Chapter 534 All the Tenderness in My Heart Is Due to Your Gaze

"Yes, sir." Butler Ye nodded respectfully.

"First, issue a decree to the world. I want to buy hearts throughout the city. Anyone who can find a heart that suits Xuan Ji can inherit all my property. I will use the power of the empire to search for my lost heart."

"Yes."

"Second, let the doctor prepare. I want to match my heart. If my heart can fit Xuan Ji, it would be the best."

"...Yes."

"Third, prepare a grand wedding and have a Milan designer tailor a white wedding dress. I want her to wear the wedding dress for me as soon as she comes back."

"Yes." Butler Ye wrote it all down.

Lu Jinwen looked at Lu Fan, "You stay, don't leave. On my wedding day, all the Lu family members must be present. Xuanji likes the hustle and bustle."

"Brother," Lu Fan said quickly, "If Lin Xuanji doesn't come back, I will have to wait for a lifetime?"

A layer of frost quickly covered Lu Jinwen's handsome eyelids, and his facial features were cold and tight, "Then you will wait for a lifetime."

"Mom, my brother is incapable of marrying a wife, and he is bullying me here!" Lu Fan immediately complained to Mrs. Lu.

Mrs. Lu glanced at Lu Fan, "Who made you a jinx?"

"Mom, you are biased!" Lu Fan was dissatisfied and aggrieved.

Lu Jinwen hooked his thin lips, "You just found out?"

Lu Fan, "..."

Mrs. Lu, "Lu Fan, your brother has grown disabled and needs special care now. You should bear with it."

Lu Jinwen, "..."

...

Jun Mosheng passed away, and the whole country of Z went to mourn. Jun Mosheng was a good king during his lifetime. He worked hard for the people of Z and was deeply loved.

Lu Jinwen would see Lin Xuanji on TV. Lin Xuanji was wearing a solemn black coat and a small white flower on her head. She kept vigil for Jun Mosheng and buried him day and night.

She had been gone for a long time.

Lu Jinwen opened the calendar and saw the red pen mark that she had been gone for 7 days. Today was the 8th day.

Jun Mosheng had been buried in the imperial mausoleum on the 7th day. Today, she should be back.

Lu Jinwen got up and went to the closet to pick out a black shirt and put it on. Looking at himself in the mirror, he was still handsome at the age of 50, with straight shoulders, deep eyes, calm and charming.

He combed his short hair with a comb and made sure that he was perfect in the mirror. Then he took the car keys and went out.

Half an hour later, the luxury car stopped outside the airport. He stretched out his long legs and went up the stairs. At first he walked, then slowly accelerated his pace and ran.

He ran into the airport lobby.

At this time, the airport broadcast was playing---Dear distinguished passengers, hello, the flight from Country Z to the Imperial Capital has arrived smoothly, thank you for your cooperation.

---"Look, my daughter is back!"

---"Husband, here!"...

Many people were waiting to meet her, and their relatives, lovers and friends all walked out of the airport gate.

They were hugging, laughing, and reuniting.

Lu Jinwen walked from the French window to the front alone. He lay on the glass window and looked. Everyone came out, but she didn't come.

He walked to the staff and asked, "Is everyone out?"

"Yes, sir."

With a bang, the staff closed the door.

Lu Jinwen, tall and long-legged, stood there, his deep phoenix eyes slowly overflowed with sadness, she didn't come back.

...

Half a month later, in the hospital.

In the operating room, Lu Jinwen lay on the cold single bed, the glaring white light shone down, stinging someone's eyes.

"Mr. Lu, I'm going to give you anesthesia now. After the anesthesia, it won't hurt when the needle is inserted into your heart to draw blood." The doctor said attentively and respectfully.

Lu Jinwen shook his head, "No need for anesthesia, just draw blood directly."

"Mr. Lu, it will be very painful without anesthesia, a piercing pain."

Lu Jinwen gently closed his eyes, "I don't want to repeat it a second time."

The doctor quickly broke out in a cold sweat, not daring to delay any longer, the doctor picked up the long needle and pierced Lu Jinwen's heart.

Pain.

It was just as the doctor said, a piercing pain.

Lu Jinwen's face was pale, but he slowly raised the corners of his lips, smiling tenderly, Xuanji, your pain, I finally know it now.

It's a pity that you suffer this pain day and night, and I only suffer for a moment.

Half a month...

You never came back.

I go to the airport to wait for you every day, leaving with hope and returning disappointed. Is it possible that the only time we have left can only be spent in the cycle of waiting and being waited for?

We have been missing each other for half of our lives.

It doesn't matter, I will still wait day by day.

I came to do a heart matching today. On the one hand, I hope that the matching will be successful, and this heart is originally yours, and I will return it to you, but on the other hand, I selfishly hope that the matching will not be successful, because... I hope I can live longer than you, so that I can have enough time to love you and accompany you.

The one who leaves first will be very peaceful, and the one who is left behind will be the most painful.

But Xuanji, the pain you give me, I am willing to bear it.

...

One month later, on the 30th.

Lin Xuanji still didn't come back, but today is the end of the month, and another checkpoint in her life has arrived.

But she is not by his side.

Lu Jinwen locked himself in his room all day long. He stared at the steel watch on his strong wrist. The steel watch kept ticking, going round and round, until it was almost 12 o'clock in the night.

Miss her so much.

I really want to see her.

But, he can't go.

He had been suffering every minute and every second of this month. Countless times he had the urge to fly to country Z, even to take a secret look at her, but he did not dare.

I really don’t dare.

Lu Jinwen had never known how to write the word "fear" in his entire life, but at this moment, he was afraid after all.

She was so scared that she couldn't open her eyes tonight.

She was very afraid that she would stay with Jun Mosheng forever.

She was even more afraid that this would be the end of her and him.

He took out his cell phone, flipped through the familiar phone numbers with his long fingers, and then dialed them.

A string of melodious music sounded from the other end, which was a song called "The Rest of My Life".

Singer Ma Liang sings with his unique and delicate voice---

Find the sun where there is no wind, and be the warm sun where you are cold,

There are many things going on, but you are always too naive,

I want to take you to see the clear sky, I want to tell you loudly that I am fascinated by you, the past is fleeting,

For the rest of my life, the winter snow will be you, the spring flowers will be you, the summer rain will be you, the autumn yellow will be you, and the warmth and coldness of the four seasons will be you.

All the tenderness in my heart caused by my eyes,

It's all you…

The beautiful singing voice echoed over and over again, but no one answered.

He called again and again, but no one answered.

This sentence echoes in my ears---all the tenderness in my heart is due to you.

Lu Jinwen held the photo of her as a girl tightly in his palm, clenched it into wrinkles, put his fist to his mouth and bit it, at this moment, he cried silently.