354. Chapter 354 Loved, How Can I Say Clearly? (One)

When Xi Mushan came to Xi Jiyang's room with potted plants, Xi Jiyang was asking his servant to help him to sit on the sofa in front.

After a few days, I received fluids almost every day, but I didn't have any strength, but my whole body was limp and weak, and I didn't even have the ability to stand up by myself.

Xi Mushan had just called Dr. Li and the hospital to find out about the situation. Xi Jiyang's condition was very bad. Perhaps it was because of his bad mood that the effect of the treatment was negligible.

Xi Jiyang hated the hospital very much, and naturally he would not go to the hospital unless it was absolutely necessary, and Xi Mushan naturally understood what was going on.

I heard that his mother died of dystocia when she gave birth to him in the hospital, so Xi Jiyang rejected the hospital from the bottom of his heart.

"Feeling better today?"

Xi Mushan put the potted plant in Xi Jiyang's bedside table, and Xi Jiyang could see it as long as he raised his head.

"It's much better. If you are busy, you don't have to come back. I know you don't like the atmosphere at home."

Xi Jiyang sat down on the sofa, breathed a few breaths with difficulty, and then said a little weakly, waving his hand to signal the servant to leave.

The servant bowed knowingly, then withdrew and closed the door behind him.

Xi Mushan came to Xi Jiyang, sat down on the sofa opposite him, and raised his hand to pour Xi Jiyang a glass of water.

"If you can get over it, you have to ask the servant to help you go out for a walk more often. The scenery in the backyard is good. Take a breath of fresh air and maintain a happy mood. These are very helpful for your recovery."

Seeing the faint look of loneliness on Xi Jiyang's old face, Xi Mushan felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, and Mo frowned, so he said so.

"I know my body. Once I fall down this time, I'm afraid I won't be able to hold on anymore. You don't have to worry too much. Life and death are up to you. At this age, that's enough."

Xi Jiyang said indifferently, but the old voice sounded very calm, without too much struggle and sadness. However, the more so, Xi Mushan felt a little uncomfortable when he heard it.

"You can live a long life."

I don't know what kind of comforting words I can say, after thinking about it, Xi Mushan said so.

Xi Jiyang smiled, stretched his trembling hand towards the table, and picked up the water glass in front of him, but just as he picked it up, the water in the glass spilled all over the table, and he couldn't even hold a glass firmly.

Xi Mushan hurriedly got up and passed over, helped him hold the cup, and brought it to him. Xi Jiyang held the cup with both hands, managed to hold it steady, and took a sip of water with difficulty...

Seeing this scene, Xi Mushan suddenly felt a little distressed in his silent heart. He looked at the potted plant he had just placed on the bed cabinet behind him, and then at Xi Jiyang who was in front of him like a candle in the wind...

"My own body, I know it, I'm afraid it won't last long, I'm gone, maybe you will feel better, I know you have taken care of me these years..."

Xi Jiyang sighed, and let Xi Mushan put the water glass back on the table, looking at him with dim eyes, "Have you been blaming me all these years?"

"No."

Xi Mushan sat back and said these two words briefly.

"I can see the relationship between you and Wen Na. You are both such stubborn people. Until now... Maybe it's also my fault. You should blame me."

Xi Jiyang said sadly, the depression that had been accumulated in his heart for a long time suddenly came out at this moment, "You have been very tired of persisting all these years, if you say you want to get rid of it now, I will not stop you..."

Hearing Xi Jiyang's words, a sarcasm appeared on Xi Mushan's resolute and handsome face, and he laughed at himself, "How to get rid of it? I have already fallen into a dead city and can't get out. I have been so exhausted in my life. How can I be freed?"

Xi Jiyang's face darkened slightly, and there was an apology in his old eyes, "I should have stopped them back then, thinking they had no malicious intentions. After the accident, I realized that something was wrong, so I made amends."

Speaking of this, Xi Jiyang sighed suddenly, and after a while, he slowly reached out and fumbled for his pocket, took out a bunch of keys, and gently placed them on the table in front of him.

"Inside the safe is the film and photos I got. The password is your mother and your birthday. Your mother probably doesn't have it anymore. Destroy it, and they won't be able to threaten you anymore. As for what you want in the future, you can do whatever you want." Well, I will find a way to help you break the engagement with Yue Lingsi, if you want to go back to find Shen Wenna, then go..."

Xi Jiyang closed his eyes weakly, and felt weak and exhausted after talking for a while, took a few breaths, and then continued, "I know you have spent a lot of effort to find this thing these years, Now that the thing is in my hands, the threat can be regarded as lifted, and I am helpless as to how to restore it later..."

Hearing Xi Jiyang's words, Xi Mushan's sharp and deep eyes fell on the bunch of keys in front of Xi Jiyang, with a little surprise in his eyes.

"How did you get it?"

Xi Mushan naturally knew how deeply Deng Wenwen hid these things, otherwise, he had been searching for them for twenty years, but he still couldn't get them.

"After Xia Ye signed the equity transfer agreement, I sent someone to secretly follow her. A while ago, I deciphered the password of her safe, and I found those things, as well as the DNA certificates of Xinyi and you. "

Speaking of this, Xi Mushan's eyes suddenly darkened...

How could he have forgotten, between them, there is another indelible evidence - Xi Xinyi!

He lowered his head sadly, looked at the bunch of keys with some frustration, and suddenly felt sour in his heart. He had fantasized about their future countless times, but he never dared to imagine the vision of having her again, let alone imagine that the three of them could live together. The scene of the party.

Xi Mushan didn't speak, but there was an unconcealable loneliness and desolation on Jun's face. He lowered his head silently, letting the feeling of heartache spread all over his body, closed his eyes, opened them after a long time, and regained the calmness just now. .

"Now that the children have grown up, you should also think about yourselves. You can't live like this for the rest of your life. It was only at this moment that I... realized that... life is short, and that's all it is... ...I hope you can live well, otherwise I will not feel at ease when I leave..."

Xi Jiyang sighed helplessly in his aged voice, "If only we, father and son, had persevered, maybe everything would be more peaceful... Otherwise..."

Xi Jiyang didn't continue the conversation, seeing Xi Mushan on the opposite side remained silent, so he also said that he was tired...