Chapter 146 Killing the Past (Continued)

"In order to thank you for saving me last time, and to celebrate your recovery, I will try my best to invite you to dinner." Lan Lan said to Tang Tian who walked out of the hospital with an embarrassed face.

Saying this sentence, I don't know how much determination she made...

Hearing these words, Tang Tian's heart suddenly became happy, and his body immediately recovered to its peak state after the injury, as if he had never been injured before...

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"It's getting cold, I'll give you these gloves." On a snowy morning, Tang Tian handed Lan Lan a pair of lovely gloves.

"I can't ask for...", Lan Lan immediately refused.

"I'm leaving..." Tang Tian shoved the gloves to Lanlan, and Tang Tian ran away in a hurry.

Leaving Lanlan with a troubled face behind.

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"are we friends"?

Two rows of footprints were left on the snow, Tang Tian asked Lanlan beside him plainly, but there was a slight struggle in his eyes.

"Well, yes," Lanlan said innocently.

"Just friends"? Looking at Lanlan's innocent face, Tang Tian thought bitterly in his heart.

When can I break into your heart? leaving a faint shadow...

"Be careful...haha, you idiot...", Lanlan suddenly threw a snowball into Tang Tian's neck, and ran away happily...

"Don't run..." Tang Tian immediately started to fight back.

The vast land left behind a piece of laughter...

In those years as clean as snow, there are always some memories that will leave deep traces...

Too much too much……

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"Lanlan, I like you, can you be my girlfriend?"

In early spring, in a park with a beautiful environment, Tang Tian held a bunch of roses in his hand and said to Lan Lan seriously.

Lanlan, on the other hand, seemed completely at a loss.

"It's impossible for us, I've always regarded you as a friend." Lanlan was so embarrassed that she was about to cry.

"Hehe, it's okay, I know..." Tang Tian smiled bitterly, but he didn't give up.

From then on, on the way of pursuing Lanlan, he became more persistent, racking his brains and trying every means, just to make her laugh.

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But the more this happened, the more indifferent Lanlan's attitude towards him became. Facing Tang Tian's tireless confession, she began to become indifferent, and the contact between the two became less and less, and even Lanlan deliberately avoided Tang Tian... …

"Why? Am I not good enough for you"? One day, Tang Tian deliberately stopped Lanlan and asked loudly.

Lan Lan, whose mind was gradually mature, looked at the excited Tang Tian calmly and said, "Tang Tian, ​​we used to be friends. Although you were just a gangster, I knew you were not a bad person, so we became friends with you. It doesn't make us come together. I have made it very clear that we are impossible. Besides, do you think you can give me happiness like this? What do you use to love me? Although I am not a materialistic woman, occasionally Can you afford a one-time high consumption? If I fancy a beautiful and expensive dress, can you buy it for me? You are not mature at all, what is the use of doing those boring things every day? Do you think this will make you Am I touched? You are too naive, we are not children, we should focus on the future, not the impulse of the moment, it will make us regret in the future! Really, I am not going to hit you, you Say what can you give me? Happiness? Don’t be stupid. If you can’t even afford to eat with you, why are you talking about happiness? Let me beg for food with you? If you don’t have money, you still love me like others. You are not loving me. It's hurting me, wake up, it's time to mature..., I'm done with this, goodbye..." Lanlan said calmly and turned away without a trace of nostalgia.

His call made Tang Tian froze in place, unable to utter a single word.

I have nothing, what can I do to keep it? All the good memories of the past,

It all turned into one sentence: "If you don't have money, you still want to fall in love like others? You are not loving me, but hurting me...".

Tang Tian, ​​with a blank mind, was in a daze for a while. In the end, he completely changed himself. Studying part-time jobs became his only main theme.

The foundation of learning is too poor, looking up information, asking the teacher, reading at night, is simply obsessed.

He used to be a gangster, where does he have any work experience? He bumped into walls everywhere, and suffered all the white eyes and ridicule, but he was not discouraged at all, and kept smiling all the time...

The arrogance of the past has been smoothed out, and he has suffered so much that he realizes that he was too naive before. Although it is a kind of life, it is a waste of life. In the end, only scars and scars are left. What? The eventful years? Don't be silly, in the eyes of others, it's just a bunch of prostitutes, do you think you're hanging? When others are afraid of you, they have already greeted the women in your family...

Life is so wonderful, life is so brilliant... fuck you! You are nothing without money, others will only think you are a dog that bites everywhere...

It's not too late to wake up.

Young people, don't be sad, life starts in a hurry, the sea and the sky are bright, the youth is still there, the beautiful world of flowers and flowers is waiting for you to enter and create...

Tang Tian, ​​who came to his senses, started a low-key life and study, without a trace of emotion in his silence, became unknown, and began to be forgotten by people...

In the end, only Zou Jun, who grew up with Fa Xiao, knew of his existence. Working part-time to earn money, studying and accumulating valuable knowledge, Tang Tian didn't have the slightest free time. He only slept for two or three hours a day, and he was exhausted physically and mentally whenever he saw him...

Since then, his life has lost its brilliance and his laughter...

How many tired nights have you looked up at the sky and said silently, "At this moment, will you inadvertently think of me, the person who once appeared in your life"?

Time flies in a hurry, three years have passed in a blink of an eye, Tang Tian has also entered the junior year, he is not stupid, he quickly catches up with other people's footsteps through hard work, and gradually begins to excel in his studies, but it does not appear often He didn't give people too many deep memories...

The reason why he is so desperate is that he just wants to stand in front of her one day in the future and say: "I can give you the happiness you want...".

This year, Tang Tian is in his junior year, this year, Lanlan is in his senior year, and he is about to graduate...

But this year, the end of the world has come...

Too many things have not had time to be realized, too many words have not had time to be spoken, too many memories have been buried deeply...

The end of the world is coming, everything is too late...

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"At this time, if you ask me what to love you again, I will say, is it enough for me to love you with my life?" Looking at Lanlan who had turned into a zombie in front of him, Tang Tian burst into tears , lost all the strength in his body, and sat limply on the ground like a helpless child, looking at the roaring figure in front of him, recalling those beautiful pictures in the past.

But everything can't go back...

"Sorry, I'm late..." Looking at Lanlan in front of him, Tang Tian burst into tears.

"If I had been by your side at that moment, I would have used my life to protect you..."

"I'd rather be myself as a zombie..."

"Can you talk to me again? Even if you scold me and teach me..."

The sad Tang Tian is like a lost child, helpless, desperate and unable to see the future.

He put aside all the fighting for hegemony, survival, and improving his strength. He only had that roaring figure in his eyes...

I don't know how long it took, Tang Tian was tired from crying, there were no tears in his eyes, no emotion, and he was indifferent.

Standing up slowly, there was no emotion in his eyes.

The cold Xueyin Kuangdao appeared in his hand.

"Life has been full of ups and downs. Even if the memory can't be erased, even if I still can't let it go, I will bury it deep in my heart and freeze it completely. In the next year, the next life, the next life, if I meet you again, I will tell you. My life goes to love you..." Without emotions or sadness, Tang Tian muttered to himself like a narrator.

He knew that if he became a zombie, he would never be able to change again, and that beautiful figure would never come back again. He didn't want to see her become a walking dead without thoughts, emotions, or thoughts like this.

"You once said that it would be nice to live in the most beautiful moment of blooming forever. I can't keep you beautiful, but I don't want you to "live" in such pain.

As he said that, Tang Tian closed his eyes in pain, then opened them suddenly, swung the Xueyin Kuangdao in his hand, a bright saber aura flashed, and the zombie in front immediately stopped the needle sticking.

Boom boom boom...

The ferocious head of the zombie rolled to Tang Tian's feet...

"You definitely don't want to see yourself like this right now, so I'll let her disappear." As he said, a few flames appeared in Tang Tian's hands, and then slowly placed them on the zombie's head.

Boom~~!

The flames rose very high, and soon the ferocious zombie's head was reduced to ashes, and finally he used the same method to reduce the zombie's body to ashes.

Everything has disappeared, only the deep memory in my heart can prove that she once existed.

"My past has been beheaded by my own hands. From then on, I am me without any ties. Once, I still retained a trace of pity and humanity in my heart. I didn't do things too badly, but I just didn't want the future. One day when I see you again, I will say that I am cold-blooded, but since you are no longer here, then I have no scruples, because there is nothing that can make my heart turmoil." Tang Tian said cautiously as he said without any emotion He collected the ashes on the ground, put them into a transparent glass bottle, and finally put them in the deepest part of the storage ring.

Even though I'll never have you in my life, in my heart you'll always be...

Ding~~!

Just after Tang Tian collected the ashes, a small object fell to the ground. He didn't pay attention at first, but was about to turn around and leave when he accidentally kicked it, making a soft noise.

When I picked it up, I found it was a black ring.

"Bless the ring, its function is unknown..." Looking at the ring in his hand, Tang Tian got a simple reminder in his mind.

However, he completely ignored this reminder, rubbed the ring carefully, and said in his mouth: "Is this the last thing you leave to me? Then let it accompany me forever."

With that said, Tang Tian put this ring of unknown purpose on the ring finger of his left hand...

Then, he turned around and walked towards the gate. There was no memory of this place anymore...

PS: When I write these plots, I think of everything about myself. What happened yesterday is gone, so I will bury those good memories forever. From then on, nothing can cause a wave in my heart...