Chapter 1703 There Is No Fairness in This World!
After Chen Cang returned to Anyang, he went to see Mr. Fang.
He is much better than before, but he is still living in the intensive care unit. There are a few more pots of green plants in the room, a few more small fish, and it also feels a little more at home.
Fang Yonglin was very happy about Chen Cang's return.
Mr. Fang said something to Chen Cang, which he remembered deeply.
He said: Sometimes, you don't need to make the most correct choice, because then what is right and wrong?
Over the years, I have been swayed or guided by certain statements.
Let us have today's three views.
Until one day, I suddenly discovered that maybe what I insisted on and believed in was not necessarily correct, but maybe it should be.
That's right!
This is the world, there is no absolute right or wrong, only should or should not.
There is no absolute limit to whether this should be or not.
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There are three turning points in Guo Xue's life, for which she needs to make three different choices.
To the point where she is today, she has done a lot of what she thinks she should be doing.
Including today, even though many people do not support her, she still chose to get pregnant.
This may be the worst choice she has ever made in her life.
In everyone's eyes, she was wrong.
but……
Only she herself felt that all this was as it should be.
There may really be no fairness between people.
After some people are born, they are accompanied by hundreds of millions of wealth.
Some people are gifted after birth.
Maybe some people are mediocre, but you are lucky enough because you are healthy.
When you look at the beauties in luxury cars and villas on the Internet with your mobile phone and complain that you were born in poverty, have you ever thought that some people are also watching you with envy in their eyes!
Poverty can be changed.
But there are some things you can't change at all.
Rickets, deformities, ugliness, deaf-mute, blind... These people may have lost at the starting line in a real sense when they were born.
However, they never admit defeat to fate.
The purpose of their efforts is simple: to live!
You might say, where are there so many people like this?
How come I've never seen it on the street!
Well, I'll tell you the answer because they dare not come out.
As you are ashamed of your poverty, so they are ashamed of your sickness and pain.
Even, how far can a wheelchair go?
How many disabled routes in our lives have been made into appearance projects.
Blind way leads directly to the wall, to hell?
In front of the wheelchair is a high step in a dilemma.
How many people die every year because of this kind of thing?
Has no one counted it?
Because no one pays attention to their existence.
People who pay attention can't make a loud enough voice.
You may say that there are very few such people.
but!
In fact, there are not many, their number is more than the rich people in this world!
Just like how many extremely rich people you have seen in your life.
have!
there must be!
But is it really a lot?
Guo Xue also complained, why is she different from others, having blue lips?
You can't exercise vigorously, you can't participate in sports meetings, you can't run, you can't...even make...love, you need to progress gradually!
But she never gave up working hard and earnestly.
However, pulmonary hypertensive disease is called "cancer in cardiovascular disease"!
Due to insufficient pulmonary circulation and lack of oxygen, the lips are blue-purple, so the patient is also called a "blue lip" patient.
The disease can lead to heart failure, and without effective treatment, patients live an average of only 2.8 years.
In the whole country, there are tens of millions of patients with pulmonary arterial hypertension, but only 20,000 to 30,000 people have received treatment.
The key is!
Pulmonary hypertension is currently incurable, and patients need to take medication for life!
Under the effect of the drug, Guo Xue looked normal.
Go to school, go to school, fall in love, work, get married!
but!
Finally, there is still a hurdle that cannot be overcome.
That's pregnancy!
If you are not pregnant, patients with pulmonary arterial hypertension will not be much different from ordinary people as long as they take medicine.
Because severe congenital heart disease with severe pulmonary hypertension is an absolute contraindication to pregnancy.
Once pregnant, the body will definitely experience discomfort. During pregnancy, when the heart function cannot be compensated, the compensatory heart rate will increase due to pulmonary hypertension and hypoxia, and the cardiac output will increase, which will increase the heart load!
There is a heavy load in itself, and now it will definitely increase again, leading to heart failure and even increasing the risk of production.
Moreover, it will have a serious impact on the development of the fetus.
so!
Perhaps for everyone, pregnancy is happiness and means the birth of a new life.
However, for them, pregnancy is painful, because it means a critical illness notice!
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Outside the office, Guo Xue's family members were silent because they didn't know what to say!
Guo Xue's husband Li Xuefeng was looking at the ceiling silently.
At this time, Guo Xue was still in the ward, and her condition was very stable, but...it was getting worse every day.
They went to Xiehe, Huaxi, and then came to the Capital Emergency Center just because of their reputation.
But at that time, Chen Cang had just left.
After Xu Ziming saw Guo Xue, he justly rejected the idea of surgical treatment.
Because as long as the operation is done, it must be doomed to a point of no return.
In this world, there is not a single patient who is stable after heart-lung transplantation during pregnancy.
Xu Ziming has never been so arrogant that he can complete this operation!
But the most important thing is not whether the operation can be successful.
It's whether surgery should be done or not!
Because of his wife's pregnancy, Li Xuefeng became the biggest villain!
Became the target of collective attacks by female boxers!
Similarly, Li Xuefeng's parents also became the targets of old-fashioned feudalism.
It seemed that for a while, Li Xuefeng's family members became a wrong example.
Daughter-in-law should not be forced to become pregnant!
Is it really impossible to adopt a child?
Said that Li Xuefeng's family is irresponsible and doesn't care about Guo Xue's life or death for the sake of the child!
Some even started calling the police, and both the police and the Women's Federation participated in this investigation!
But!
They underestimated the persistence and persistence of female boxers.
They just simply want to force women into prostitution, want to destroy their families, and even want to see the world they think!
They don't even know that there is something called love in this world.
As a result, Li Xuefeng's family is currently in such a state of being misunderstood by the world.
but!
They did not refute.
Li Xuefeng was taking care of his wife seriously, and his parents were also taking care of their daily life.
This time, Guo Xue's pregnancy was even hidden from all of them!
After Guo Xue found out that she was pregnant, she found an excuse to leave the house.
It wasn't until I was six months pregnant that I couldn't hide it anymore, so I confessed everything!
Had a fight!
Guo Xue's mother even forced her to die.
But you have no idea how paranoid a paranoid woman really is.
When Guo Xue cried loudly and said: "I just want to be a wife, a mother, even if it's only for one day!"
"Isn't it okay?"
"You always ask me to do what you think is right."
"I am also a person, and I also have my own choices and life."
"Am I not worthy of having children?"
Guo Xue is very lucky!
Find a husband who cherishes her, loves her, and pampers her.
However, it is really easy to feel owed to love this thing.
Even, the better Li Xuefeng treats her, Guo Xue will even feel a burden in her heart!
She suddenly realized that maybe they needed a child of their own.
Therefore, Guo Xue began to check various information, and there were indeed some women who were pregnant successfully.
But she overlooked a problem, that is, there are individual differences in diseases.
Small probability events have always been harmful!
Sure enough, during the first month of pregnancy, Guo Xue began to suffer from shortness of breath. From the third month onwards, crazy coughing, dyspnea, fatigue, and going upstairs were all problems!
At the fifth month, she even fainted due to lack of blood supply to the brain due to ischemia and hypoxia!
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For the sake of the child, Guo Xue endured it.
She consulted more than a dozen doctors and experts, and the answer she got was consistent: terminate the pregnancy!
Unfortunately, she refused.
This road, it is not easy for her to get to where she is today.
Now, it has been more than seven months.
She has no way out!
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Li Xuefeng looked at the pale ceiling, there was no color on it, very much like his current mood.
To be honest, in the past two months, he has made various preparations!
It seems that the answer is not important anymore.
The important thing is, if a child is born without a mother, how should he explain it?
If Guo Xue is gone, should he find a mother for the child?
He dared to swear that if he remarried, even for the sake of his children, he would be sprayed all over by those female boxers on the Internet.
These days he has already experienced it deeply.
In such an era of information explosion.
Li Xuefeng didn't even know that he had somehow entered the sight of so many people.
Why……
have no choice!
Li Xuefeng stood up and looked at Guo Xue's blue lips through the window.
Suddenly his nose became sore.
Why is this world so unfair?
All kinds of things from the past came to mind.
Li Xuefeng couldn't help crying, his mind was full of Guo Xue!
The most helpless thing for Li Xuefeng is to go to the pharmacy every month to buy sildenafil.
Every time, the little girl who was sold medicine looked at her strangely.
As a result, Li Xuefeng had no choice but to run all over the city to buy this medicine.
Guo Xue often teases Li Xuefeng: "Now the whole city knows that you like to buy this thing, everyone knows you...hehe!
No one wants you but me! "
Regarding this, Li Xuefeng always smiled awkwardly. He never thought about divorce, but... he didn't know that apart from the fact that divorce can separate people, there is another possibility, and that is widowhood!
Every time at this time, Guo Xue would act like a little licking dog, acting like a baby in his ear.
"Ah, I eat more sildenafil than you! Haha... I'm laughing to death, I won't become a man, will I?"
Every time, Li Xuefeng was amused by this innocent girl.
Guo Xue often asked herself.
Like or dislike children.
Li Xuefeng shook his head every time: "No, the child is so troublesome, one baby is enough for me!"
But Guo Xue also knew that Li Xuefeng wanted a child.
That's it for two people.
The same is true of life.
You never know what will happen tomorrow.
In fact, taking sildenafil is the cheapest drug for the treatment of pulmonary hypertension.
Studies have shown that the monthly cost of taking sildenafil to treat pulmonary hypertension is more than 700 yuan, and Viagra is more than 2,000 yuan, both of which are significantly lower than other treatment options.
Therefore, Mr. Zhong has supported Viagra three or four times, hoping to include "Viagra" in the scope of medical insurance.
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With Guo Xue's arrival, the Second People's Hospital of Dongyang Province has once again become a hot topic of discussion!
This "Internet celebrity mother" Guo Xue, who unexpectedly became popular due to illness, has attracted the attention of a lot of media and gossip.
In such an era where anyone can be the media, the media is about to lose its proper role, and even begins to lead towards a wrong direction of public opinion.
Almost everyone is touting Guo Xue's greatness.
Such a woman who can give up her life for the sake of her child seems to be worthy of publicity, care, and care!
And the accompanying "vicious" family members are also key figures in the topic.
It is worth to cast aside and despise!
I don't know what happened overnight. It seems that things that have a dime relationship with women will be magnified by interested people.
Therefore, the atmosphere of the Provincial Second Hospital was a little more depressing for a while.
After Chen Cang encountered this matter, he also began to solve it himself.
but!
Compared with those media propaganda, Chen Cang was a little disgusted.
Because this is not a cure at all, but a gamble.
even!
This is a moral kidnapping in the name of love!
He invited Zhang Jinfeng, director of the gynecology department, to bring Meng Xi and others to the ward.
Zhang Jinfeng took a deep breath, looked at Guo Xue, and said again:
"Miss Guo, I still advise you to terminate the pregnancy. In this way, your chance of survival will be better."
"Now, your pregnancy risk is very high, maybe you should wait, our medicine is developing, maybe in a few years, pregnancy is not impossible!"
Guo Xue's family members were all standing around, and Li Xuefeng was sitting by the bed, touching his wife's hand, a little pale and a little cold.
Everyone in the family is persuading her!
"Yes, Xiaoxue, think again!"
"Son, if you're gone, you can have it again, but if you're gone... you're really gone!"
"That's right, there are a lot of DINKs now, why are you young people not as enlightened as us old people." Li Xuefeng's mother persuaded.
It's been 9092 years now, so what's the problem with keeping the big and the small?
Basically, it is an individual who knows what is meant by a long flow of water.
Whenever something small happens, it is definitely because the person involved took the initiative to do so.
Li Xuefeng didn't say anything, if he could persuade him, he would have persuaded him a long time ago!
Today, it is no longer a question of whether to persuade or not, but what should be done next!
Thinking of this, Li Xuefeng let out a long sigh.
He glanced at Guo Xue, and just as their eyes met, she laughed.