Chapter 798 Why Is It so Difficult to Want a Child?

Jin Yao stared into Yun Dai's eyes, and said word by word: "Then, does the Empress agree?"

"...Ben Gong naturally disagrees." Yun Dai said truthfully.

"Why?" A look of disappointment flashed in Jin Yao's eyes, "I thought that, as a woman, the queen would understand my thoughts."

"I understand you, but I cannot agree with your actions." Yun Dai said patiently, "Why are you bothering? Even if you trade your life for a child, so what?"

"I gave birth to a child for the emperor, so I didn't live in vain." Jin Yao frowned, "Before, I thought I still had a lot of time. I thought, when I take good care of myself , thinking about the children again. But now... I really don't have much time. "

"You know that you don't have much time, and you still have to work so hard. Is it really for the child?" Yun Dai shook her head, "Let's not talk about whether you can give birth to the child safely, even if you do, how long can you stay with him? How can you bear him alone?"

"The empress really doesn't understand?" Jin Yao frowned, and then sneered again, "Yes, you already have the eldest son of the emperor, and you have given birth to twin little princesses. You have both children and everything. How can you understand me? kind of human suffering."

Seeing her like this, Yun Dai knew it would be useless to persuade her. On the contrary, it made her dissatisfied with herself, so she didn't want to talk anymore.

"Concubine Jing, take a good rest, I'm going back."

She turned away.

Jin Yao stood where she was, looking at her back as slender as a girl, feeling complicated.

Nanny Chang came in, saw that she was wearing thin clothes, hurriedly stepped forward to put on her clothes, helped her to sit on the bed, and said: "Your Majesty is better. The imperial doctor told you that you must keep warm. But you must not catch cold again." .”

Jin Yao sat on the bed, hugged her legs with her hands, rested her head on her knees, and said nothing.

Nanny Chang came in with the medicine and persuaded: "Your Majesty, it's time to drink the medicine. After drinking the medicine, have a good sleep, and you won't feel uncomfortable when you wake up."

She brought the bowl to Jin Yao's mouth.

Jin Yao raised her hand and pushed it away, depressed: "It doesn't matter if you drink these bitter medicines or not. You can't ask me to conceive a child..."

As she spoke, she suddenly thought of something, and hurriedly raised her head and said, "Nurse, you go to Doctor Meng, he is best at Qianjin, and you ask him to prescribe some medicines to make pregnancy easier."

The nanny said in shock: "My lord, take care of yourself first, and then talk about pregnancy."

Jin Yao suddenly broke down emotionally, overturned the medicine bowl, and shouted: "My health is not getting better! I can't live for a few days! I just want a child, why is it so difficult?"

Momo cried and knelt down on the ground, "Mother, please don't be like this... The imperial doctor said that you can't be overjoyed... This servant knows your suffering, all servants know."

"I don't want to drink these, you go to Master Meng to prescribe the medicine again!"

"Yes, servant girl is going now." Nanny Chang wiped her tears.

...

Yun Dai left Chengming Hall, walked to the door, and saw Zhao Yuanjing standing in the snow.

Liu Dequan held a palace lantern and stood behind him.

The snow fell in a swirl, and was rendered into shadows all over the sky by the dim light.

He raised his head slightly and looked towards the sky.

The snow just surrounded him, his long hair blown by the wind, forming a haunting silhouette.

Yun Dai stopped at the spot, looked at it for a while, then walked over and said, "Your Majesty."

Zhao Yuanjing turned to look at her and asked, "Why did it take you so long to come out?"

It's late today, there will be more later.