Chapter 259: His Painful Voice.

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Su Lenghan's hat was knocked off by the puppet doll, and he forgot to pick it up. Instead, he stared at the puppet doll thrown on the ground.

He gave it to her, and he didn't know why. Maybe he just wanted to see her deep in his heart, or maybe he wanted to do something, otherwise he would be in constant pain.

The puppet doll rolling on the ground was like his heart, as if it was thrown on the side of the road and no one would pick it up.

Su Lenghan stood there stiffly, letting the cold winter wind blow on his face, which hurt, but he seemed unaware, and his eyes were always on the puppet doll.

He smiled a little self-deprecatingly. When Yun Bixue was by his side, he really didn't pay attention to her and didn't cherish her well.

It's not that he didn't know what she liked, it's not that he didn't know, she always looked at the pig puppet doll infatuatedly, how could he not know, he just ignored it deliberately.

Maybe he ignored it too much, and she never cried or made a fuss, and gave understanding. After a long time, he felt it was natural and ignored it more thoroughly.

Now that I think about it, I really know too little about Yun Bixue's preferences.

When he was with Meng Xinyan, he was willing to give at first, but later he gave more and more, and got less and less. He became more and more tired in the relationship, but he couldn't tell his heart apart.

Later, Meng Xinyan's requirements became more and more demanding. He had to do his best in food, clothing, housing and transportation, otherwise she would blame him for not loving her.

At that time, he vaguely understood that women were like that when they were willful, and they would not be satisfied when they were angry.

He would occasionally miss the past days with Yun Bixue, and miss her thoughtfulness and understanding.

Now I suddenly wake up and understand Yun Bixue's original heart. She must have been tired of understanding and giving at that time, right?

At that time, he thought Yun Bixue was stupid, a little girl, without the style of a dignified mistress. Now I think he was wrong.

He could not forget that at his wedding banquet, Yun Bixue was so dazzling and bright beside Xie Limo, and all the socialites and women present were outshined by her.

He had never known that she had such a confident and dazzling side. Since waking up, such light and shadow have been constantly filling his mind.

As for the memories of the past,

He has been thinking about it. The more he thinks about it, the more sad he feels, and the more he hates himself. These days, he has suffered from severe insomnia.

And Meng Xinyan is getting more and more attached to him. Even if he falls asleep in the middle of the night, she will call him. At first, he would answer the phone, but later, she made too much noise, so he stopped answering it.

He felt very tired and wanted to rest in peace.

And these days, he would wait downstairs here when he went to and from work. Although he did not see Yun Bixue, he knew that she was upstairs, and his heart was calm and steady.

He still used the power of the Su family to find the shop that had moved that year and had it remade by someone.

When he received the doll, his heart actually wavered a little, but now when he saw the doll on the ground, his heart became calm.

He walked forward and gently picked up the doll, as if treating it as the most precious treasure, then picked up the phone, squeezed it and loosened it, and after a while, he pressed the dial button on Yun Bixue's name.