Chapter 921: Extra Chapter: Paper Lasts Longer than Love, Remembering Old Memories

I can only pass you by in this life, even if I don't have the chance to meet you, I will always miss you. ——Qianyean

This is a letter that no one will ever see—

Qingchen...how are you doing lately?

I……

very good……

Jinyan and I lived a very good life after we got married. She gave birth to a pair of children for me.

Boys are like me, girls are like her.

After she married into the Qian family with me, she rarely went back. Although my old mother was always ill, fortunately it didn't get worse.

We went back during the Mid-Autumn Festival last month, and the aunt seemed to have a serious infectious disease for which there was no cure.

Her daughter was also infected by her, and her days are numbered.

I know that your life has been very good since you entered the palace. He doted on you very much and took a concubine in Wuxin.

When I heard the news, I was almost shocked.

As the saying goes: Since ancient times, emperors have been ruthless.

But he seemed to have broken this taboo.

I often saw you when I was on duty in the palace. You always had a smile on your face, but I also saw your clear eyes gradually becoming more responsible.

Are you...not happy?

Maybe I'm overly concerned. He has spared an entire harem for you, and he only loves you.

How could you be unhappy?

And I...I'm doing fine. But I always feel empty in my heart, like something is missing.

When the child was one month old, I was very drunk on pyrimidine, and then I suddenly remembered.

It seems like I haven’t had a drink with you for a long time...

I still vaguely remember that in Zuiyue Tower, we drank and recited poems, and we were so happy.

In fact, there is one thing I have never told you. I have always known that you are a girl.

I can even see a different emotion towards me from your eyes. I thought you also...

Care about me...

Little did he know, when I came to ask for marriage. She said: You don't like me.

Actually...I don't believe it.

But the fact is that you didn't choose me. I even decided very decisively to marry the prince and become the princess, without even giving me a chance.

At that time, I was very confused...

If you like me, we can run away, life or death, we will bear it together.

But if you don't like me, it's all in vain.

I have been addicted to alcohol these past few days because it is the anniversary of your death.

I never thought you would leave us like this, I thought you were reluctant to part with it.

Even if you don't care about me, you won't be willing to leave him or your sister.

But you just left, and I didn't even see you for the last time.

When the news came from the palace, your sister fainted on the spot.

And I... ran out of Qianfu like crazy, running on the streets of Kyoto City, all the way to Zuiyue Tower.

I ran very fast, and I hoped I could run fast enough to travel through time and go back to the year when we first met.

Until I couldn't run anymore and fell to my knees on the ground. His hands kept beating on the snow until bright red blood dripped into the white snow.

Layers of dye spread out, and I almost burst into tears at that moment, in this snowy night.

Last night, I had a dream. This dream has troubled me for a long time. I have been dreaming about it since you left.

In the dream, you went to the desert and asked me to stay by your sister's side. But I didn't do it, and your sister was still killed by that person.

She was poisoned by a terrible poison, and the skin all over her body kept festering, and eventually turned into blood and died.

And I ended her life with my own hands. He took the same poison as her and got married to the person who killed her.

Only by doing conjugal things can I pass the virus on to her. If I can't protect your sister, I will let the person who killed her die in such pain.

This is my promise to you...

But I didn't expect that when the scene changed, you actually burned down the entire Luo family in the fire.