Chapter 1598 Don’t Understand Mother’s Love

"That's because your mind is not on that. No matter how hungry you are, you can't feel it. So I think you just ignored it. Just like when we were on a mission, we didn't have the conditions for you to eat. , there is no condition for you to choose, you can only accept it, and gradually you will get used to it. If you know that you can't eat at that time, you will no longer think about it and you will naturally not feel hungry." Nangong Beiying really felt used to it. Become natural.

"I think so too. It's better now. I'm not as busy here as before, so I can often eat on time. I don't know if I can withstand hunger when I get busy again." Qin Xue thought. After returning to normal habits, I'm afraid it will take a long time to get used to it again.

"This is natural. You should take your time in the future and don't push yourself too hard." Nangong Beiying and Qin Xue walked side by side.

"This is the only way." Qin Xue can't help it if she doesn't want to. Most of the time, it's not that she doesn't want to, but that she can't help it.

"Miss, wake up, it's early." Qing Teng also got up early, but she didn't expect that there would be someone earlier than her.

"Good morning."

"Good morning, Qingteng, you didn't sleep last night, okay?" Qin Xue looked at the dark circles under Qingteng's eyes and wondered what was going on.

"I changed places. I thought of my mother, so I went to bed a little late. It's okay. I've had enough sleep. Look, don't I feel very energetic?" Qingteng thought of the time when she was very young. I have lived with my mother in this courtyard.

Later, her mother let her go to the yard next door alone. She was scared and cried there, but her mother refused to let her come back. Later, she got used to it. Now that she came back to live, she thought of living with her mother again. The bits and pieces of being together are coming.

"Death is like a light going out. It's useless no matter how much you think about it. You still have to look forward and live your life well. I believe this is what your mother wants to see.

And I also discovered something last night. Although your mother let you live by yourself at a young age, the place she chose was also the one closest to you. There is only one wall between your two rooms.

Moreover, her study room is also located in her own room. I think she is afraid that it will be located somewhere else. She works and reads there. If you cry, she is afraid that she will not hear you, so she uses this method The method is with you.

You think your mother is not a cruel person, right? Otherwise, she wouldn't use this method to help you grow up. "Qin Xue also woke up this morning and heard something moving next door, and then she figured it out. For such a mother, who says she doesn't love her child, no one will believe it. No one will believe it even if she is beaten to death. of.

"Is this really like this?" Qingteng has always been worried about this matter, and there is always a knot in her heart. She just can't understand why her mother treats her like this, when other children can live in their own world. Why did she have to leave her mother at such a young age and live alone.

Now after hearing Qin Xue's analysis, she thought that she might have misunderstood her mother all along. Her mother did this to support her independent character. No, after she left the village, she quickly adapted to being alone. Have you lived? It turns out that my mother has good intentions.

But she always thought that her mother didn't love her enough, so she sometimes deliberately made her mother angry, but her mother would just sigh and look at her helplessly. Now Qingteng feels that she was really a jerk at that time, and she didn't Understand her mother's love for her. What exactly did she do to her mother? Her mother must have felt very uncomfortable at that time. Her daughter didn't understand her painstaking efforts and was even very angry with her.