Chapter 2750 Living Is Meaning

"Tch, then your life is so boring." Little Stone said.

"I can't help it. I used to be used to it. I want to have good entertainment, have a girlfriend, get off work on time every day, and then go to the movies. But the conditions are not allowed, and I couldn't do it at that time."

"You can always do what you want." Xiaoshi insisted on his point of view.

"Do it?" Zheng Ren seldom expressed his true emotions. His expression was a little angry, and he said, "I take care of the heaviest and most difficult patients. Most of the time, I can't leave them for 24 hours. Open the ward. There is an emergency operation, no matter what time it is, you must call me from home."

Having said this, Zheng Ren sensed that his emotions were wrong, he tried to cover his face with his hands, and rubbed it a few times as if rubbing his face with a small stone.

Then a smiling face appeared in front of my eyes, still simple and honest, like a mask.

"You may be thinking, it's a good thing to have an operation, so why am I unhappy? Let's put it this way, I was called to the hospital in the middle of the night as a second assistant, and I was not even allowed to sew skin, but to cut the thread." Zheng Zheng Ren said flatly.

"The most memorable time in my memory was one year when there were no patients in the ward. I went to a barbecue restaurant by myself...the restaurant is called Daheng Xiaochuan. If I have time, I will take you there to eat. I went to eat by myself BBQ, and extravagantly ordered a dish of shabu-shabu tripe."

"After eating, I bought some fireworks and set them off by myself in an empty corner of the community. The fireworks are really beautiful, especially the stars are rarely seen in Haicheng that day. I am very happy to watch the fireworks bloom under the starlight." happy."

"At that time, I thought, everyone said it was as lonely as fireworks. But fireworks are not lonely, they are very lively and very... beautiful."

Zheng Ren's mouth is relatively clumsy, and it's enough to describe it well, although he knows countless brilliant words.

But no matter what, there is no way to compare with the word "good-looking", and there is no vocabulary that can replace the word "happy".

"Would it be lonely on a young eve alone?" Xiao Shitou asked.

"I'm so lonely, I'm used to it." Zheng Ren said with a smile, "At 12:16 in the morning that night, I was woken up by a phone call. I was used to it at that time, but I felt a little bit disturbed by the only quiet joy. anger."

"I was called to the hospital because of a car accident. I was called to the stage. I was still the second assistant, still the hooker, and I was still not allowed to do anything." Zheng Ren said flatly, "I know that Director Liu and the hospital director at the time What's on my mind, but it's too dark, so I won't tell you."

"Hehe, I'll know if you don't tell me."

"So, I developed the habit of reading novels at that time." Zheng Ren said, "Internet novels are fast-paced and very entertaining. The protagonist can always do things that ordinary people can't. Even if the logic is wrong, but Facts and truths are often illogical at all, so online novels are more reliable.”

"and after?"

"Then it was the operation I was talking about, and then I went to the emergency department. With the support of Director Pan, I set up an emergency ward, and killed Director Liu head-on." Zheng Ren said, "At that time, Director Kong from 912 asked me to go to the imperial capital. You didn't agree at first, do you know why?"

"Because you didn't run your original department so badly." Xiao Shitou said.

This kid is really smart, Zheng Ren smiled.

"Yes." Zheng Ren said, "earning money is not the meaning of life at all, so I wanted to grab Director Liu and Mr. Cen by the neck and ask them why they didn't even let me sew skins; why can two people do it?" The surgery has to come to me; why is there someone who lives nearer than me, but never finds others, every time I get out of bed. "

"you made it."

"You can put it this way, but when you succeed, you don't feel any sense of gratification. You know, if you recover from your illness, you don't feel so happy. It's a long process. You put everything Efforts are poured into every day and every detail, and it will definitely not be like competitive sports, and there will be results soon.”

"So, when there is an ending, you won't feel so happy, it will happen when it happens, that's probably what it means."

"This is also one of the reasons why everyone likes competitive sports." Xiao Shitou said.

"Yeah, the more difficult it is to get in normal life, the happier and happier I am." Zheng Ren said with a smile, "Later, I went to 912 and started another Nobel Prize project. Then, by chance, I won When I got to the Nobel Prize, I got to know some so-called big shots.”

"This is my story, isn't it boring? When I saw you, I thought you were difficult, just as difficult as I used to be."

"There is nothing easy in this world."

Little Shitou blinked and said in a low voice: "Yes, so it is indeed difficult for me, but no matter how difficult it is, I will never give up, if conditions permit."

"Conditions are fine."

"I believe in you, don't force it." Xiao Shitou closed his eyes again. Listening to Zheng Ren's "storytelling" just now had exhausted most of his physical strength, and he was a little tired at this moment.

But though tired, he was inclined to communicate.

Alone, too lonely.

"I know that it costs money every day to do this kind of diagnosis and treatment." Xiao Shitou said softly.

"It's okay, your current treatment doesn't cost money, it just costs favors."

"Well, I won't ask so many questions." Xiao Shitou said, "I vaguely remember that you asked me a lot of questions when I was assisted by a ventilator."

"Can you hear me?"

"At that time, it was as if I was floating in the boundless universe. I could hear a little bit occasionally, maybe when the concentration of the drug dropped." Xiao Shitou said, "I have been thinking about the meaning of life you mentioned."

"Don't think so much, if you think too much, you won't grow taller."

Zheng Ren smiled and touched Xiao Shitou's head with his hand.

Little Shitou wanted to dodge, but he had no strength at all and his eyes were closed, so he couldn't dodge at all.

"Don't be so resistant, I've touched it countless times when you were using a ventilator to assist breathing." Zheng Ren said with a smile.

"Cut." Xiao Shitou said contemptuously, "I thought about it for a long time, and finally came up with an idea - don't ask what the meaning of life is, life itself is the meaning."

Zheng Ren was taken aback for a moment.

Is that so?

"Brother, I'm really tired this time, I want to sleep for a while." Xiao Shitou murmured, "You're welcome."

"Go to sleep."

Zheng Ren stood up and was about to leave when he saw that Xiao Shitou didn't go to sleep directly, but opened his eyes and raised his hand vigorously. The small withered hands clenched into fists, slightly higher than the body, trembling slightly.

With his right hand clenched into a fist, Zheng Ren hit his fist with his fist.

"come on!"