Speak Your Mind

There was originally a chapter tonight, but after seeing the words of some book friends, I couldn't calm down for a long time, so I simply asked for a day off. ◎,

I wrote this passage and deleted it, deleted it and wrote it again. I am a person who is easily influenced by others. If someone says a word, I will be depressed for a long time. I was already very tired during this period. I didn’t sleep well last night, but I had to get up at six or seven o’clock to start writing. I wrote for a whole day, and I was exhausted from two books. Then I spent a few hours at night writing this passage, and felt it was inappropriate after writing it, so I deleted, deleted, and revised it. If I don't write it out, I will be more entangled in my heart. I can already predict that I will definitely suffer from insomnia tonight, and I will not be energetic tomorrow, but the two books are at a critical stage and I have to write them, but if they are not written well, it will take more time to revise, a vicious circle... The more I think about it, the more terrifying it becomes.

Here to explain it again! I have explained why I started a new book on other occasions, but people keep asking. Some people even asked whether they were secretly writing a new book in the past six months, or why the new book had three updates, but the Hero Prison did not.

It's not that complicated. I only planned to write the new book after I saw the essay call for the starting point. Originally, I didn't open it so early, and I didn't plan to open an online game. The original plan was to open a fantasy book for the new book, and I had to wait until the Heroes Prison was over before opening it, and then I would talk about it after I got better. I am a very lazy person, some things can be procrastinated, the reason why I hurriedly opened the book so early is a very vulgar reason - I have no money, now there are only a few hundred readers left in Hero Prison, Basically, it means that there is no one left, so I start a new book to make money and live. Recently, the starting point issued a call for essays, and the rewards were very generous, and a new book was opened for the prize money of the essay call.

Some things don't wait for me. If the opportunity comes, if you don't fight for it, you may never have it again. The essay call will end this month, so if you don’t prepare, you have to bite the bullet. I don’t know if I can get the bonus, but if I don’t give it a try, there is no hope at all. So these days, I worked overtime to catch up with a new book, and I wrote it from morning to night. I only wrote a manuscript of more than 20,000 words in a month, and the book was published within three days.

The next two months were even more painful. There was no manuscript for the new book, and I had to write and post it every day. Hero Prison also wrote more than 2.7 million words, which became more and more difficult to control. After writing a few lines, I had to go back to the front to check how I wrote it before, and whether there would be conflicts. I have forgotten a lot of so many words. It can be said that the writing of Hero Prison has been very painful. Every chapter you can see now is written after a long time of suffering.

There are too many foreshadowings buried in the settings written in the previous article of Hero Prison. These are the shackles I put on myself. I originally had the keys to these shackles, but after half a year, I forgot where to put the keys to these shackles. up. To write this Hero Prison now is to dance in chains.

This is the price of interrupting the update. After many authors interrupt the update, the reason why they can no longer pick up is because there is too much content in the previous article, and they have forgotten the content after not writing for a long time. I have lost the sense of continuity, and the feeling of writing is not right.

It is impossible for "Hero Prison" to be as smooth as before.

I spent a few months renovating it before, and I found out the foreshadowing and important information and registered them. Each character is listed in a table. I have never been so laborious since writing a book. But even if this is the case, the content written later will not have the taste of the previous text. After a rope is broken, a new knot is tied to connect it. This knot will always exist, and it will never be as smooth as before. Now I can only stumble and finish writing it in pain.

Friends who can't stand it, please don't watch it, it's not good for you or me. Because the more people are dissatisfied, the greater my burden will be, and the heavier my heart will be. I just want to finish writing it quietly now, without hearing any sound, or I can't bear it. Friends who really want to read it can wait until the book is finished before reading it in one go.

In fact, whether it is Hero Prison or the new book, they are all my children. I love them and want to raise them. Hero Prison is a rebellious child. At the age of sixteen or seventeen, it is difficult to discipline, and I got sick when it was the most important, and I didn’t take care of it for half a year, which made it have a relationship with me. There are too many generation gaps, and there are too many incomprehensions. I'm taking this generation gap with me now and raising it. The new book is a newborn baby that can develop at will, without shackles, can write whatever comes to mind, and can even wear the clothes worn by Hero Prison before. I hope it can grow up gently and happily. In addition to these two, I actually had two children who died in "Refrigeration" and "Fairy Poetry".

The road to writing is actually very difficult. As far as I am concerned, none of them have gone smoothly——"Refrigeration" died prematurely, "Fairy Poetry" died prematurely, "Hero Prison" continued to live, and "Master of the Underworld" was born prematurely. When everything is good, I don’t have the ability to write books; when I have the ability to write books, my life is unsatisfactory;

But no matter what, I have no way out, so I can only go on like this. There are all kinds of ups and downs in life, and fate may play tricks on me. I fell into the abyss again and again, climbed up again and again, and then fell again... In the process of falling again and again, as long as I don't fall to my death, I will learn to fly sooner or later. (To be continued..)u