In These Troubled Times, I Feel a Little Sentimental

I have encountered many changes in recent days, and I feel exhausted.

I have a little stagnation in my chest, so I will talk about it here.

I vomited a little blood three nights ago, and I had a gastroscopy yesterday morning. The result showed that I had multiple ulcers in my stomach and duodenum.

The reason is that I have brought it upon myself, and I feel ashamed.

I just need to recuperate for a few months, diet and self-discipline, and hope that it will recover.

I took my kitten to the doctor yesterday afternoon, and on the way back I heard the bad news again - my grandfather passed away at home.

Although the old man passed away suddenly, he was also peaceful; he died of old age and died in bed.

Thinking back to the past, my deepest memory of my grandfather was when I was very young.

Suddenly, I have grown up.

In these years, I have not seen the old man several times a year. This time, I saw him again, but he was separated from me forever, and I couldn't help but feel sad and sighing.

However, I thought about it for a while last night and still completed the writing work.

Because I have promised to be fully present, as long as my body can still write, I will still stick to it.

Maybe I mentioned this before... I once watched an interview with Mr. Wang Jing. When he recalled his experience as a screenwriter in his early years, there was a sentence that I still remember vividly: "What is professionalism? Professionalism means that if your father died this morning, you have to write a comedy in the evening."

Now I have also experienced some of the meaning of it...

The next few days should be quite busy. I just hope that this eventful autumn will not add a bit of sadness.

Things in the world are unpredictable, and life is impermanent.

Here, I also hope that all readers can cherish the present, be safe, and be healthy. (To be continued...)