Chapter 628: Starting over with Her

She ran towards him.

Fu Qinglun quickly opened his arms and caught her.

Lin Shiyu's delicate body fell into his arms, and the two hugged each other tightly.

"Are you going back to find me?" Fu Qinglun buried his head in her hair and sniffed deeply.

"Yeah." Lin Shiyu pressed against his heart and listened to his strong heartbeat.

She went back to find him.

When he turned back to find her, she also found him.

Fu Qinglun felt pain and joy in his heart, "Does your heart hurt?"

"It hurts, and it hurts more and more now," Lin Shiyu closed her eyes gently, she curled her pale red lips and smiled softly, "But it hurts, and I want to hug you."

She said, it hurts, and I want to hug him.

Fu Qinglun's soft and thin lips kissed her fragrant and soft hair, and he lowered his handsome eyebrows and laughed hoarsely, "My wife Shishi is a little fool."

No one is more stupid than her.

It hurts, but you still love.

The result will only hurt more and more.

He picked her up and turned her around a few times. Her skirt drew beautiful ripples in the air.

Lin Shiyu hugged his neck tightly with her two little hands. In fact, she was still reluctant to let go.

She couldn't bear to let go of Little Lemon, and she couldn't bear to let go of him.

---Wow, look, I'm so happy.

---The unexpected wave of dog food made me cry.

Passersby looked at Fu Qinglun and Lin Shiyu enviously, watching them hugging tightly on the street at midnight.

I really want time to stop here.

...

Happiness is short-lived, and reality is cruel. After hugging, they still have to separate, and they still have to face the upcoming surrogacy.

Fu Qinglun sent Lin Shiyu to an apartment on Zhongshan Road, which is close to the hospital and a few minutes' walk away. At Lin Shiyu's request, it is very convenient to take care of Little Lemon.

Downstairs of the apartment building, Lin Shiyu looked at Fu Qinglun, "I'm going back."

"I'll take you upstairs."

"No need..."

Fu Qinglun took her cold little hand, "Let's go, I'll take you upstairs, and I'll come down later."

He led her into the apartment building and took the elevator to the 8th floor.

In front of the apartment door, Lin Shiyu held the key in her hand, and she looked at Fu Qinglun again, "I'm here, you go."

Fu Qinglun took a step forward with his long legs, and his tall and straight body immediately pressed her against the wall, and stretched out his slender fingers to point at his handsome cheek, "Give me a goodbye-kiss."

He asked her for a kiss.

This was the first time the two separated before they got married.

Fu Qinglun lowered his head and kissed her again, "It's impolite not to return the favor."

Lin Shiyu quickly closed her eyes, this man... is really deadly.

The characteristics of a little milk dog, loyal to his girlfriend, clingy, and love to act like a spoiled child.

He really has all of them.

Now their faces were pressed together, his fringe covered his eyelids, his skin was fair, he was handsome, and he looked like a noble man, which made women want to bully him.

Fu Qinglun held her little fist, and his five slender fingers slowly and forcefully pushed in, interlocking with her ten fingers.

She opened her palm and the key fell into his hand.

However, a series of melodious cell phone rings rang, and he called.

Lin Shiyu moved uneasily, as if someone had spied on her.

"Don't move." Fu Qinglun held her forcefully and pressed her against the wall. With his other big hand, he took out a cell phone from his trouser pocket and pressed the button to answer the call.

"Asen," Sikong's voice came over, "I've done it. I've found high-quality eggs and surrogate mothers."

Because Lin Shiyu was imprisoned in his arms, she could hear Sikong's voice clearly.

Sikong's efficiency was not ordinary.

Fu Qinglun pursed his thin lips.

At this time, Lin Shiyu pushed him away, and the key in his hand was taken away again. Lin Shiyu opened the door of the apartment and went in.

He also wanted to go in, but with a "bang", the door of the apartment closed in front of him.

She locked him out.

"Asen, are you listening?"

Fu Qinglun pressed the button and hung up the phone directly.

Putting the phone in his trouser pocket, he raised his hand and pressed the doorbell.

No one opened the door.

He continued to press.

She still didn't open the door.

Fu Qinglun stood outside the door with his tall and long legs, and lowered his eyelids.

One door, two worlds.

...

In the hospital.

Lin Shiyu went to the office to find Sikong. Before she entered, she heard Sikong's voice outside the door, "Asen, this high-quality egg was extracted from my database. Don't worry, the owner of this egg will not know that she has a child with you. Do you want to meet this surrogate mother?"

A few seconds later, Fu Qinglun's low and mellow voice came from inside, "No need."

Lin Shiyu turned around and wanted to go back.

At this time, she saw a slender and beautiful figure on the bench in the corridor. It should be the surrogate mother that Sikong found.

This surrogate mother looks like she is in her twenties, similar to the one Gu Mohan found, both of them are female college students from poor families.

The surrogate mothers found by the rich are all of this type, young and beautiful, but compared with the one Gu Mohan found, this surrogate mother's eyebrows are very immature and simple, and she looks timid.

Is this the girl who will give birth to Fu Qinglun's baby?

Where is the owner of the egg?

High-quality eggs must be from a part of the social elites who are of noble birth, have received higher education, have knowledge, experience and beauty.

Only this kind of high-quality eggs are worthy of Fu Qinglun.

Lin Shiyu's small face, the size of a palm, turned pale.

At this time, a low, mellow and magnetic voice sounded in her ears, "Shishi."

Lin Shiyu looked back and saw Fu Qinglun coming.

Fu Qinglun walked over, stretched out his white and clean big hand to hold her little hand. He frowned and asked nervously and concernedly, "Why are your hands so cold?"

Lin Shiyu looked at the surrogate mother, and the surrogate mother raised her head. Her pair of innocent and timid eyes were glued to Fu Qinglun, and her eyes were shining.

Today, Fu Qinglun wore a navy blue sweater and black trousers. His facial features were as handsome as those drawn by a painter. He was the young master of Guding Castle. The noble blood flowing through his body was mixed with a clean and warm charming aura. Men like Fu Qinglun were really attractive to girls who had just started to fall in love.

Fu Qinglun was like the first love of all girls.

When would this surrogate mother have the opportunity to meet a man with status, position and power like Fu Qinglun? Now that she had a look, the surrogate mother's eyes immediately fluttered.

Fu Qinglun didn't notice this surrogate at all. All he had in his heart and eyes was Lin Shiyu's pale face, "Shishi."

Lin Shiyu raised her hand to support her forehead, "I'm dizzy."

"I'll hold you to rest." Fu Qinglun held Lin Shiyu sideways.

...

In the lounge, Lin Shiyu closed her eyes. She was really dizzy. She fell asleep in a daze and had a very long dream.

She dreamed of the surrogate mother.

The surrogate mother's belly was very big. She deliberately fell down, and then said with grievance, "Young Master, my stomach hurts so much, please take me to the hospital quickly."

A tall and jade-like figure came over, Fu Qinglun came.

Fu Qinglun picked up the surrogate mother.

The surrogate mother smiled sweetly in Fu Qinglun's arms.

The scene turned again, and a very cute and loving little boy ran over, "Daddy, daddy, I want to see my mommy so much, can you take me to my mommy?"

The little boy pulled Fu Qinglun over, and then a tall and beautiful figure came in front, dressed in a workplace outfit, a white shirt and a hip skirt. Although the face could not be seen clearly, it was beautiful and moving.

"Great, Daddy and Mommy can finally be together."

The little boy was cheering.

Lin Shiyu opened her eyes all of a sudden, as if she had woken up from a nightmare, and the whole person sat up from the bed.

Where is she now?

She looked around with dull and empty eyes, all white, lonely and cold.

The sweat on her forehead flowed down her pretty face. Her hands and feet were cold and she was shivering all over.

Her two thin legs curled up. She stretched out her slender arms to hug herself tightly, buried her pale face, and curled up into a ball.

Her heart hurt so much.

She couldn't stand the pain any more.

She really couldn't stand it.

At this time, a gentle call sounded in her ears, "Shishi... Shishi..."

This voice...

Lin Shiyu paused, then slowly raised her eyes and looked at the window in the room.

At this moment, a familiar figure stood by the window, it was... Mom.

Mom looked at her softly and slowly opened her arms, "Shishi, my child, come here, come to mom, mom will hug you."

"Mom..."

Lin Shiyu's pale red lips revealed a painful and nostalgic murmur. She slowly got out of bed, bare her snow-white feet, and came to the window.

She stretched out her little hand and pushed the window open.

The cold wind from outside blew in instantly, scraping her little face like a knife. This was the 18th floor.

However, she didn't feel the cold and danger at all. Her empty and dull beautiful eyes looked at a distant place. She gently pulled the corners of her lips, "Mom, I'm so cold, hug me..."

She moved a small stool and climbed up to the window on it.

"Shishi." At this time, the door of the lounge was pushed open, and a tall and jade-like figure came in from outside. Fu Qinglun came.

Fu Qinglun saw the slender and pretty figure at a glance. At this moment, she was sitting on the window.

Today she wore a white long dress, and the cold wind from outside poured in mercilessly, blowing the long hair on her cheeks.

Her white dress was blown and gurgled, and the whole person was floating in the air.

Fu Qinglun's cold pupils suddenly shrank and enlarged, and his heartbeat stopped at this moment. He forgot to breathe.

"Shishi!"

He roared, spread his long legs and ran over.

Lin Shiyu closed her eyes. She faced the cold wind and opened her arms. She no longer felt the pain in her heart. She was relieved. Finally, she was relieved.

She jumped down.

The next second, a strong force came from behind. Two strong arms suddenly wrapped around her slender waist and pulled her back.

At the critical moment, Fu Qinglun hugged her.

Just a little bit.

Just a little bit.

Fu Qinglun put her on the carpet, and his two big hands clasped her fair shoulders and twisted her forcibly. He held her, his eyes were red like an out-of-control beast, and he shook her hard, "Lin Shiyu, are you fucking crazy? This is the 18th floor. You dare to jump?"

The roaring voice and the dizzy shaking made Lin Shiyu tremble. Her dull and empty eyes slowly regained focus. She saw clearly, and saw the handsome face in front of her.

"I...what did I do?" she asked tremblingly. She had no idea what she had just done.

It was like a big hand grabbed Fu Qinglun's heart, and then rubbed it hard, making him extremely painful.

He stared at her, his fine chest panting up and down, and his mind was full of thoughts, just a little bit.

Lin Shiyu had never seen him so angry and angry. Now he was biting his cheek. The huge gloomy anger made his handsome features become ferocious and terrifying. There were two small storms in his eyes, which were about to destroy her. Suck it down.

She was confused and ignorant, but she felt that she was wrong.

She slowly stretched out her cold little hand and touched his handsome face. She apologized like a child who had done something wrong, "I'm sorry, I'm just... just too jealous. I'm... crazy with jealousy."

She said she was beside herself with jealousy.

She was jealous of the mistress of the egg, she was jealous of the surrogate mother.

I'm really, really jealous.

After listening to her words, Fu Qinglun's clenched cheeks suddenly relaxed. After a moment of shock, he stretched out his strong arm and pulled her into his arms.

He held her and rubbed her, wanting to rub her into his own bones and blood.

Silly girl.

His silly girl.

She doesn't need to be jealous of anyone.

Who is Lin Shiyu? She is a proud daughter of heaven, with talents all over the world. When she was a student, she wore a white dress and had a few books in her arms. She became the dream girl of many people.

At the age of 21, it only took her a year to reach the international stage. After being dubbed a minor singer, her long wavy hair and long dress exuding the fragrance of a woman fascinated many people.

He is also one of them.

He is also one of the admirers.

But what is Lin Shiyu's life like now?

She gave up everything for Little Lemon, her hands no longer touched her favorite piano, she no longer sang, and she no longer was the shining one among the stars.

She was eviscerated.

She lived like this.

She was even jealous of the owner of the egg. She was even jealous of the surrogate. Who were they? How could they be compared to Lin Shiyu?

Why?

Beautiful love allows us to meet the most beautiful version of ourselves. Why did she become so bad after being with him?

Just now, if he had come a little bit late, if he had been a little bit late, she would have jumped off the 18th floor of the hospital.

She was possessed by a demon, and she was sick in her heart.

These are all caused by him.

Being held by him like this, Lin Shiyu's eyes turned red, and big tears fell down. She slowly stretched out her small hands to hug his slender waist. She choked in a low voice, "Fu Qinglun, I don't want you to be with anyone else." Women give birth to children, and I really don’t want you to have children with other women…”

"If you have children with another woman, then I...won't want you anymore, do you understand...wuwu..."

She kept crying, crying uncontrollably.

Fu Qinglun felt a lump in his throat, lifted his thin lips, but said nothing, not knowing what to say.

He just held her and held her tightly.

Despair and helplessness grew and spread crazily in his heart.

…

Lin Shiyu fell asleep, and Fu Qinglun stood beside her bed, holding her cold little hand tightly.

His soft thin lips pressed against her little hand, kissing her constantly.

What should he do?

What should he do with her?

"Asen." Sikong said at this time.

Fu Qinglun came to his senses, covered Lin Shiyu with a quilt, and then walked out.

In the corridor, Fu Qinglun looked at Sikong, "What's wrong with Shishi?"

"Asen, Shiyu's condition is not very good. Little Lemon crushed her. Plus you, Shiyu is suffering from severe depression. She has hallucinations and even... a tendency to commit suicide just now."

Major depression?

These five words exploded in Fu Qinglun's ears. In recent years, patients with depression have committed suicide almost every day.

This is a very terrible mental illness that cannot be cured by medicine.

"Asen, the situation is very bad now. Little Lemon is taking injections every day for V2 level chemotherapy. After finding a surrogate mother, you need to match sperm and eggs as soon as possible. Patients with depression need psychological treatment, but this In this case, it is impossible to rehabilitate Shiyu at all. On the contrary, the situation between you and Little Lemon will continue to stimulate her. Once the pressure and pain we bear exceed the range we can bear, there will be a fear of rejection. phenomenon, and then wants to escape and commit suicide, Shiyu is likely to commit suicide again. "

Second suicide.

Fu Qinglun's mind was filled with the picture of Lin Shiyu sitting by the window, crumbling just now, with his two big palms hanging by his side pulled into fists.

This period of time was too difficult. She had endured it for more than three years and had reached her limit.

Now he was the last straw, easily crushing her.

Her psychological depression was not caused by these geniuses, but a kind of accumulation from quantity to quality.

She has endured too much over the years.

He made her struggle on the edge of loneliness and hopelessness again and again, at a loss.

Fu Qinglun pressed his handsome back against the wall and put his hands in his trouser pockets. His whole body was filled with gloom and decadence.

"Is there any shortcut to treatment?" he asked hoarsely.

Sikong nodded, "Yes, hypnotherapy will take away all her painful memories."

All the painful memories?

him?

Fu Qinglun didn't speak for a long time, then he nodded, "Okay."

Since he caused her so much pain, let her forget about him.

But sometimes the end is not the end, but... the real beginning.

He is not letting her go. He, Fu Qinglun, will never let go of Lin Shiyu's hand in his life. He just wants to start over with her.

"Asen, do you want to take away Shiyu's memory of Little Lemon?" Sikong asked in a low voice.

Little Lemon is her daughter, born at the risk of her life. No one has the right to deprive her of the right to be a mother.

However, Fu Qinglun nodded, "Yes, take it together."

He decided to take it together.

Let her forget him and Little Lemon.

He will save Little Lemon, and let him bear all the pain alone.

Little Lemon is very strong, and they, father and daughter, will definitely survive such a difficult time.

He drew a circle and put her outside the circle first. He wanted to see her smile, not cry.

When everything is fine, when he has dealt with everything, he and Little Lemon will go to find her.

...

Lin Shiyu woke up. As soon as she opened her eyes, she saw Fu Qinglun's handsome face. He had been guarding her bedside.

"Shishi, are you awake? Do you want some water?"

Lin Shiyu sat up and shook her head, "No... By the way, why are you still here? Do you have a match? Little Lemon can't wait any longer."

She was urging.

Fu Qinglun glanced at her. She seemed to have forgotten about jumping off the building. Her mind was full of saving Little Lemon.

The Lin Shiyu who hugged him and cried and said she was jealous and crazy was like a dream.

She suppressed herself again.

Depression will get worse over time.

At this time, there was a knock on the door, and Sikong opened the door, "Asen, I'm here to get your sperm."

Lin Shiyu's palm-sized face was very pale. She lifted the quilt and got out of bed quickly, "I'm going to see Little Lemon, you guys do your business."

She hurried out of the lounge without looking back.

Fu Qinglun stood up, "Let's go."

...

In the laboratory, Sikong put a vacuum tube on the shelf, "Asen, I'll wait for you outside? Is ten minutes enough?"

Fu Qinglun sat on the chair, leaning lazily against the back of the chair. He squinted his black eyes and glanced at the vacuum tube, "Get out!"