Chapter 3894 Extra: I Loved You, Silently

Compared to the ending, it was so beautiful when I first met you. ——Qi Ye

I have never known how to love her, I have only known how to hurt her, and I have never owned her.

Now that I think about it, maybe everything was my fault and I failed her.

I also accept the ending.

But when others call her queen, her heart will twitch unconsciously and she will be suffocated to the limit.

She is still the queen, she still lives in that deep palace, but she will never stand by my side again.

Rong Jing put me under house arrest in a palace at will. He didn't deliberately humiliate me, but I felt that this was the greatest humiliation for me.

It is natural that the king will succeed and the bandit will lose.

only……

I always think of what happened when I was a child. Her father loved her very much. Because of this, everyone was very kind to her.

The prince is good to her, the second brother is good to her, and even the eldest princess is good to her.

only me...

I was the only one who treated her badly, and I was the only one who failed to please her.

But she may not know that I have experienced it too. It's not that I want to please you, but I can't help but do it.

At that time, I had a humble status. Although I was a prince, I was actually worse than the sons of many ministers.

She was aloof, even though she was not her father's biological daughter, she was still so dazzling.

I remember it was a snow party.

It was snowing heavily that day, and a dinner party was held in the palace. It seemed like she was drinking for the first time, and she ran to the imperial garden with a red face.

My father was worried that she would be injured and sent many people to follow her, but she still ran rampant and finally threw herself into my arms.

That was the first and only time I held her.

She looked at me with eyes as clear as glass, which made my heart tremble for the first time.

It was as if all the obsessions in my heart had dissipated, like a spring breeze.

At that moment, I was shaken.

If there weren't so many power disputes in this life, it might be a beautiful thing to only guard one person.

But my identity... is so different compared to hers.

Probably because this feeling is too strong, it makes me feel that I should get everything that maybe shouldn't belong to me.

But I want to be strong, so strong that the light can overshadow her, and then let her stand beside me.

Standing in a position where only I can see.

Then, let the rest of the world envy her.

But the later I went on, the more I realized that I was gradually blinded by the so-called power.

If I don't use her, if I don't use her to help me, maybe I won't get this throne at all.

The prince is kind and has always been diligent and caring for the people.

I know he is good, but there can only be one king of Qiguo, and that one must be me, and there can be no one else.

I used her step by step, knowing that my father loved her, that she had 300,000 tiger talismans in her hand, and that she would never reject me.

I hesitated for a long time about the decision to send her away from Rong Guo. At that time, I kept telling myself.

Just this time, just this last time, as long as she gets Rong Guo's important secrets, I will definitely take her back.

Then let her be by my side forever...

pity……

It's a pity that I let her go this time, but I never waited for her to come back.

No, she is back...just not with me anymore.

I have never regretted any decision I made in this life, except for her feelings, which I never told her.

If, if there is still a chance to do it again...

I hope I can go back to the night of the snow banquet, the moment she ran into my arms, and I said to her: "Love at first sight, love is deep without telling, and the coming year will be beautiful. How about marrying me?"