Chapter 1674 A Happy Family of Five (2)
How could he accept this? This feeling of wanting to take care of one's parents but not being able to do so would make anyone feel heartbroken!
Seeing Nangong Yi like this, Caiwei was very regretful. Although I did not kill Boren, Boren died because of me. If she had known that Li Kaifeng would attack Queen Mother Mo and Chaoyue, she would not have been merciful and persuaded Nangong Yi to spare his life. If Nangong Yi had killed him, Queen Mother and Chaoyue would not have been killed. He is still alive and well!
Caiwei felt guilty and said what she thought: "Alas, if I hadn't been so soft-hearted and advised you to spare his life, there wouldn't be these disasters. The Queen Mother and Chaoyue would still be alive and well..."
Nangong Yi said: "If it weren't for you, I don't know how many times I would have died. If I died, the Queen Mother would have lost her support and hope and would have died of grief. Even if she didn't die, she would have been tortured to death by Concubine Jin. So, everything has its destiny. Wei'er doesn't need to blame herself. "
Nangong Yi's words relieved Caiwei's psychological burden a lot. However, she still felt very distressed when she saw Nangong Yi being depressed every day. She always wanted to find a way to make him relieve his mood and be happy.
It happened that day that she received a letter from Lingbei Chaoyun, urging her to go to Lingbei to transport glass. The glass in Lingbei was almost piled up into a mountain now. If it was not transported away, there would be no place to store it.
Caiwei thought about it and thought it would be better to take Nangong Yi and the children to Lingbei. First, they could take back the glass; second, they could let the children see the outside world and broaden their horizons, and let the man relax as well!
When she proposed this suggestion to Nangong Yi, Nangong Yi readily agreed. He was very bored staying in the palace these days. Every flower and grass, every brick and tile in the palace reminded him of his mother and the little things they had done together. Therefore, he was always unhappy.
His low mood seriously affected the mood of his wife and children. Therefore, he also wanted to relax outside and get out of the shadow of his mother's murder as soon as possible.
The two had already discussed and decided. Nangong Yi finished explaining the affairs of the court. On a quiet night, he took their buns and set off for Lingbei.
When they set out, Caiwei rode on the white-haired tiger alone, and let Nangong Yi watch the children in the space. Although Nangong Yi wanted him to ride the tiger and let Caiwei watch the children in the space, the space only recognized Caiwei. If he rode the tiger forward, only he and the white-haired tiger would run far away, and Caiwei, the space, and the children would stay where they were.
So, even if the white-haired tiger would make the people on its back feel very cold when it ran, it would only be Caiwei who had to bear it.
In the past, when she had not given birth yet, Nangong Yi rode the tiger with her. The man sat in front of her, like a mountain, to protect her from the wind and cold. But now, the buns in the space need someone to take care of them, so he had to stay in the space and let Caiwei face the ruthless cold wind alone!
In fact, Caiwei eats food in the space all year round, and is nourished by the spiritual energy in the space all year round, so her body is very strong and solid. Others may not be able to bear the cold wind blowing on the tiger's back all night, but it doesn't matter to her. As long as she wears thicker clothes, she can't even feel the slightest bit of cold.
Because there is plenty of time and she brought the buns with her, this trip is not urgent.
Caiwei plans to visit Qing County on the way there, see Juhua, and chat with her; by the way, go to the Yangyang Hall to see Goudan and Xiniu and send some winter clothes and so on; when she returns, she will go to Mujia Village again to let the children see where she was born, and then go to Qingyun Town to see Aunt Zhou's family and Jiujin and his wife. I heard that Ziyi has given birth to a white and plump daughter, so she just took this opportunity to go to her to add milk to her...