Chapter 2261 Sorry

The first time, in Kyoto, he was sent down from a helicopter. He was sent down by a doctor on a stretcher. He was covered in blood, and he was desperate to see her.

At that time, people all over the world were telling her that he couldn't live, that he was going to die soon.

That feeling was heart-piercing. At that time, she had tried her best to save him.

Fortunately, she succeeded, and she won the bet.

This time, the dying appearance of him sitting in the tractor terrified her even more.

Although there was no blood on the clothes on his body, there was no trace of blood on that face. Beside him lay a comrade who had died for a long time. She was afraid that he would sleep forever like his comrade. Don't jump either.

It was at that moment that he stretched out his arms towards her, and when he couldn't use his strength to hug her, all her strength collapsed in an instant.

Jiang Yao originally thought that no matter how busy Lu Xingzhi was in the army, she would always stand behind him silently to support him, just like he stood behind her and silently guarded her before he was reborn.

However, Jiang Yao finally found out that she couldn't do it.

"I'm afraid of every accident, I'm afraid there will be accidents every time you go on a mission." Jiang Yao lowered her head and didn't look at Lu Xingzhi, "I'm afraid that one day I'll wait for you at home instead of you in real life, but a real you." Glory, the glory you bought with your life, I am afraid that I will become a person without support, I am afraid that my child will lose his father, I am afraid of the future, I am the only one holding the child's little hand and walking ,do you understand?"

Jiang Yao choked up, "I'm really afraid that something will happen to you, so I really hope that you can stay with me for a long time, no matter what your status or occupation is, but I also know that you like your military uniform, I like the responsibility on your shoulders, I don't want to embarrass you, so I endure, I endure everything, but it's my mother's choice, so I'm sorry, I know you want me to help you persuade Advise mom, but..."

Jiang Yao bit her lip lightly, and said slowly, "But I'm sorry, I can't do it."

She didn't take the initiative to speak up, and she didn't take the initiative to give him the choice that made her embarrassed, but it didn't mean that she would stand by him without complaint at this time and help him persuade Mother Lu.

After Jiang Yao finished speaking, she closed her eyes. Even though she was trying her best to suppress her emotions, there were still tears in the corners of her eyes.

The unspeakable sourness in Lu Xingzhi's heart was not because Jiang Yao didn't help him, but because of Jiang Yao's words.

She couldn't bear to embarrass him, so she kept all her emotions hidden in her heart. She didn't say anything, but he never noticed it.

Every day she was with him, including these few days, she smiled happily every day, and he never noticed her emotions, not even half of them.

Not only because she hid it too well, but also because he really didn't know him well enough.

At this moment, Lu Xingzhi felt powerless all over his body. He always thought that he knew Jiang Yao not very well, but if she gave him a look, he would be able to guess her thoughts. But now the facts tell He is not like that.

He lay there in frustration, and after a long while he let out a long sigh, and stretched out his hand to hug Jiang Yao into his arms.

I can't say sorry stuck in my throat, the weight is too light, not enough to express the guilt and self-blame towards Jiang Yao from the bottom of my heart.