Chapter 2969 Extra: I Will Never Give in for the Rest of My Life (1)

I still like you very much, like a lonely city full of smoke and thousands of troops rushing to you. ——Song Nanmo

I have also thought about how I would live my whole life if I did not know you.

Maybe it's very plain, aging slowly in the passing years.

Faced with a person who can't be said to be liked or loved, he will protect her and spend the rest of his life ordinary.

But at a certain moment, God lit up a bouquet of fireworks in my ordinary life.

It may not know the importance of this light to me, but it changed my life.

In fact, she and I are not destined to be together.

A beam of light is always liked, loved, and remembered.

Even though she is just a palace maid, nothing can stop her from shining brightly.

The richest and most powerful man in the world likes her, and likes her to a paranoid level.

At that moment, I felt so self-disciplined and so insignificant.

I like her as much as he does, but I can only accept any punishment and endure silence.

I can die, but I can't give in.

That's my...final bottom line...

When I was imprisoned in the clan mansion, I thought about many things. My Ama and E Niang were also well-matched back then. I heard that before my A Ma married my A Niang, there was someone whom I had a crush on.

Although I heard the rumors from relatives, I always felt that there was something missing in E Niang's eyes towards Amma.

It was only a long time later that I read E Niang's suicide note and realized that E Niang had already had someone she loved, but due to family reasons, she had to marry Amma.

There has always been an obsession in her heart, an obsession that no one has told.

But perhaps Er Niang did not expect that the two children she gave birth to still could not escape such a fate.

First my sister, then me.

I didn’t know much about my sister at first, and I only met Chi Heng once.

At that time, I didn’t even understand why my sister insisted on marrying Chi Heng despite Ama’s words.

If you can enter the palace, wouldn't it mean that you will be by your side and enjoy endless glory, wealth and noble status in the future?

Yeah...this is who I was at that time, how ridiculous.

What is the use of glory, wealth, and noble status?

If I can be with the person I like, even if I live in seclusion in the mountains and forests, working at sunrise and resting at sunset, I feel it is a kind of happiness.

Of course, this realization seems to be a little too late.

I have always regretted that the fate between us always seems to be a little worse. If I had a crush on you first, then I would not believe in love at first sight.

When I was in the Royal Garden, my heart was throbbing.

At that time, I still didn’t understand why I was throbbing. As soon as I thought about it, I thought about saying that you are the maid of my sister's palace, and then I will follow the trend.

I never thought that I would be such a person, like a counselor, calculating these things.

She also often said that I am self-disciplined and cautious, but I am not such a person.

Actually... I care about many things more than she thought, but she just doesn't know.

The first time I communicated with her was because my sister’s little brother died. In fact, I felt something was wrong at first, but I couldn’t explain why.

She is very smart, not like a palace maid at all, but like a witch who can see through people's hearts.

There were many times when I didn't even dare to look directly into her eyes or get too close to her, always afraid that my heart that was beating too fast would be heard by her in the dead of night.

That heart seemed to be telling her how much I liked her.