Chapter 1222: Self-Deprecation

Su Yi's heart suddenly skipped a beat. Something familiar flashed through her mind. There was a momentary pain at the tip of her heart and a sudden soreness at the tip of her nose.

It feels so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable. She seems to have forgotten something. What has she forgotten? What should she remember?

After a moment of abnormality, that uncomfortable, strangely familiar feeling suddenly disappeared without a trace, as if everything was just her illusion.

"What's wrong?" Lu Yubai noticed her sudden abnormality, nervously stepped forward and clasped her arm: "Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"

Su Yi didn't know what was wrong with her, so she broke away from the man with all her strength, looked at him and said, "Teacher Lu, I am just a small 18th-tier online singer."

"I know." Lu Yubai looked at her and said seriously, "I know."

"I have a lot of dirty information. If you search it online, you won't be able to finish it for three days and three nights."

"I do not care."

"My family's conditions are not good, and my parents are just ordinary, ordinary workers."

"So what?"

"Do you understand at all? I..." When Su Yi was speaking, she never dared to look at him, frowning slightly. Now she mustered up the courage to look up and looked into the man's deep and narrow eyes.

His eyebrows are so gentle.

His eyes were so sincere and soft.

She didn't know if she had an illusion, but she saw so much love in the man's eyes that her eyes swelled with heat and her heart swelled.

At this moment, she didn't know what she should say or what she should say. She knew that she had to come out quickly. She could not continue to sink. She could not continue to sink.

She and him were from two different worlds.

"Teacher Lu." Su Yi clenched her fists and encouraged herself, like a warrior about to die heroically, she looked at him seriously and said every word loudly: "I am not worthy of you, I will hurt you. "

"You're fine." Lu Yubai's voice was hoarse, and he looked at her distressedly. He stretched out his hand to hug her, but was afraid of scaring her, so he stopped stiffly in mid-air.

He originally thought she was just a shy little girl who didn't dare to look at him, talk to him, or even accept his advances.

But now, he realized that it was his negligence. It turned out that she had placed herself so low in front of him, in a position that was as humble as dust and so insignificant that it made him feel distressed.

"Teacher Lu, you know now." Su Yi smiled. Only she knew how painful and uncomfortable her heart was. She tried her best to show that she didn't care: "Then I can trouble you not to talk to me in the future. Don't Are you so nice to me?"

The better he treats her, the more uncomfortable she will feel, and she will sink step by step into the tenderness he paved the way and never get out.

That would be too sad. Her life should not just be lived in memories, nostalgia and fantasy.

If she had just debuted, with a bright future, full of confidence in the future, and a newborn calf who was not afraid of tigers, she might still be able to muster the courage to pursue him.

She will work hard, and she will work a thousand times harder to reach a position where she can be on par with him, and she will make herself worthy of his identity and his status.

But now, her confidence and brilliance have long been worn away. She doesn't even know what the future holds, and she is dressed in black.

It's not that she doesn't like him, it's just that she can't accept that she becomes the only stain in his life.

Lu Yubai thought of countless reasons for her to stay away from him every time they met, but he didn't expect that she would think like this. He twitched with pain, and suddenly reached out to grab her waist and pulled her into his arms with force.

The moment Su Yi was pulled into someone's arms, she subconsciously wanted to push him away, but the man's arms were so warm. Her eyes suddenly became sore, and her tears flowed down uncontrollably.

"You are very good. In my heart, you have always been the best." Lu Yubai's voice was hoarse, his chin resting on the girl's head, and every word was filled with distress: "Black material is just black material, I know It’s all lies, it’s all their slander against you. I know you work hard and have always tried hard to live a good life. I know you are strong and nothing can knock you down.”

Su Yi's shoulders began to tremble uncontrollably. She didn't know why. She wanted to leave, but she was greedy for the warmth of his body. She shook her head desperately: "I'm not good, I'm not good at all."

Does he like her? Teacher Lu... why would he like a good-for-nothing girl who wants nothing?

"I'm sorry." Lu Yubai let out a low, hoarse sigh, and patted her back gently with his big hands: "I'm late, I will stay with you from now on."

If it were possible, he would like to go back to the time when she had just debuted, full of confidence and radiant. He would like to be there and see her youthful appearance.

He has missed too much. In the days to come, he will never miss it again. He will accompany her out of the trough and become the radiant her again.

Su Yi couldn't bear it anymore and sobbed softly in his arms, as if she wanted to vent all the suppression and criticism she had received in the past few years.

Lu Yubai patted her back gently, frowned slightly, and looked at the girl in his arms, his eyes flashing with broken light, full of distress and self-blame.

He always thought that she was optimistic and cheerful, could solve any difficulties, and was invincible. It was his negligence that made her feel so miserable.

She is still a girl. She has suffered such a heavy blow in the entertainment industry and has to bear it all by herself. How can she not be bitter and tired?

Su Yi cried for a long time, and finally wiped her tears with sobs. She wanted to withdraw from his arms. She was so embarrassed in front of him that she was embarrassed to look at him.

Lu Yubai held her arm and prevented her from leaving. His big hands wiped her tears seriously: "Teacher Su, look into my eyes."

Su Yi didn't know what he was going to do, but she still looked into his eyes obediently. She clearly saw the heartache in his eyes, bit her lip, sobbed again, and didn't know why she was so fragile. When she heard his words, she suddenly couldn't help it.

For so many years, no matter how hard it was, she endured it alone and survived it, but what happened? Was it because the moonlight tonight was too ambiguous and sad? Why did she fall into his hands?

"Don't belittle yourself in the future." Lu Yubai looked at her seriously: "Especially in front of me, you can do whatever you want, don't suppress yourself, don't wrong yourself, if anyone bullies you, tell me, I will help you teach them a lesson, understand?"

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