Chapter 2184 Do You Know My Heart?
He turned around and saw her eyes were red and filled with tears.
Zhao Yuanjing pulled her over, raised his hand to wipe away her tears, and said with a smile, "Why are you still crying?"
The voice is still a little hoarse.
But unexpectedly warm.
"What's wrong with you?" Yun Dai tried hard to control her emotions, but her voice was still uncontrollably choked with subtle sobs.
"I'm fine, it's just a cough."
"Why has it become so serious?" Yun Dai said, "Don't you usually hide it from me?"
"I don't want to hide it from you... I know that you, a woman, have a lot of things on your mind. If I tell you, you will inevitably have random thoughts."
"Whether I think about it or not is one thing, and whether you say it or not is another thing. Don't confuse them." Yun Dai said, "Zhao Yuanjing, I have known you for so many years, and you have always told me good things but not bad things. You still I remember that year, when King Cheng rebelled, you were injured and you hid it from me, but you were willing to ask Jin Yao to take care of you. I know your feelings for me, but have you ever thought about my feelings for you? "
"How do you feel about me?"
"You only care about your own comfort, but you know there is no airtight wall in this world. No matter how long you hide it, I will find out sooner or later. Have you ever thought about how I felt at that time?"
Her tears fell down, one drop, two drops, coloring her clothes.
Zhao Yuanjing felt complicated, but he didn't know how to defend himself.
Thinking about it carefully, his original intentions were good, but in the end, the harm he caused to her did not diminish at all.
"I'm sorry, Dai'er..."
"I know that your heart is good. I don't blame you." Yun Dai said softly, "You and I are husband and wife. If anything happens to you, I hope to be the first to know. I don't want to be kept hidden in the valley. . This makes me feel very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable. No matter what the result is, I want to bear it with you."
Zhao Yuanjing was deeply moved, pulled her to sit on his lap, and said with a smile: "It's not as serious as you said, but... I always thought it was just an old problem, and it will get better after a while. Why do I need you every day? Are you worried about not being able to eat well or sleep well? If one day I really fail, I will never hide it from you."
"What are you talking about again?"
Yun Dai felt a pain in her heart and said angrily, "I have been sick for so long, and I don't know how to be taboo about what I say! If you can't do it anymore, what should you do if you ask me... to call the children?"
When Zhao Yuanjing said the words, he felt a little regretful. Seeing her red eyes, he felt even more guilty, and said hurriedly: "I said the wrong thing. I just won't say it in the future. You are so angry again."
Yun Dai said nothing.
Zhao Yuanjing could only coax in every possible way: "Okay Dai'er, don't be angry. I'm really fine. Look, I don't have any other discomfort except coughing after so long."
Yun Dai said: "Don't you look in the mirror? Do you know that you have lost a lot of weight compared to a year ago?"
"This has nothing to do with coughing. It's just because I drink medicine every day and have no appetite for food." Zhao Yuanjing said, "Also, in addition to drinking the medicine prescribed by the imperial doctor, I also need to take your medicated diet."
"You think the medicinal food is unpalatable."
"I don't dislike it, I just want to tell you that my illness is not serious at all." Zhao Yuanjing smiled, "Look at how scared you are with tears in your eyes? I have never seen you so timid in the past. Don't worry. I I won’t make you a widow.”
Yun Dai looked up at him.
Zhao Yuanjing touched her tearful eyes and quickly held her hand: "I said the wrong thing again..."