Chapter 355 Cruel Collapse

The world is gray.

I stumbled from a small place to Yanjing...

I was number one in the class and the whole school all the way, but I failed on the last night before the college entrance examination.

I walked into the examination room with a fever. I had vomiting and diarrhea halfway through the exam. I only finished half of the paper...

No one would have thought...

The boy who once had the most hope of going to Yanda University will fail in the most critical exam.

Failed the college entrance examination!

It means that the rows of honorary certificates on the wall, the proud smiles on the faces of parents praising their sons' progress when meeting people, and the voices of villagers praising the proud son of heaven have all turned into harsh sounds.

After checking his college entrance examination scores, Lin Cheng looked at the results of the second line in confusion, and sat on a chair in the county Internet cafe like a fool all night.

The Internet cafe owner was so frightened that he called the police.

He secretly thought that this man was staring at the dark screen in a daze, maybe there was something wrong with him.

Falling from a height and realizing reality is an extremely painful thing.

Despair, like ants, kept biting at his heart. For a long time, he locked himself in the room and repeatedly read the books from high school, reading like a man in a daze. , repeatedly solving math problems that have been solved countless times, trying to let these things torture my spirit and make myself forget reality...

Then……

It will always be dark.

As time goes by, people have to accept reality.

At least he passed the Yanjing exam.

At least, studying hard can change your destiny.

The college entrance examination can change your destiny. It is like a carp jumping over a dragon's door, but it is not the only dragon's door in life.

finally……

Carrying his luggage, he came to the big city of Yanjing in a daze.

Playground wind.

It's getting bigger...

He felt suffocated...

He yelled uncontrollably, pulled his hair, laughed maniacally, and cried again.

He has always believed that knowledge changes destiny.

Be more confident that you can achieve results if you work hard. If you are not serious enough, you are not working hard enough.

He desperately squeezed his own space and time, and did not even have any social interaction. He huddled himself in the library, dormitory, canteen...

He felt like a sword, sharpening it over and over again, until it shined, and until it was unsheathed, it became a blockbuster!

But this world is so unfair.

He should work hard to study in the library and enrich all his knowledge.

People like Qi Haifeng exuded the stench of capital. They were doing nothing every day. He had a conflict with Qi Haifeng. Qi Haifeng pinned him to the ground and beat him severely. He was almost sent to the police station...

Although he reconciled, he suddenly realized that he was incompatible with this world.

Someone told him, "A rich second generation like Qi Haifeng comes to Yanshihua to study just to get a diploma. Studying is of no use!" 】

Some people also said to him, "What's the use of studying like this in college? After you go out into society, you don't understand any worldly things. Even if you join some good companies, you will only be at the bottom and be treated like a cow..."

【……】

Everyone told him to accept this harsh reality.

But he told himself [Knowledge changes destiny! ] and told myself [faith must be firm, no one can shake it].

He's eager to prove he's right!

What I desire even more is that I am a practitioner of the truth!

This desire was stronger than that moment during the college entrance examination. He would not allow anyone to collapse his worldview again.

Then……

First semester.

The final exam is out.

He looked at the second grade. Although it was also a first-class scholarship, it was the second grade!

Zhang Sheng!

It's the first...

Zhang Sheng, who often asked for leave, actually got a very exaggerated score.

His score is not far behind Zhang Sheng...

However, in the second half of the first semester, Zhang Sheng asked for leave every three days!

For the first time, cracks appeared in his faith. From a young age, his teachers told him that as long as he worked hard, he would achieve results.

However, no one has ever told him that there is actually a difference in intelligence between people. Of course, there are also differences in learning methods.

After the second semester...

Zhang Sheng's requests for leave became more and more frequent, and Zhang Sheng was often not seen even every three days.

After Lin Cheng saw this scene, he worked harder than last semester.

Then, everything seemed to be going in a good direction...

There was a girl who often read books with him in the library. I don’t know who struck up the first conversation with him. Over time, the two of them became familiar with each other.

The feeling of falling in love is sweet and sweet, which makes Lin Cheng feel unprecedented happiness. The girl is cheerful and smiles beautifully...

playground.

The wind was blowing harder and harder.

Lin Cheng stripped down to just a pair of shorts!

But he still roared like a wild beast, as if he was willing to use up the last bit of his strength and then die on the playground!

The past events appeared in his mind one after another...

He knew nothing about love, so he fell in love easily. Then, he used the money earned from his part-time tutoring job to buy a mobile phone...

Since the advent of the iPhone 4, various domestic copycat phones have sprung up like mushrooms after a rain, and the prices of some smart phones have become cheaper and cheaper.

I don’t know when it started, but the girl occasionally said “Wow, you and Zhang Sheng are roommates”, which made him suddenly become a little vain.

I don’t know when it started, but he began to talk about Zhang Sheng’s story for no reason...

Zhang Sheng and he would often sit in the first row to study, and he would often meet Zhang Sheng in the library last semester, and Zhang Sheng would even ask him questions...

When he said these words, he was actually a little proud in his heart. In this life, he never thought that he could make a girl admire him with such a sentence.

He felt unprecedented respect, as if he was a chosen person, luck and happiness, as if everything had come to him...

He began to talk about Zhang Sheng often!

He said that Zhang Sheng rarely came to class this semester, that he felt that he had lost some goals without Zhang Sheng this semester, and that he felt a little lonely without an opponent...

Vanity was swelling little by little, and he was sure that he should be able to reach the top this semester!

"Wow, Lin Cheng, you are so amazing!"

"Oh, you are so familiar with Mr. Zhang, when can you make an appointment with Mr. Zhang for dinner..."

"Yes, Lin Cheng, the sisters in our dormitory all want to meet Mr. Zhang..."

"..."

When Lin Cheng handed the photo of himself and Zhang Sheng to his girlfriend, he felt the admiration again!

Then, his vanity was satisfied as never before, and even expanded to the peak!

He almost wanted to agree.

However, when he saw that Zhang Sheng had been cramming all kinds of knowledge for this semester these days, and even went out before dawn every morning, leaving early and returning late every day, he realized that he couldn't do this.

"Brother Sheng is studying and cramming the knowledge for this semester. After all, he has missed too many classes this semester. If he doesn't cram at the last minute, he may fail the course..."

"I can't disturb him..."

"You don't understand Brother Sheng. Although Brother Sheng is very powerful now, he has never given up studying. Brother Sheng and I are also the same kind of people in a sense..."

"..."

In the playground

Lin Cheng was finally tired of running...

His throat was hoarse, tears kept flowing out, he laughed like crazy, his spirit was hit by an unprecedented shock, and the faith, world view, and everything he had insisted on collapsed in an instant.

The results of the second semester came out.

He was second again...

Zhang Sheng was first again, and the test results were so amazing...

Why!

He worked so hard for so long, accumulated so much, but he was not as good as others who just cram and take the test casually, and took the test easily?

"Hahaha, haha!"

"Hahahahaha..."

While laughing, he pulled his hair desperately, and pulled out several strands of hair, and then hit his head heavily with his hands.

"Boom!"

Faith collapsed.

What he had insisted on has now become nothingness.

The previous cognition, the so-called "hard work can succeed" is like a joke, a big joke.

His mobile phone kept ringing, it was the call from that girl...

He picked up the phone and smashed it hard.

Then, he worked harder and harder to hit his head!

When he passed by the entrance of the girls' dormitory, he heard a familiar voice.

Sometimes, it's just like what's written in novels, many things are so bloody! He heard that "familiar" voice chatting with his roommates.

"Sisters, I've sacrificed so much for you and been devoted to a nerd for so long... You should give me some benefits, right?"

"Affection? Don't be ridiculous. I'm a native of Yanjing. If I bring such a boyfriend back, I'll be so ashamed."

"Go back to the countryside with him? Cut grass for pigs? Raise pigs? My mom will beat me to death if she finds out..."

"I'm trying so hard to please this nerd just so that you can meet Zhang Sheng and have a chance..."

"Shh, don't discuss this issue, the nerd is coming soon..."

"..."

It turns out...

The girl approached him because he was "Zhang Sheng's" roommate, not because of Lin Cheng, how good he is at studying, how excellent he is...

It turns out that he is a clown, a complete clown...

When the so-called love, the so-called studies, the so-called dreams...

collapse overnight!

When all the efforts over the years are just a joke from others, a word "nerd".

When the broken family and the inferiority complex of reality flooded into his heart, when everything in front of him cracked and finally shattered like glass.

He became a joke.

If you have never seen the light, you will not be afraid of the darkness.

If you have not yet obtained it, you will not be afraid of losing it.

After an unknown period of time, he finally stopped pulling out his hair, but looked at the sky with a distracted look, blank and cold.

At this moment...

He saw Zhang Sheng walked in front of him and looked down at him.

His pupils suddenly became bloodshot, he wailed in pain, and then stood up like crazy again.

"Why, why, why..."

"Why, why..."

He rushed to Zhang Sheng, grabbed Zhang Sheng's collar, and kept roaring.

But...

He didn't punch Zhang Sheng. It seemed that deep in his heart, he had an instinctive respect and gratitude, but it was mixed with anger, hatred, and sadness, as if he was desperate for living in the same era as Zhang Sheng.

He finally became hoarse and couldn't speak.

"It's good to release some pressure!"

Zhang Sheng straightened his clothes, looked at him and lowered his head dejectedly, and smiled faintly.