Chapter 1127 Infatuation Is Always Wrong (5)

Han Jing was right, if this continued, one day she would not be able to bear it anymore.

When she can't stand it, she doesn't know what she will do.

She must not be able to stay rational.

Feng Peining closed her eyes. Scenes from the past flashed through her mind. Fortunately, most of them made her feel very happy. As for those sadnesses, if they were just memories, they would not be so sad. .

On the contrary, if she really continues like this, one day, these happy times she thought will slowly deteriorate, her eyes will be completely blinded, and she will no longer be able to see the beauty.

She likes him, which should obviously be a happy thing, but she really doesn't want to end up in mutual torture.

Feng Peining covered her face, tears falling from the corners of her eyes, her heart trembling with pain, as if there were two villains arguing crazily in her mind. One told her to stay so that she could at least see him every day and be with him. The other one told her coldly, if you don't let go, one day, Ning Xu's ending will be your ending, and you will collapse to the point of losing your mind, and then you will not know whether you will live or die, and everything between you will be completely destroyed. good.

After a long time, Feng Peining wiped away her tears, took a deep breath, let go of her hands, and opened her eyes.

"Xiao Qi, Miss Jing, thank you for telling me this. I will ask someone to arrange for you to rest. I want to be alone for a while. I will tell you my decision in two days, okay?" Feng Peining was still a little confused. Devastated, even though she was struggling to the point of going crazy in her heart, she still couldn't make a decision like this.

After all, he was the person she had loved for ten years, how could she let him go just by saying she wanted to?

Xiao Qi saw her struggle and didn't force it: "Little aunt, please have a good rest. Sister Jing and I will not stay here. Let me know when you decide. I have been in the garden outside the city for the past two days." Here. Oh, by the way, don’t tell Shuijing and Mo Ningxu that he is dead. This was Ningxu’s wish before he died.”

Feng Peining nodded. Xiaoqi and Han Jing didn't eat either, so they said goodbye to Feng Peining and left.

Feng Peining was left alone. She originally planned to go back to her room, but for some reason, she suddenly turned around and sat down at the dining table.

The food was already a little cold, but she seemed not to feel it and ate it silently.

It is said that emotional matters are like drinking water, knowing whether it is hot or cold.

She suddenly remembered that in the past ten years, she and Jing Mo had sat at the same table and had dinner countless times. But in fact, having dinner together was the thing she looked forward to the most but also feared the most.

Because he would often have dinner with her, and after dinner, he would leave without hesitation.

No matter how much she expected him to stay, he never made an exception.

Feng Pei Ning ate without knowing the taste, and she suddenly realized that in the past ten years, she had never tasted the taste of dinner seriously in the past ten years of sitting at the same table with him. No matter whether she was happy or melancholy, she had never really experienced the taste of this meal.

Because she only had Jing Mo in her eyes, she liked him so much and felt so happy to look at him, but when she thought that he was leaving again soon, she felt so nervous and lost.