Chapter 1337 The Unforgettable Guilt 4
"Mu Huan, don't forget that your father was killed by Bo Junyan's grandfather!"
Mu Huan tightened her hand on the railing, but said without changing her expression, "I haven't forgotten, but..."
"Don't say anything. Bo Junyan is innocent and he didn't want to do this. He is innocent and he didn't want to do this. But, it happened anyway! No matter what, his grandfather killed your father!"
Mu Huan's hand tightened. The thing she was trying so hard to suppress was just pulled out. The force of the rebound made her somewhat unable to control it.
Sometimes, it's just like this. Although people think clearly and know clearly, they still can't control their feelings and emotions, and they can't let go completely.
"Bo Junyan is good to you. You love him so much that you can't let go. You can be together. After all, he is innocent. He can be said to be the biggest victim. If you are not with him and you hate him, nothing can be restored. , So, it’s okay for you to be together! But, how can you have children? "
"Although he is Bo Junyan's grandfather, he is also a direct relative! The children you give birth to in the future will bleed with the blood of your father-killing enemy! Will your conscience be able to tolerate this? Can you not feel anything?" Everyone thought that , Yu Hansheng only found out that Ouyang Xiaoxiao was pregnant after her death.
In fact, he had known for a long time that Ouyang Xiaoxiao was pregnant, and it was precisely because of her pregnancy that he made his final decision.
He couldn't accept that his child had the blood of the enemy who killed his parents flowing in his body.
if……
She wasn't pregnant at the beginning, so maybe even now, he still won't touch her, and will keep deceiving himself and continue like her...
But she happened to be pregnant, and she refused to abort the child no matter what.
"You are a drug researcher and a doctor. You know more about genetics than I do. Do you really think it's okay for your child to have the blood of your enemy flowing through him?" Yu Hansheng looked at Mu Huan, He didn't know whether he was questioning Mu Huan or himself.
When Xiaoxiao was first pregnant, the child was not alive yet, so he could strangle it. But now, that child is already a living life. He is still so big, so delicate and cute, so how can he do it? But, how do you want him to accept him?
But if you don't accept it, it's his child again...
Yu Hansheng had never, ever had such a mess of thoughts that made him feel wrong no matter what he thought or did. To this day, he still doesn't know what he should do or what he should do in the right way.
Mu Huan tightened her grip a little harder, "Bo Junyan is innocent, and my child is naturally even more innocent."
"Yes, the child is innocent." Yu Hansheng paused.
"Let me make it clear. If you don't have children, you can still be together with the guilt. After all, there is pain. Such unhappiness will offset the guilt and you can still go on. When this life is over, everything is over. , but having a child is a new continuation! The blood of your enemy has always been continued. It doesn’t matter if you can’t kill your enemy with your hands, you are still continuing his bloodline!”
"This should be your own mentality. You had this mentality when you were with Ouyang Xiaoxiao, but I didn't have this mentality. I never thought about using unhappiness to offset my guilt. If I can't give Bo Junyan happiness, I won't be with him!"