Chapter 1895 Extra: How Dare I Speak Out in This Life? I Dare to Do It with You (2)

When I call her Miss Assassin, I can feel the glimmer between her eyebrows, which is light and very beautiful.

She may have thought that we were just acquainted, but I had already made a decision in my heart.

My Crown Princess... is her.

Most people would never have thought that I would choose a palace maid instead of so many prepared ladies.

When we went to the Golden Palace, my father asked me why, and I only said a few words: She is the Holy Girl of the Witch Clan.

I saw with my own eyes that the expression on my father's face went from the frown between his eyebrows to the corners of his mouth raised, but at that time my heart sank.

In the eyes of his father, the Holy Maiden of the Witch Clan was a victim of the Nanzhao Kingdom, and even the entire Witch Clan had acquiesced in this fact.

After all, one person's death can save thousands of people. Regarding this kind of sacrifice, the leader of the Wu clan cares about the people of the world, so he naturally believes that sacrifice is inevitable.

But I... don't want her to die.

But I...want to marry her again.

After thinking about it all night, I decided not to ask about the outcome and just seize the day.

At least I want to spend a happy time with her, and then bury it deep in my heart and accept the judgment of all the subjects of Nanzhao Kingdom.

At that time, she might have been sent back to Mu Country by me.

Because through my investigation, I found out that she was once Mu Hanche’s secret guard. He went through life and death for him, and was seriously injured for him.

When I learned about this, I felt inexplicably uncomfortable.

It's not because of jealousy, but because she suffered and was hurt during those long years, and I couldn't protect her.

I always feel that her life should be very happy, and she should have someone who absolutely loves her by her side and gives her everything.

And I want to be such a person, someone she can rely on, and be her hero.

On her wedding day, she was greeted by countless people who knelt down and congratulated her. At that moment, I was more excited and happy than she was.

I don’t know why, but when she shines so brightly, I feel proud.

If someone asked me when I was happiest in my life, it would probably be when she was legitimately my crown princess and stood firmly by my side.

I always feel that those days, whether it was the Nanzhao Kingdom or the Wu Clan, were so unimportant in my heart.

How I hope that the curse of Tianling Flower Array will never come, and I can always be by her side, accompanying her to see every scenery of Nanzhao Kingdom.

But I know that some days will come.

In the past, I never thought that one day I would personally poison and murder my father. The fact is that I did.

And he did it so decisively, because he told me... the time for the saint to sacrifice to the Tianling Flower Array is coming soon.

At that time, I was stunned, why is the happy time always so short, why not let me leave more memories.

Leaving Nanzhao in a hurry, I brought everything for her. Because I know that after leaving this time, it is impossible for her to come back, and I will not let her come back.

Although I am extremely reluctant to send her back to Mu Country, I know that she is the safest in Mu Country.

Because Mu Hanche sent her to kill me, probably because he wanted to protect her.

And she never made a move at all...

It is precisely because of this that I feel even more ashamed of being with her, because I know she really likes me...

But I... can't love her openly.

I must always be prepared for her to leave me, and even more so, I must always be prepared to confess everything to her.