Chapter 32 Kira

An hour later, the people who were ready to go to the Tiger Base Camp City arrived. Ashuman came over and saw Xiao Yun and nodded to him.

In fact, there was no need to say too much when their eyes met. It also expressed one meaning, to protect Kagali.

Three jeeps set off one after another. One was occupied by Ashuman and Chisaka, one was occupied by Baki Lulu and helmsman Neumann, and the third was occupied by Xiao Yun, Kira and Kagali.

Xiao Yun sat in the co-pilot seat and yawned boredly. He had no intention of mixing with the future super ace behind him.

On the contrary, Kagali, who was sitting behind Xiao Yun on the left, stared at Xiao Yun with a pair of eyes full of dissatisfaction: "Why do you have to come with me?"

Xiao Yun yawned loudly, and said without turning his head: "Do you think I want to come? If someone hadn't been worried about the safety of you two little brats and asked me specifically, I wouldn't want to come, okay."

"Protect us?" Kagali pouted and said: "You look like you haven't slept well, don't ask us to protect you in the future."

Xiao Yun waved his hand: "Anyway, it's best if no one has to protect anyone, go there safely and come back safely."

Kagali muttered in a low voice: "Coward!"

Xiao Yun smiled and said nothing.

Kira seemed very silent after getting in the car. In Xiao Yun's eyes, the whole person seemed to have lost his vitality and was very depressed. There was no feeling in his eyes. Just one look at it showed that there was a big problem with his mental state.

He was inexplicably involved in the Archangel, and as the only positive combat force on the Archangel, he fought from the universe to the earth. In the middle, he also experienced being enemies with his good friends and innocent civilians being killed by the enemy in front of him. In this process, no one understood and no one counseled him, and all kinds of troubles gradually accumulated in his heart.

If he continued like this, Kira would either become depressed or crazy, but fortunately, the arrangement of fate was so wonderful. The appearance of Lacus soothed all the pain in his heart and made him stronger in all aspects except his brain.

The brain is a hard injury that can't be saved. At first, he was forced to become a thug of the Archangel. Later, there was a Frey who made him willing to continue to be a thug. Later, it was Lacus. In short, the strongest trump card in the CE century was completely played out instead of blown out.

Xiao Yun felt that if he took the opportunity now, he might be able to make this kid his thug. No, the word "take the opportunity" is not good. He can be a warm big brother and comfort the little guy's injured heart.

"Ahem." Xiao Yun coughed lightly, and before he could speak, he heard Kira's voice: "Mr. Xiao, why do you drive a MS?"

"Huh?" Xiao Yun was stunned for a moment. He hadn't even opened his mouth to create an opportunity, but he didn't expect the opportunity to come to him.

Kira looked at Xiao Yun and said quickly: "Sorry, I talked too much."

"No, I was thinking about how to answer you." Xiao Yun pondered for a moment and said: "Maybe it was to survive at first, but later it was probably for protection."

"Mr. Xiao, did you also board the MS to protect everyone..."

Kira recalled his experiences along the way. At that time, he entered the cockpit of the Strike Gundam in order to survive, and he also started to drive the Strike Gundam to fight in order to survive. Later, he was forced to fight to protect everyone on the Archangel. Now he is even more worried that he can't protect his friends, Frey, and everyone.

"You and I may be different."

Xiao Yun glanced at Kira and said, "I wanted to drive MS voluntarily from the beginning. I took the initiative to learn how to drive MS. You, who asked me this question today, should not be voluntary. You were probably forced into the cockpit from the beginning and got used to it over time. Moreover, because there are people protecting you, you can't force yourself to fight even if you don't want to fight."

Kira looked up blankly: "What's the difference?"

Xiao Yun said: "Of course there is a difference. You are forced. Being forced means you don't want to fight and you don't even understand why you have to fight. You are forcing yourself to do something you don't want to do. The whole process and emotions are negative, so you will feel painful and feel that no one understands you. You feel that everything you do now is for others. , and finally put inexplicable pressure on yourself. "

"The most important thing is that when you do this and don't tell others what you really think in your heart, everyone will think that you are willing. They will not understand your pain, will not understand your sadness, they will only silently support you and respect your choice from behind. Do you think this is a kind of understanding?"

Kira hesitated: "Count it?"

Xiao Yun smiled and said: "Well, if there is such a person who suddenly realizes your inner fragility and pain, and starts to take care of you and comfort you, and if this person is a girl, she will surround you with her soft chest, care for you and meet all your needs, how would you feel, would you want to protect her more? "

Kira's face turned red for no reason: "Maybe I would think she is a good person, I would want to protect her. "

Xiao Yun said: "Then now have you noticed that you have suddenly become more proactive from being unwilling and forced?"

Kira was stunned, thinking about the fact that he had been sleeping in Strike Gundam at night these past few days, just worried that if a battle suddenly occurred, he would not be able to attack in time to protect everyone, especially Fleur, and nodded hesitantly again. .

Xiao Yun said: "Then you have now changed from passive to active. It's just that you put too much pressure on yourself at the beginning, so you are a little unaccustomed to this transformation process. You are forcing yourself to take on responsibilities that you were not originally able to bear." It is your responsibility. After all, you are still just a child. You are responsible for the safety of everyone on the entire battleship. It is considered very strong not to crush you under such pressure under forced circumstances, but I I want to tell you that in this world, no one owes anyone, and no one can blame you if you can’t help.”

"I don't know what happened to you in the past, and I don't know what happens to you now, but I know that it must be that bastard Mu who asked you to ask me, right? I mean, he came here shamelessly early in the morning. Knock on the door, in addition to asking me to protect you, you probably also want me to enlighten you. "

Kira lowered his head and said a little embarrassedly: "I'm sorry."

"What's there to be sorry for?" Xiao Yun turned around completely and lay on the back of the chair. He looked at Kira and said with a smile, "My situation is different from yours. I actively chose to drive the mobile suit, and there are also people around me. Many like-minded partners choose to fight to protect the innocent people who are suffering violence behind them, and they also have to fight to protect their own interests. "

"So my experience is of no reference value to you. If you lived in an environment like mine, you would take the initiative to sit in the cockpit and fight."

Cagalli glanced at Xiao Yun: "It sounds like the place you live in is very chaotic. Are there so many mobile suits for you to use? Or are you actually a ZAFT?"

"If you want to say that..." Xiao Yun showed a recalling expression and chuckled: "The place where we live seems to be in a similar situation to ZAFT. No, it should be said to be worse than ZAFT's situation. Yes, it feels like the Earth Army, which has the military level of ZAFT, bullies Orb, who only has the military level of the Earth Army.”

"Hey, hey, why do you need to involve Orb?" Cagalli glared at Xiao Yun, and then said with a complicated expression: "Is there such a place in the world?"

"It's so rare." Xiao Yun said with a smile: "There are many things you don't know, but Kira, as a warrior, it's just a warrior with little ability, but if a person like you doesn't have his own ideas and Beliefs can easily be exploited. Never fight for personal grudges. You must have beliefs, correct and firm beliefs.”

"Kira, the person who is truly worthy of your protection will not remind you all the time to protect him or tell you to kill all the enemies in front of you. Such a person is not worthy of your protection, because that is This kind of person will only use you as a tool to achieve their goals.”

"Oh, although I don't quite understand, I think what Mr. Xiao Yun said makes sense." Kira nodded ignorantly, while Cagalli glanced at Kira and spit out two words: "Idiot, looking stupid. "

"Haha!" Xiao Yun looked left and right, and couldn't help laughing: "Cagalli, are you scolding yourself?"

"Didn't you notice that except for the difference in gender characteristics, your two faces are almost exactly the same. If they are not 100% similar, they are 90% similar. Look, this silly face is exactly the same as yours. You also have the same face. With the same silly face, I really wonder if you are separated brothers and sisters."

Cagalli and Kira were stunned at the same time. They both looked at each other in unison. Cagalli directly wiped all of Kira's hair back and pressed it with her hands. Then she was stunned for a moment.

When Cagalli was stunned, Kira slowly raised her hand to push Cagalli's hair back. If there was no hair to highlight her face, the face in front of her would not only have softer lines and sharper eyes. , Kira also seemed to see a replica of himself, the kind that was not 100% similar but was 85% similar.

Xiao Yun was watching the fun nearby, and when he saw the two faces with only their faces exposed, he also cheered: "They are indeed exactly the same. I said that my professionally trained eyes will definitely not recognize each other. Brothers and sisters recognize each other on the battlefield. The plot is great, do you want to find a place to test your DNA?”

"You're talking nonsense!" Cagalli came back to her senses and glared at Xiao Yun: "Even then I must be my sister! Test! It must be tested! If it is really me, I will go back and pull out all that bastard's beard!"

Kira looked at Cagalli with a confused face: "???"

Looking at Xiao Yun's expression of fearing that the world would be in chaos, Kira lowered her head silently: "Isn't there something wrong with the focus? Why is it that I suddenly have an extra sister when you are obviously talking about me? Major Mu said It's true, Mr. Xiao is really poisonous... I feel the situation is getting worse..."