Eight Hundred and Thirtieth IX Heart to the Sun

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"But in fact, I never blamed or resented them, and I never regretted being adopted by them."

A look of pain appeared on Lu Bingbing's face.

Her mother's estrangement from her has always been the most painful thing in her heart, even though she knows that her mother's deliberate estrangement is not because she dislikes her, but because of her love for her and because of her mother's own love for her. Inner self-blame and guilt.

But she has always wanted to tell her mother that this kind of self-blame and guilt is unnecessary.

She has never regretted being her daughter, even in those darkest years, when debt collectors often came to harass her family, even when she just arrived in the United States, she was not familiar with the place, and while she was rushing to study, She has to work several jobs at the same time, and she has never regretted the most difficult time.

In her heart, she had already regarded her mother as her biological mother.

She is also extremely eager, and her mother treats her like her own daughter, and scolds her as she pleases, instead of the self-blame and guilty look in her mother's eyes every time she comes home.

Every time she saw that look, her heart would feel a dull pain.

Over the years, she has often heard some classmates and friends complain to her, saying that their mothers are wordy, that their mothers are too harsh on her... Every time they catch them complaining to her, she will feel very sad in her heart. envy.

How she wished that one day she could feel the mother's complaints like they did.

She has also been working hard.

She tried her best to make herself better, tried her best to let her mother feel her thoughts, tried her best to be like a normal daughter, treat her mother well, and act like a baby in front of her mother... No matter how busy or tired she is, she will find time to call and say hello .

Even because she felt her mother's avoidance and knew that her heart needed to adapt, she didn't push her mother too hard, didn't ask her to move to her side, but decided to give her time.

But she didn't expect that she would suddenly receive the news that her mother was ill.

When she received the call from Hong Kong City Hospital, she felt as if a bolt from the blue suddenly hit her, and she was completely bewildered.

After putting down the phone, she immediately flew to Hong Kong City. When she saw her mother's medical records, she couldn't stop crying.

At that time, the doctors at Hong Kong City Hospital thought they were blaming her too harshly, but in fact, she didn’t cry because of the scolding by the doctors at Hong Kong City Hospital, or even because she saw her mother’s condition was so serious. It was because she shed tears when she saw that her mother didn't tell her that her condition had developed to such a serious condition!

"Doctor Lu, do you really not blame them at all?"

Ye Xiu looked at Lu Bingbing with a complex look in his eyes.

He doesn't know how Lu Bingbing got here these years, but he knows it must be very difficult, and he doesn't know how much gambling debt her adoptive father left her, but Lu Bingbing said just now It was not paid off until Qi'an Hospital, which is more or less enough to explain some problems.

With such a huge debt and such a heavy life, even if she is her own daughter, she will probably complain and even feel resentful.

What's more, Lu Bingbing is just an adopted daughter.

"No."

Lu Bingbing shook her head, "I really never complained about them, let alone resent them. On the contrary, I have always been very grateful to them in my heart."

"If they hadn't led me out of the orphanage, I might have grown up in the small space of the orphanage like other children in the orphanage, and then I would have an indelible inferiority complex as an adult If you are lucky enough to enter the society, you can become an extremely ordinary person, but if you are unlucky, you may go astray and become a problematic person.”

Ye Xiu was silent.

He also came out of the orphanage, and no one knows better than him what the environment of the orphanage means to a child, and what will happen to them when they grow up in the orphanage when they go to society in the future The problem.

Not every orphanage is as dark as those news and media reports, only a few black-hearted orphanages will have those unconscionable things, but the orphanage is really not a suitable place for children to grow up.

Even if those orphans are lucky enough to meet an orphanage of conscience, and they are not abused or sold their organs, these orphans may not be able to grow up healthy and happy like ordinary children.

Because the orphanage may be able to provide enough food for the children to eat, but there are many things, especially the psychological aspects, that no good orphanage can provide, and these psychological aspects are the things that every child grows up with. needed in the process.

"It was they who gave me the opportunity to get out of the orphanage and get a better education, and then I had the opportunity to pass the exam, learn the medical skills I always wanted to learn, and become a doctor."

Lu Bingbing continued, "Though these years have indeed been difficult, I really don't have any complaints in my heart. All I have is endless gratitude."

Lu Bingbing looked at her mother on the hospital bed again, with a look of sadness in her eyes.

She had said these words to her mother in secret or directly, but why didn't her mother believe her?

She really doesn't mind those sufferings, she really appreciates them.

If they hadn't brought her to Hong Kong City, she wouldn't have received such a good education in Hong Kong City, and she wouldn't have met those classmates and friends who were kind to her later, and they had always encouraged and supported her. teacher.

She thinks that her reward has already exceeded the harvest.

"Doctor Lu, you are really an amazing person!"

Ye Xiu looked at Lu Bingbing with sincere respect in his eyes.

This is really an amazing girl.

"There are some people in this world, no matter what kind of suffering he has experienced, no matter how much darkness she has experienced, her heart will always remain sunny and bright, because her heart is a bright and dazzling sun. "

This is a sentence that Ye Xiu saw in a literary work a long time ago.

He has always felt that these words are somewhat exaggerated, but at this moment he believes that there are such people in this world, Su Dongmei before, Lu Bingbing in front of him, they are all such people!

They have experienced so many sufferings that ordinary people cannot experience, but they do not complain in their hearts, they are only grateful. What they see in their vision is sunshine and beauty.