thing we talked about?"

"Pokeni's new game, "Violet Evergarden""

"Just because it can bring good luck to Hayamikawa, I must get a copy!"

…(End of this chapter)