Chapter 3542 Extra: Looking Back Suddenly, the Man Was in the Dim Light (1)

If it weren't for receiving your message, I would have hoped that my phone would always be silent and no one would come looking for me.

I'm fine by myself. ——Ye Yan

I love Su Qiuzhi with all my heart and all my strength in this life.

And she...

We have experienced the spring breeze for ten miles, and we have seen the summer solstice not yet come, but you are the only one who makes me soaring in the long dark night.

Lonely longing is the most beautiful music for the rest of your life.

Some cares, cares that cannot even be called likes, will be buried in my heart forever and will never be forgotten.

forever and ever……

The first time I met her was in the school cafeteria. At that time, I had just cut my head bald.

Because Qiu Zhi is ill, a very serious illness that requires chemotherapy to maintain her life.

I fell in love deeply with him at first glance.

At that time, I prayed to God every day and night, how great it would be if I could exchange my life for Xiao Zhi's.

When I met her, it was the most embarrassing time in my life.

You can never have enough food to eat, and you can never have enough sleep to sleep.

My family background is not bad, but I am willing to do this for Xiaozhi, even if I am slandered and bullied by my classmates at school, it does not matter.

But she stupidly helped me care...

I will probably never forget that day. She slapped the table and stood up, shouting at the boys: Joking is only a joke if others find it funny.

yes! I don't find it funny at all.

That is the only person in my life who stands in front of me and resists disaster for me.

Before that, I always moved forward bravely, and no one ever blocked any disaster for me.

She is the first and the last.

When Xiao Zhi was ill, she did everything she could to help us. Even when she couldn't eat well, she worked hard to pay for Xiao Zhi's medical expenses.

Humans are not grass and trees, how can they be ruthless? It would be false to say that they are not moved.

I was moved, but it was useless to be moved. I can't give her anything in return for everything she's given.

Even a little bit...I never gave it to me...

Because at that time all my thoughts were on Xiao Zhi, and I hated God for being unfair. Xiao Zhi was obviously so good, but she didn’t have a good ending.

In the end, the cruel God took away her life.

It was a night, a night of pouring rain.

I felt that when we were in the hospital, Xiao Zhi had closed her eyes forever. I didn't even see her for the last time, and she just left my life.

Originally, I thought that after Xiao Zhi died, I would definitely lock myself up and remain autistic.

Maybe even depression or suicide.

But it turns out that I didn't...

I put all my efforts and sincerity into a relationship. Although it is not beautiful at all, although it is heart-wrenching, at least I have a beginning and an end.

I owe her a lot of money. I know that this money was saved by her frugality. I know that in the end she was even reluctant to drink her favorite milk tea.

After all, I owe her a lot, and I shouldn't let her work so hard to make money.

At least, I should give her all the money back.

Therefore, during the school sports day, I found out that she was working part-time at a milk tea shop, and I resolutely decided to take her place.

That was also the first time I met Lu Yihang. Maybe we had met in school before, but I never stop looking at anyone.

It's not that I'm proud, but that I have no trace of them in my world.