I Am a Light Novel Master in Japan Chapter 501

"Oops..."

Then she showed a bitter and embarrassed expression, lowered her head and looked at the mobile phone with an expression fixed on her that looked full and happy. She always felt like a regular customer who went to the Cowherd shop in Kabukicho to have fun. , even she herself felt that what she did was too rogue. How on earth did she touch Li Yan...

"What on earth did I do...I even look down on myself..."

Miyamori Aoi felt quite embarrassed about her drunken gaffe, and thought to herself silently.

However, in desperation, she continued to see what would happen in the next twenty minutes.

【Swiss, swiss, swish...】

The result happened to be the second sub-video, time: 12:41 minutes.

After finally placing Miyamori Aoi in the passenger seat, Li Yan took Miyamori Aoi's car key and started the car's engine.

[Ms. Miyamori, wake up. Where is your home? Do you have your friend’s phone number? 】Li Yan asked.

As a result, the camera turned around, and as a result, Miyamori Aoi was already sitting in the passenger seat, asleep and unconscious.

Immediately afterwards, the silent Li Yan seemed to think for a while in the direction of Gong Mori Aoi, and silently explained.

[…It’s almost one o’clock now, so I can only send you to my friend’s house to stay temporarily. 】

In the quiet and brightly lit streets of Tokyo, at 12:43, there were far fewer vehicles on the road than a while ago. We started from Meguro District, passed through the mountainous shortcut, and drove through a dense forest passage for about 10 minutes.

【parking……】

Suddenly, during the quiet driving process, Miyamori Aoi's somewhat uncomfortable voice came from the side.

[Hurry up...I feel like I'm about to spit something out...]

Then, Miyamori Aoi in the video said something that Li Yan was very concerned about.

[I'm going to stop right away. Please hold on a little longer and don't vomit on your own car! 】Li Yan's voice sounded a little anxious.

As a result, the vehicle gradually stopped at an entrance similar to that of a forest park. As a result, the person in the video camera seemed to quickly unbuckle his seat belt, push the door open and go into the ditch on the mountain road, bending over and vomiting.

In the camera, Li Yan quickly handed her a bottle of mineral water. After she rinsed her mouth with the mineral water with a sad expression, she was helped back to the car by Li Yan.

"..."

Miyamori Aoi watched the video, and suddenly her whole body became silent.

I don’t know why, but after watching a scene in the camera where Li Yan was taking care of her, my heart suddenly felt warmer...

In the forty-minute video, it can be seen that Li Yan did not do anything rude to her. On the contrary, she has been causing him trouble of one kind or another.

During the thirty-minute journey, she vomited three times in total. After the third time, she asked to sit on the overpass steps under the street lamp to take a breath...

Under the dim light, he sat with his knees in his arms, wearing Li Yan's coat in the cold winter.

[Uncomfortable... Why is it so uncomfortable...]

When she was drunk, she asked in a low voice like she was crying.

[It’s just the effect of alcohol, don’t worry, just wash your face with a hot towel after you go back and have a good sleep...]

Li Yan, who was sitting aside, said.

In the camera, under the flashing lights of the vehicle's hazard warning lights, in such a quiet night, Miyamori Aoi, who was outside the camera, no longer knew what the scene and mood was like at that time, but she knew herself in the camera, and It's not about the influence of alcohol.

Above the white snow, there is a bright starry sky. In the video, I am speaking in a low voice, and my uncomfortable expression gradually calms down, saying: [No, it is definitely not physical discomfort, I... what am I doing, why should I join the animation? The company, why are you doing busy work...]

[After graduating from junior high school...I didn't have any purpose, just looking for a job for the sake of employment...As expected, such a lack of awareness...can only achieve this level, right? 】

In the camera, she buries her face in her arms and asks sadly.

【……what do I do? Just keep working aimlessly like this, get married, resign, and be a housewife until the end of my life... I clearly promised my friends that we would make an animation together, but as a result, not only Ema-chan was confused, but I was also confused... …The purpose of people’s work is just to support themselves, right? 】

"..."

Seeing this, Miyamori Aoi realized for the first time that her drunken self did not need a spiritual clone to speak such painful, sad and confusing words so straightforwardly.

While she was busy, she often felt frustrated. After being exposed to work, she gradually understood the indifference and hardship of society. In this era, there is a long way to go with her high school aspirations... The material resources for survival will always come. It’s not easy, the emotions of society are so twisted and complex, covering up too many gray figures...

At 12:51, she was sitting on the steps of the overpass, shedding tears, confiding her hardships and confusion to a young man who was still a stranger and was slightly one year younger than her.

These are things that you cannot complain about even in front of your friends and parents.

The self in the camera, after being drunk, is laughing and crying at the same time... Maybe this is the real me, and this kind of self is also the one for many other people who are busy at work...

However, Li Yan in the camera seemed to be listening, and he was constantly seen exhaling mist-like breath in the camera.

[...Making money and working for a living is not a meaningless thing in itself. 】

Li Yan suddenly answered.

[Although the world's economy has become much easier than at any time in history, food and clothing are no longer a problem, and people have higher and more noble dreams... But no matter when and where, the first thing is to support yourself, Ms. Miyamori , when you are confused and have no dreams or goals, in fact, no matter in Tokyo or anywhere, there are still people who don’t have enough to eat, and they are busy just for survival and a place to shelter from the wind and rain. 】

In the cold wind, Li Yan's voice was so cold, telling his feelings.

In the camera, he was looking at the other person in surprise, and his expression was exactly the same as that of Aoi Miyamori, who was watching the video quietly in the conference room at the moment.

The camera cannot see Li Yan's expression, but just from his somewhat dull and surprised expression in the camera, it seems that he can imagine it.

[How to respond to this feeling after encountering a frustrating thing. People always have two ways. One is to look at people who are worse off than themselves, so as to prove that they are not alone. The other is to look at someone who is stronger than yourself, so that you can spur yourself on, who is so weak and weak...]

[...So, if you can get something within your reach, it is not a dream at all. The front of the dream is always pitch black, and you cannot see it unless you go to the nearest, but it does not mean that you are not moving forward, so , Don’t be fooled by the darkness in front of you, Miss Miyamori. 】

The sound of the wind is so light and the words are so quiet.

She didn't remember the time when someone comforted her...

The video is almost coming to an end on a highway street with just the two of them. Li Yan sent her to Gabriel's room like this, and then the video officially ended at 1:09.

"..."

Miyamori Aoi was silent and didn't come back to her senses for a long time.

Originally, I just watched this video to ensure my own safety, but in the end, it was like traveling through different world lines, and I saw everything that happened last night with a vague impression. It was a very magical feeling, just like watching a movie. But, this is it. The reality is still a memory she has forgotten after experiencing it personally...

"...That's absolutely true, sir."

Miyamori Aoi smiled slightly. It was unclear whether it was caused by the heating or the warmth in her heart. She felt her cheeks were a little warm and whispered.

"But what Mr. Li said does make sense."

Suddenly, Ema Yasuhara's voice came from behind Miyamori Aoi.