Chapter 590 Why Didn't You Do This Before?
(sixth more)
In order to strive for a legitimate reunion of the family of three, Ling Ruonan has been adhering to her family's restrictions for the past 20 years, and never went to see Luo Xusheng and Luo Ziling, and even Luo Liansheng had never met. If there is something to contact them, they also send other people there, and they do it very covertly. Not only did she never meet Luo Linsheng and Luo Xusheng, she didn't even make a phone call in person.
She had Luo Xusheng's contact information, and Luo Xusheng also had her contact number, but the two never called.
For Ling Ruonan, she did this because she was afraid that their contact would be monitored, which would lead to the failure of many years of perseverance, which would anger the Yang family and the Ling family and make them receive heavier punishment; Don't know what to say.
Luo Xusheng has always said very little. When they got along with each other before, it was Ling Ruonan who started the topic. She always blamed Luo Xusheng for being a boring gourd.
In this regard, Luo Ziling is completely different from his father and talks a lot.
Originally, Ling Ruonan was worried that Luo Ziling would grow up in such a semi-closed environment, and would be more taciturn than her father, because her personality was similar, except in front of Luo Xusheng, everyone else looked cold and arrogant. Unexpectedly, Luo Ziling is better than them in this aspect, he is very lively and humorous.
Ling Ruonan didn't know that this was because Luo Ziling often watched TV in Xiaoshan Village. He learned the humor of some male protagonists in the TV series after watching too much. And because he met Yang Qingyin, his accidental encounter with this woman changed his personality.
The feeling of familiarity with each other made him not restrained and shy, but became bold, and he naturally talked more.
It can be said that the appearance of Yang Qingyin in Luo Ziling's life is the real reason for the huge change in his personality.
But Ling Ruonan knew that Luo Xusheng's personality had not become cheerful, but had become more silent because of that huge change.
Ling Ruonan was afraid that the two of them would make a phone call without knowing what to say, which would make them feel too bad, and even lead to a change in their relationship.
There are many things that don't have to be said, but can be felt by looking at each other's eyes and body movements. But across the phone, they couldn't see any expressions on the other side. If they didn't know what to say, they might misunderstand each other. Therefore, both of them did not choose to talk directly, but passed messages through other people.
In this way, not only will they not be detected by the Ling and Yang families, but they can also avoid embarrassment and spoil their feelings for each other.
There is another reason why Ling Ruonan didn't take the initiative to call Luo Xusheng,
That is, she hoped that the man would take the initiative to contact her and surprise her.
But it never came, which made her regretful.
Therefore, she was a little bit concerned, and she didn't take the initiative to contact him as if she was angry.
However, Luo Xusheng would often bring her some special products there through other people, as well as expensive health medicines, as well as some handicrafts and accessories. Luo Xusheng's actions every year did not let the resentment accumulate in Ling Ruonan's heart. But now the situation has become like this, Luo Ziling has destroyed all the stability, and there is no need for her to stick to her original promise, because it has lost its meaning.
Therefore, she decided to contact Luo Xusheng quietly and tell him what happened today. If something unexpected happens, Luo Xusheng must rush over to reinforce them. After making this decision, Ling Ruonan planned to tell Luo Ziling more things, but she would not tell Luo Ziling about her contact with Luo Linsheng and Luo Xusheng.
"Ling'er, I must remind you of one thing. Today you challenged the authority of the elders. They must have prejudices against you." Ling Ruonan said to Luo Ziling very seriously: "You also need to know something. Li Haiyang protects you and Fang Zhonghua treats you differently. The reason why the Ouyang family treats you like this is that you may be re-accepted by the Ling family. If they know that you have been rejected by the Ling family, then they The kindness to you may be lost soon. Without the protection of these people, your situation will be even more dangerous, and you may not even have the opportunity to continue studying at Yanda."
"Mom, I didn't think too much about it on impulse." Luo Ziling lowered his head, but immediately raised his head again, "But even though I thought about it, if they still scold me like this, I will still teach you a lesson. Shi Ke Killing cannot be humiliated. I will never allow them to insult us, and I will fight them desperately at any time. If they change their attitude towards me because of these, then I don't care."
"Mom doesn't blame you," Ling Ruonan quickly explained, and then said: "Mom just wants you to understand what's going to happen next. Apart from these, if the Yang family knows what happened, they will definitely deal with you even harder. The same goes for other people who have conflicts with you. Well, Mom, let’s be honest. When you first came to Yanjing, you made so many enemies and ruined your own protection. You acted a bit recklessly. But things have happened Now, mom doesn’t blame you, mom will still face it with you, we are not afraid of any difficulties, even if it is true, at most we can hide somewhere and live secretly.”
After a pause, Ling Ruonan said again solemnly: "The big deal, we all go back to the northwest, or go to Yuezhou, it doesn't matter if the family lives poorly, or we hide abroad."
"Mom, then why didn't you have such an idea before?" Luo Ziling asked curiously, and then explained the reason why he thought so, "If we are a family of three, plus grandpa, where will we hide and live together, or go abroad? , now life may be quite good, with the ability of grandpa, dad and you, you can make a fortune wherever you go."
"Mom was afraid that your father would lose his life at that time, because at that time, most of the Ling and Yang families wanted your father to die. Also, Mom also hoped that we could be forgiven by them, return to Yanjing, and be killed by the Ling family. Accepted. At that time, my mother was proud and arrogant, and she still had great goals. She hoped that she would not be mediocre in this life and could achieve something. Of course, the most important reason was that she never thought that we would be separated for twenty years. Young, thinking that things are not as far-sighted and thoughtful as they are now, if I knew that things are like this, then my mother would definitely not stick to Yanjing for 20 years, fight for opportunities for you, and wait for you to come back."
Speaking of this, Ling Ruonan burst into tears.
Twenty years of separation, twenty years of youth lost in this way, Ling Ruonan is of course very painful. Thinking about and talking about these things again, I still can't help but want to cry.
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