Chapter 2749 A Bowl of Chicken Soup (Leader Mercury11 Plus 1)

Is it because I think too much?

Zheng Ren smiled, he didn't think so. But judging from Xiaoshishi's expression, this kid is trying very hard to survive.

Even after undergoing endless radiation and chemotherapy, even after undergoing an operation that Zheng Ren is only 50% sure of, even after experiencing 2500ml of watery phlegm and mucus overflowing from the lungs in a day.

The road ahead is difficult, but he is still working hard, and it seems that he has never thought of giving up.

"We agreed before." Xiaoshitou said, "Living is always tiring. Have you never met my dad?"

Zheng Ren nodded, his heart was as calm as water, without sadness and sadness, nor the boredom and joy of coaxing children, he was already ready to be a listener.

"My dad is also very tired. Even when I mentioned it, he felt that he shouldn't live." Xiaoshi closed his eyes and said in a hoarse voice that only he and Zheng Ren could hear, "He works outside to earn money. He took two or three jobs, and every once in a while, I can feel that he has lost weight in the video."

"They also had your doubts, and finally threw this difficult problem to me. You adults, why are you like this? Don't you think it's too cruel to throw such a difficult question to a child?"

Zheng Ren curled his lips helplessly, this bastard was no less sarcastic than Su Yun.

"Hey." Xiao Shitou opened his eyes, there was no sadness and difficulty in making a choice in his eyes, but more of an unknown smile.

Zheng Ren looked at him silently and seriously.

"I've already made a decision, and you guys have to ask me over and over again. It's really annoying." Xiao Shitou said, "Originally, because of the money, I think this is it. But you have to bear the cost , then what else do I have to worry about?"

"Brother, I think you're depressed. It's not because of the economy. You told me in a roundabout way that you don't have enough money. It's not cheap to live here." Xiao Shitou asked.

"No." Zheng Ren's heart was a little clouded, lingering, and he said sincerely: "Money is not a problem, at least for me. Last year, I earned 3,000 yuan a month in Haicheng. money."

"How did you survive?"

"I basically don't spend any money, and I didn't think of marrying a wife at that time. I have a rented house, which I share with Xiao Zhao, who is an anchor." Zheng Ren said with a smile, recalling what happened last year is quite interesting. of.

"For me, I didn't even dare to think about the future at that time. Is there a future? They say don't let children lose at the starting line, but I lost everything early in the morning." Zheng Ren said without sadness or joy.

"Same as me?" Little Stone asked.

"It's almost the same as you in essence. I was wronged back then, and I couldn't say anything when I was angry, so I could only keep silent." Zheng Ren seldom said what was in his heart, but today the little stone touched a soft, soft spot in his heart. A place that has never been shown.

All the things that I would never say in my life, are all said at this time. Maybe... this is also a sequela of using the Eye of Reality.

"But there is no way, people, it is very difficult to live. So I understand what you said, and I understand your parents and you."

"Tell me about your time." Xiao Shitou tried his best to show a smiling expression.

Zheng Ren felt a little warm in his heart, he could understand how difficult it was for Xiao Shitou to laugh. He is like this, and he still wants to comfort himself with a smile. This child is very sensible.

"Well, Haicheng is a small place, and everyone basically knows each other. Most of the doctors in the department have contact with their parents, so the director... It can't be said that he is bullying me, but I don't have any contact, so some dirty work. I do it all."

"Work is nothing, the important thing is not to let me have an operation." Zheng Renping said flatly, as if he was telling someone else's story, "Everyone who came with me can have a gallbladder cut, but I can only do it." Constantly sketching in my mind and doing virtual surgery."

"It's so miserable." Little Stone said.

"Yeah, it's so miserable." Zheng Ren smiled, "I think every day, when I ride the wind one day, I must make them look good!"

Xiao Shitou became more energetic and listened carefully to Zheng Ren's story.

"However, those 4 or 5 years have trained my ability to simulate surgery in my mind. Sometimes I sleep and dream, and I do surgery all night, and I am very tired. Usually the unit is busy, and the extra beds are full. In short, I'm too tired."

"Maybe fate felt that it was too unfair to me, and one day I will change my luck."

"Wow!" Little Stone exclaimed enviously.

"I performed a very difficult operation. Although Director Liu still looked down on me, I was appreciated by Director Pan and transferred to the emergency department to set up an emergency ward. Since then, I have been in touch with interventional surgery. various surgeries."

"Thinking back now, those 4 or 5 years were very painful. There was darkness in front of my eyes, and I felt that I would never make it through my life. But I didn't give up, and I persisted."

"Isn't it about how noble and brave I am, what if I don't persist? Do I just go on like this?"

"Brother, don't complain to me, I don't listen to chicken soup. After you get rich, how did you get revenge?" Xiao Shitou asked with great interest, even his voice was a little louder.

"In the beginning, I was a little drifting, and now I feel very embarrassed when I think about it. Later, Director Liu, who suppressed me in the past, fell ill with liver cancer. I am very good at treating this. It doesn't seem too much to say that I am the strongest in the country."

"I once went to the provincial capital for an operation. When I left the operating room, I happened to see Director Liu lying on a flat car and being pushed out. I also imagined this scene. I should have walked forward and asked calmly, Director Liu, what's wrong with you? Say something else that will make him fly into a rage, then turn around and leave."

"and after?"

"At that moment, I suddenly felt that it was very meaningless. It was meaningless to do so." Zheng Ren said, "There is a bowl of chicken soup that says that everything that can't kill you will make you stronger."

"It's quite boring and illogical." Xiao Shitou said.

"Yes, but it was more in line with my state of mind at the time. I was still thinking about it on the way back. Compared with taking revenge on Director Liu, I seem to be more interested in curing diseases and saving lives."

"Shouldn't you be more interested in making money?"

"Hey, for so many years, doctors and nurses have been exalted too much. Is there such thing as the benevolence of doctors and doctors? Since I was in school, my teacher has said so. After entering the society, doctors, nurses and the public opinion of the whole society say so. .Making money is only one aspect...Let’s put it this way, technological progress makes me feel even more delighted.”