Chapter 2825 I Don’t Want to Miss It Again

Anko nodded: "I know."

"Then, you go in. I'm back." Jin Lan led the horse into the snow, her back a little lonely.

Hongdou opened his mouth: "Master Jin."

Jin Lan turned around.

"If you don't mind, have something to eat before leaving."

"……good."

Jin Lan tied up the horse and followed her into the backyard of the shop.

A brazier was lit in the room, and Jin Lan took off her cloak and stamped her feet, shaking the snow off her shoulders and boots.

Hongdou opened the food box, put the food on the table, took out two wine glasses, put the brought wine on the small red clay stove to warm it, and said with a smile: "Drink warmer wine in winter, otherwise the cold people will feel uncomfortable. "

She moved skillfully, and it was obviously not the first time she had done this.

Jin Lan sat opposite her, silently watched her movements, and asked softly: "I remember you didn't like drinking before."

Hongdou paused and said nonchalantly: "I was young at that time and didn't know the benefits of wine."

“What good is wine?”

"It tastes good and can relieve fatigue. If you can't sleep, have a drink and have a dreamless night." Hongdou poured a glass for him, picked up the glass and took a sip.

Jin Lan asked: "You often can't sleep?"

"Not really, occasionally." Hongdou smiled, "I'm used to eating alone, drinking some wine is quite enjoyable."

She drank the remaining half of the glass in one gulp, frowned, but quickly relaxed.

Jin Lan looked at her for a moment and suddenly said, "Hongdou, please move back."

Hongdou glanced at him and said with a smile: "Master Jin, we are all in our 30s and 40s, half of our lives are over. Why are you still saying this? Have you not given up after all these years?"

Jin Lan picked up the wine glass, drank it down, took a deep breath, and said, "Hongdou, I have to admit that even after so many years of separation, my love for you has never diminished. But I say this today, I’m definitely not trying to pester you. It’s just...I’m lonely. Hongdou, are you too, right?"

Hongdou said nothing, looking down at the wine in the glass.

Is she lonely?

she does not know.

All she knew was that she had gotten used to drinking alcohol since she didn't know when.

When she was slightly tipsy, when she didn't have to think about anything and couldn't remember anything, that was her most comfortable moment.

Jin Lan said: "Hongdou, come with me. I am the only one in the Jin family, and you are the only one. Even if you are not with me, at least we can be friends and companions."

Hongdou smiled: "Do you need to live in someone else's house to be friends?"

"We are already this age, life is short, and the most important thing is to live happily. Why do you need to think so much?"

"Master Jin seems to be feeling a lot today."

"Hongdou, I'm serious. I don't want to find out that life is full of regrets a few years later, before I die." Jin Lan gently pressed her hand, "I need you, and you need me, Hongdou."

Hongdou withdrew his hand: "Master Jin, don't say such rude words. I don't need anyone."

"When Si Huanian pursued you so passionately, you rejected him. Can you accept anyone else in this life?"

"I was just..."

"I know. You are here to deal with your mother. But she is gone, and so is my father. Fang Ximei, mother and daughter, were also sent to the countryside by me. No one in the house will stop us from being together."

Anko looked up at him.

Jin Lan whispered: "You know, His Majesty has been ill recently. Seeing His Majesty and the Queen's appearance, I... really feel bad. Hongdou, life is short. I know that I still love you, and I don't want to do it anymore." Keep missing you."