Chapter 381 Talk About Love, Talk About Love (24)

In the room, An Xi stitched up Lu Yan's wounds and started to make his bed.

An An opened her thin legs and walked in. She looked at An Xi. An Xi's face was not that beautiful and eye-catching, but she looked docile and gentle. She was a good wife and mother, and the best candidate to be a wife.

By marrying An Xi home, she can care for her husband and raise her children with peace of mind, and her future life will be harmonious and beautiful.

Unexpectedly, after not seeing each other for a while, Lu Yan would find such a gentle woman beside him. She had grown up with him since childhood.

He is really a charmer.

"Dr. An, thank you for your hard work. You should go and rest early. I will take care of Lu Yan tonight." An An said.

An Xi washed her hands by the sink, then looked back at An An, "Miss An An, Brother Ayan is still having a high fever. I'll stay and take care of him. After all, you are not a doctor and don't know how to take care of him."

Brother Ayan.

It was really affectionate to scream.

An An straightened her slender back and curled her little mouth like a flower, "Doctor An, although doctors can take care of patients, they do so during the day and at night. Patients should be accompanied by their family members. An An Doctor, are you Lu Yan’s family member?”

"Okay, I'll leave first. If there's any emergency with Brother Ayan, please ask Miss An An to call me immediately." An Xi confessed and then walked out.

Anxi left.

She drove this love rival away.

An An looked at the sleeping man on the bed, why did she want to kick him so much?

She stretched out her white and tender hands and touched his facial features with her soft fingertips...

He hadn't shaved for a long time, and his face looked a bit like a goatee, making him look a bit slovenly. However, his facial features were really upright, with sharp eyebrows, a high bridge of nose, and thin lips. They were all perfect and handsome. Such a sense of maturity and vicissitudes, and a strong masculinity will attract more women.

At this time she felt that he was cold.

He was running a fever, and his body was hot and cold. Now his limbs were as cold as ice and his skin was cold.

An An pulled out all the quilts in the room and covered him, but it was no use, he was still cold.

The slender feathers like butterflies and cicada wings trembled, An An took off her shoes and got into his quilt.

There is nothing warmer than cuddling up to each other for warmth at this time.

An An lay beside him.

"An'an..." At this time, he called out hoarsely.

An'an.

He was calling her name.

He was calling her name when he had a high fever and was unconscious.

An An's fair eyes turned red. She hated herself so much. She hated herself for being so easy to coax, and she had already been coaxed by him.

"An'an..." Lu Yan whispered her name again, his rough big hand grasped her soft little hand, and then he inserted his five fingers into the gaps between her fingers and interlocked with hers.

"An'an, I miss you..."

He said he missed her.

The man's short hair rubbed against her cheek. Like his hair, it was also hard and it hurt her.

…

The next morning.

Lu Yan's high fever went down, and An Xi took his temperature. It was normal, but the infection in his wound had not healed yet.

"Brother Ayan, let me get a basin of water and wipe your body for you." An Xi said.

Lu Yan was too seriously injured yesterday to take a shower. Now he was lazily leaning on the bedside. The thin bangs on his forehead covered his brown eyes. I don't know what he was thinking.

During this time, he became more and more silent day by day.

An Xi walked into the bathroom and filled a basin of hot water. She squeezed a warm towel and wiped Lu Yan's face first.

Then the towel moved down, and An Xi avoided the injuries on his body with gentle movements.

At this time, a thin and sarcastic voice sounded in my ears, "It seems that I have disturbed you."

Lu Yan and An Xi looked up and saw An An appeared at the door.

Today, An An wore a blue sweater with small lapels, a black pleated skirt underneath, the skirt fell above her knees, and a pair of elongated white socks underneath, similar to the school uniforms, as pretty as a flower of water. lotus.

Now she was standing by the door, looking at the two people in the room with her ice-like black and white eyes.

An An raised her little hand and knocked on the door, "Next time, please close the door first."

She misunderstood him.

Lu Yan pursed his dry thin lips and let go of An Xi's little hand. He didn't explain or say anything.

An Xi didn't explain anything, "Brother Ayan, I'm going out first."

An Xi walked out.

…

An Xi left, An An came in and closed the door.

She came to the bedside and looked at the man. An Xi had already changed his medicine, but he lost too much blood yesterday and his face was very pale. The outline of his handsome facial features was stretched, and there was a bit of cold black blue in the paleness. .

"What were you and Dr. An Xi doing just now?" An An asked.

Lu Yan didn't raise his eyes, raised his thin lips, and uttered hoarse words, "Nothing."

Today was the first sentence he spoke.

The outline of his features became a little colder.

An An's two small hands hanging by his side quickly clenched into small pink fists, and his fine white teeth bit his moist lower lip until a bloody mark appeared on his lip. There were endless women around him.

Lu Yan sat on the chair and started eating breakfast.

Breakfast was delivered a long time ago. It was white porridge with two steamed buns. It was already cold, but he didn't care. He picked up a steamed bun with his rough hands and started eating the steamed bun.

Seeing him eating the steamed buns, An An felt like her heart was being grabbed by a big hand, and every breath she took hurt.

The money he has is enough for him to eat delicacies from the mountains and seas. Why does he come here to eat steamed buns?

The steamed buns and porridge are already cold.

An An stretched out her thin legs and walked over, "Lu Yan..."

"An'an, stop making trouble, I'm hungry." Lu Yan suddenly said.

He didn't eat all day yesterday. He doesn't know when his drug addiction will kick in today. If he doesn't eat something to replenish his strength, he really won't be able to bear it.

He doesn't want to die yet.

He wants to live.

If he lives, he can keep more people alive.

This is the hope and meaning of his life.

I am hungry…

Listening to his words, An An Xiuqiong's little nose became sore, and her fair eyes immediately turned red. She didn't let him eat.

He should understand what she meant. She just didn't want him to eat steamed buns. He should eat something good.

Her long eyelashes like butterfly wings trembled twice. She watched him eat the cold steamed buns and porridge. After a few seconds, she stepped forward and said, "I'm hungry too."

She didn't have breakfast either. She didn't eat all day yesterday.

Lu Yan didn't move or even raise his head. He raised his thin lips and said in an emotionless voice, "Go back."

He asked her to go back.

An An hooked her flower-like mouth and said, "Lu Yan, you humiliated me like that the night before yesterday. I really don't want to see you again, but why did you save me yesterday, pushing me away and dragging me at the same time? Are you interested in doing this to me?"

Lu Yan took a bite of the steamed bun, and his throat was dry and painful. He didn't want to eat anything, and he didn't think it was interesting.

But she was in danger, how could he not save her?

At this moment, his vision went dark, and a faint scent of grandma's girlish body fragrance invaded her. An An lowered her body and took a bite of the steamed bun in his palm.

She bit the bun in his palm.

A delicate little tooth mark quickly appeared on the bun. Lu Yan said, "Don't eat it."

He didn't allow her to eat steamed buns.

An An chewed the steamed bun. The steamed bun was sweet and soft. Although it was not as good as those exquisite nods, it was still delicious. "Why don't you give it to me?"

Lu Yan raised his handsome eyelids. Her little face was just a few feet away. Her tender little face was as big as a palm, her skin could be broken by a blow, her big watery black and white eyes, and her small mouth like a hibiscus, she was absolutely beautiful.

"An'an, go back." He repeated.

An An didn't move, "Lu Yan, can you say something else besides this sentence?"

"Lu Yan, why are you so bad? You did something wrong yourself, but you refused to give me a single explanation. Admit your mistake to me and tell me, An An, I like you. Is it so difficult to say this? , you clearly know that this is what I want!"

"Lu Yan, do you like Doctor An Xi?"

Lu Yan was still holding a steamed bun in one of his rough palms. He didn't like An Xi.

Li Si asked him to marry An Xi, but he didn't want to marry her either.

He doesn't want to get married, doesn't want a makeshift marriage, and doesn't want to harm An Xi.

"Lu Yan, do you like me? You never said you like me."

Lu Yan, "I don't like it."

He said he didn't like her.

"Lu Yan, you lied!"

"Lu Yan, say you love me!"

Lu Yan, say you love me.

This sentence quickly exploded in Lu Yan's ears, and his brown eyes suddenly shrank, and he stared at her closely.

"Lu Yan, say you love me."

Lu Yan felt like burning coals rolling through his throat, and every word she spoke resounded in his ears like a curse.

An An looked at him, her ice-like eyes filled with soft spring water, "Lu Yan, I love you."

Lu Yan, I love you.

She said, Lu Yan, I love you.

Lu Yan narrowed his handsome eyes, and the half of the steamed bun in his palm fell to the ground. He said in his heart, An An, I love you too.

At this time, his tall and strong body suddenly shook. Oh no, the drug addiction in him was over.

Opening his eyes quickly, he pushed the girl in his arms away.

An An looked at him, "Ayan..."

She called him softly.

"An An," Lu Yan suddenly interrupted her, "Listen to me, I don't love you. I have known you for so many years. Even if a puppy is in danger, I will save it. I Saving you doesn’t excuse you from being sentimental.”

Lu Yan put her on the ground like a chicken. He stood up and turned his back to her.

He left her with a heartless back. An An looked at him blankly, her black and white pupils shrinking suddenly, "Ayan, what's wrong with you? You were fine just now, are you..."

"Get out!" the man yelled hoarsely.

He had never lost his temper with her, and was not even willing to say a harsh word. An An was stunned on the spot, looking at him at a loss.

"I won't leave, I won't leave." She insisted with red eyes.

He became weird, he was not like this, she didn't want to leave, she just wanted to look at him like this.

At this time, there was a knock on the door, and An Xi pushed the door open and said, "Brother Ayan, what happened?"

An Xi came in.

Lu Yan turned his tall and strong body around, then stretched out his powerful palms to grab An Xi's slim arms, and hugged An Xi in his arms.

From the corner of his eye, Lu Yan saw that handsome figure that hadn't left yet. He turned his face sideways and stared coldly at An An with his scarlet brown eyes. "Why don't you get out? Do you want to stay here and watch us?"

An An's whole body seemed to be pushed into an abyss, her brain was hit hard, and she forgot to think.

In fact, this scene is not unfamiliar, it is really not unfamiliar, but the heart-piercing pain does not become numb in the same scene, but becomes more painful every time.

She stood there blankly.

Lu Yan's two big palms were already trembling slightly, as if he was addicted to drugs, but he didn't want her to see it.

He didn't want her to see such a miserable side of him.

But she refused to leave. Why didn't she leave?

An Xi is a smart woman. She has roughly guessed that Lu Yan is acting for An An, but she is willing to cooperate.

"Ah", An An screamed, turned around and ran out.

She couldn't stand it anymore.

She ran away.

An An left, and Lu Yan's heavy body rolled down on the cold wooden board.

An Xi quickly discovered something was wrong with Lu Yan, "Brother Ayan, you are addicted to drugs!"

Lu Yan turned around on the bed several times, and with a "boom", his heavy body fell to the ground with a muffled sound.

Drug addiction makes life worse than death. The white bandage on Lu Yan's body quickly turned red, and the wound on his abdomen opened again.

He sat on the ground, leaning his broad back against the door panel and breathing heavily, it was so uncomfortable.

It’s really uncomfortable.

At this time, Li Si also ran in. He quickly pressed Lu Yanying's shoulders, "Yanzi, hold on a little longer."

As he spoke, Li Si handed a medical book to An Xi, "An Xi, I found a medical book in the library in Miaojiang. It said that there is a kind of cordyceps in Miaojiang that can cure this drug addiction."

An Xi quickly opened the book, and her eyes lit up. There was really a kind of Cordyceps that could relieve Lu Yan's drug addiction.

"Brother Ayan, you are saved!"

Lu Yan's strong chest was rising and falling. Can he be saved?

"Lu Yan!" At this moment, a familiar thin voice sounded in his ears.

Lu Yan opened his brown eyes instantly. He turned around and saw that the room was pushed open with a "pop", and An An, who had just run away, was back.

An An's palm-sized face was covered with tears, "Lu Yan, I forgot to say a word, I hate you, I curse you, I..."

An An's voice stopped suddenly because the room was not what she imagined, and Lu Yan was not with An Xi.

She stood outside and looked into the room. The three people in the room looked at her. The atmosphere became quite strange for a moment.

At this time, An An's pupils shrank because she saw Lu Yan had a nosebleed.

Two lines of thick blood flowed out of Lu Yan's nose, which was quite dazzling.

Lu Yan's blood-red brown eyes were fixed on the girl who was coming back outside the door. He wanted to strangle her to death.

He knew he had a nosebleed. He stretched out his big palm to wipe the nosebleed, but he only wiped out more and more nosebleeds.

Suddenly, his hands and clothes were covered in blood, and he was extremely embarrassed.

"Brother Ayan!" An Xi shouted and quickly covered Lu Yan's nose, "Brother Ayan, hold on a little longer, this addiction will come over after you endure it!"

Drug addiction?

An An's whole brain exploded. Is he addicted to drugs now?

Has he become a drug addict?

At this time, Lu Yan picked up the pillow on the bed and threw it at An An by the door. He shouted hoarsely, "Get out! Get out now!"

After saying that, Lu Yan fell to the ground. It was a little difficult for him to breathe. His breathing was everywhere in the room. He breathed very slowly, like he couldn't get up, one after another.

What's up with him?

What happened to him?

An An looked at him lying on the ground blankly. He had never been so embarrassed before. How could he live in such a miserable state?

She pulled out her thin legs and wanted to get closer to him.

But then Li Si came over and pushed her out of the door, "Miss An'an, Yanzi doesn't want you to see him now, so don't put any more pressure on him."

The crystal teardrops "crackled" down, the door had been closed, she couldn't see him, but she wanted to see him.

She looked at Li Si with tears in her eyes, "Is he... is he addicted to drugs?"

"Yanzi has been detoxifying for the past three months. He gets addicted to drugs every day. This time we came to Miaojiang to detoxify."

An An's heart suddenly curled up in pain, "I...can I go in and see him? I..."

"No." Li Si refused.

An An's vision was blurred by tears, and she asked with a choked voice, "Why? I want to... stay with him..."

"Miss An An, even if you stay with him, what can you do for him?" Li Si asked.

What can be done for him?

She doesn't know either.

"Look, Miss An An, you can't do anything for Yan Zi at all, but An Xi is different. An Xi can help Yan Zi."

"Miss An'an, it's the same topic as last time. Maybe I didn't say it more clearly last time. What do you like about Yanzi? Yanzi's good skin, Yanzi's wealth and passion, or do you enjoy the care Yanzi has always given you?"

"Yanzi is almost 38 years old. He has protected you for 13 years. I think it is enough. You should not ask for anything more from him. He needs a good wife. Give him two children as soon as possible, even if one day he is not here." Now, this wife will also raise his flesh and blood."

"Miss An'an, can you? You can't. You are too young, only 18 years old, and Yanzi can't afford it, so let Yanzi go. Don't get close to him anymore. You will only bring him danger. You see for yourself In one moment, he almost died trying to save you in Miao territory."

"There are many good men out there. Miss An An, go find someone else. Lu Yan is getting older, and you have just grown up."

After saying that, Li Si opened the door directly and walked in. With a "boom", the door closed in front of her again.

An An froze in place, her delicate shoulders began to tremble, and she burst into tears.

no.

not like this.

Why not give her a chance to speak?

She didn't know what she could do for him, and that's because no one told her.

For him, she would do anything.

She is not asking for him, nor is she enjoying his care, she just loves him.

Because she was only 18 years old, because she was young and beautiful, everything became her fault.

She has never tried it, and no one has given her a chance. How can they be sure that she can't refuse the prosperity of this world?

No one knows that the place where he is is prosperous.

What he gave her was the only color in her eyes.

She could also be his wife. She had wanted to give him a daughter for a long time, but he didn't want her.

Oh, he's getting older and she's just growing up.

You were born before I was born, but I was born before you were old.

I wish I could live with you at the same time, but I will be with you every day.

…

An An didn't leave, she kept waiting outside. The world passed by moment by moment, and the door to the closed room in front of her still didn't open.

She knew he was suffering inside.

She couldn't do anything, not even stay with him.

At this time, a series of footsteps sounded, and a medical woman came over.

The doctor woman looked at An An at the door, "Are you from this room?"

An An hesitated for a moment, then nodded, "Is something wrong?"

"Yes." The doctor woman handed over a book about Cordyceps, "A gentleman in this room just now came to look for this medicinal herb, which is Cordyceps. But I'm sorry, we don't have this Cordyceps here. Cordyceps is very scarce and grows in Deep in the mountains.”

An An took the book and took a look at the Cordyceps. Is Li Si going to use this Cordyceps to detoxify Lu Yan?

"If I go search deep in the mountains now, can I find it?" An An's ice-like eyes were filled with sparkles, looking around.

"This Cordyceps is hard to come by. Even if you go looking for it in the mountains now, you may not be able to find it."

"What if I find it? Even if there is a little hope, I will not give up."

"But the mountains are covered with thorns this season, and it's getting dark now. We'd better wait until tomorrow to find them." The doctor woman suggested.

"I'll go look for him now." An An turned around and left.

…

An An came to the deep mountains. It was already very dark now. She held a flashlight in her hand and used the light source of the flashlight to look for Cordyceps sinensis.

Soon her delicate skin was scratched with bloody cuts by the thorns along the way, which was very painful.

The thorns reached her lower abdomen and she was almost half tall, so she couldn't avoid them.

The pain in her body was almost negligible. An An lowered her head and just wanted to find the Cordyceps.

Ouch, a sound.

She seemed to hear the cry of a wolf.

The sound of the wolf suddenly made An An's fair eyes turn red, and the image of him bravely killing the wolf for her came to mind.

Her heart felt sour, and a pool of hot tears accumulated in her eyes. She quickly twitched her red nose to hold back the tears.

She will definitely go back with Cordyceps to save him.

Time passed little by little, and the sky became darker and darker. An An had gone very far, getting further and further away from the exit.

But she wasn't afraid at all, she was just anxious because she hadn't found the Cordyceps yet.

This cordyceps is very scarce. Could it be that she couldn't find it tonight?

An An raised her little head, and then she suddenly saw a green thing in the crack of a stone, Cordyceps!

It turned out to be Cordyceps!

She thought that Cordyceps grows in the ground, but no, Cordyceps grows in the cracks of rocks.

An An quickly raised her red lips and ran to the big stone. Cordyceps was very tall and she had to climb up the stone to pick it.

Two white and tender little hands hugged the big stone, and she climbed up little by little.

When she climbed to the middle position, her feet slipped, and with a soft cry of "ah", she fell down.

The delicate body rolled to the ground. The sudden pain made An An's eyes darken, and she almost fainted from the pain.

After a while, she quickly stood up and continued to climb up.

This time she crawled very slowly but steadily. When her clothes were wet with sweat, she finally reached the end. She stretched out her little hand and picked the cordyceps.

Putting the Cordyceps to her lips and kissing it, she smiled happily. Great, Lu Yan was saved.

She wants to take Cordyceps back!

…

It was already early in the morning when An An went back. When she walked to the door of her room, her eyes darkened and she fainted.

The long eyelashes like butterfly wings trembled twice, and An An slowly opened her eyes.

Those clean and clear black and white eyes glanced at the curved ceiling above her head. It took her a few seconds to realize that she was in her room, lying on a soft big bed.

"An'an, are you awake?" At this moment, a soft and pleasant voice sounded in his ears.

An An glanced sideways and saw that it was Tang Mo'er.

"Sister-in-law, how long have I been sleeping?"

"It's afternoon now."

What?

She slept from early morning until afternoon?

Lu Yan!

Where is her cordyceps?

An An stretched out her white and tender hands and touched her waist. Her bag was gone and all her clothes had been changed.

Where is the bag?

Where is her bag?

An An suddenly sat up from the bed, "Sister-in-law, where is my bag?"

"An An, here." Tang Moer handed the bag to An An.

An An opened the cloth bag and saw that her cordyceps were still inside. Thank God, she had not lost them.

"An'an, you came back all injured just to pick this grass?" Tang Mo'er asked softly.

An An passed out at the door of the room and was discovered by her. There were many small wounds on An An's body, cut by thorns. The girl's skin was delicate and she had not suffered any injuries. She had already applied medicine to An An.

An An lifted the quilt and got out of bed, "Sister-in-law, this cordyceps can save Lu Yan. I'm going to find him now."

"An An." Tang Moer quickly took An An's soft and cold hand.

An An's steps faltered, and she turned to look at Tang Mo'er, only to see that Tang Mo'er's face became serious.

Her heart skipped a beat. She fainted for no reason, which already explained the problem.

"An'an, your leukemia has recurred."

An An's ice-like eyes were startled for a moment, but soon she raised her little mouth like a hibiscus, "Sister-in-law, I already know. Those medicines don't work recently. I often feel dizzy. I know leukemia." Relapsed."

"Sister-in-law, don't be sad. I was born with leukemia. I lived a good life until I was 18, and I am very satisfied."

Tang Moer's fair eyes turned red. She quickly stepped forward and gently hugged An An's delicate body, "Why? Why at this time?"

An An's diagnosis of leukemia at this time is so disappointing because she already has a baby in her belly.

On the day the baby is born, the baby's umbilical cord blood can be used to prepare blood cells for An An.

She was already three months pregnant and just had to wait another seven months.

Why?

An An has lived well for 18 years, but why is God so stingy that he refuses to give her even seven months?

An An stretched out her white and tender hands and patted Tang Moer's slender back, "Sister-in-law, don't feel sorry for me. I'm not sad at all, because... I've been prepared."

Always preparing for...death.

"An'an, don't talk nonsense, you will be fine!" Tang Mo'er affirmed.

At this time, there were two "knocks", the door was pushed open, and a tall and handsome figure appeared at the door. Gu Mohan came.

Tang Moer quickly let go of An An and wiped the tears from her face.

Gu Mohan stretched out his long legs and walked over vigorously. His deep narrow eyes glanced at Tang Mo'er first, and then looked at An An, "An An, your leukemia index keeps rising, and the medicine can no longer control it. But Don’t worry, I have arranged a hospital. You have to stay in the hospital for chemotherapy. As long as you survive seven months, there will be umbilical cord blood to save you.”

An An looked at Gu Mohan, "Brother, what if the umbilical cord blood matching fails?"

Gu Mohan pursed his thin lips and looked at An An with sharp eyes, "So An An, what do you want to do?"

An An lowered her long eyelashes like butterfly wings and shook her head, "I didn't want to do anything."

Gu Mohan frowned his heroic eyebrows and said, "Well, I've dealt with all the personal matters that need to be dealt with, and I'll go back in the next few days."

"Oh." An An responded obediently, and she grabbed her bag tightly, "Then I'll go deal with my affairs."

Her private matter is nothing but Lu Yan.

…

After An An left, Gu Mohan looked at Tang Mo'er. He raised his hand and touched Tang Mo'er's palm-sized soft face, "Mo'er."

His rough fingertips lingered on her delicate muscles, causing ripples in a circle. Tang Moer quickly took two steps to the side, avoiding his touch.

Gu Mohan's big palm just froze in mid-air. Ever since his second personality ran out last time, Tang Mo'er had been avoiding him like this.

He retracted his big palm and said in a low and magnetic voice, "Mo'er, these days have been eventful, the last calm before the storm, so don't run around and stay in your room, you know?"

Tang Moer stretched out her delicate white hands to protect her abdomen and nodded, "I understand."

She pulled away her thin legs and left.

she left.

Gu Mohan stood there and looked at her pretty back, unable to take his eyes away for a long time.

…

When An An left yesterday, Lu Yan's drug addiction broke out. When An An came today, Lu Yan's drug addiction broke out again.

Lu Yan's condition was getting worse and worse. His handsome face turned from pale to black, and cold sweat dripped from his forehead. His outline was so cold that it felt prickly.

"Brother Li, have you found Cordyceps?" An Xi asked.

Li Si shook his head, "I asked the doctor. The doctor said that Cordyceps sinensis is very scarce and can only be found in the mountains. Today I offered a reward to many people to search for it in the mountains, but there has been no news for a whole day. I guess there is no news. turn up."

An Xi's face was very solemn, "Then I'll go see if there are any other herbs."

An Xi ran to open the door to the room, and there was a pretty figure standing outside the door. An An was here.

"Miss An An, why is it you again? Can you stop coming? Brother Ayan is like this. Why are you coming to see Brother Ayan? There is nothing in him that you can take advantage of." An Xi frowned said.

At this time, Li Si also came over. He looked at An An and said, "Miss An An, what I said yesterday was not clear enough. Please don't cause trouble. If you really feel sorry for Yanzi, you shouldn't still say it at this time." Come and pester him.”

One is Lu Yan's brother, and the other is Lu Yan's... childhood sweetheart. The two of them are blocking the door, and An An can't get in at all.

An An looked over the two people's shoulders and looked inside. Lu Yan was tied to the chair again to prevent him from harming himself.

"You all get out." An An said.

Li Si and An Xi's expressions changed. This An An actually asked them to go out?

"Miss An An, you are really annoying like this."

Bored?

whatever.

It doesn't matter if everyone around him doesn't like her.

An An took out the cordyceps, and her ice-like black and white eyes revealed a cold and crystal smile, "If you want to save Lu Yan, you all should get out."

Cordyceps!

Li Si and An Xi both gasped. They looked at the cordyceps in An An's hands in shock, "Where did you get the cordyceps from?"

An An hooked her little flower-like mouth and said with an indifferent smile, "You don't have to worry about this."

Li Si and An Xi looked at each other and then walked out, "Miss An An, I will leave Yanzi to you."

An An walked into the room and closed the door directly.

…

An An pulled out her thin legs and came to Lu Yan's side. The man lowered his head, and his damp bangs covered his blood-red brown eyes. Big beads of sweat dripped down from his cold chin, making him soaked. He's wearing a shirt and trousers.

She stretched out her white and tender hands and slowly touched his hard side face.

Suddenly being touched, Lu Yan suddenly raised his head and stared at An An with his blood-red brown eyes.

After seeing clearly that it was An An, his face became even colder, and hoarse words came out of his dry thin lips, "Get out of here!"

He tells her to get lost.

An An's soft fingertips lingered on his hard stubble, stroking gently, "Look at how embarrassed you are now, you still think you are Master Yan, I won't get out!"

Lu Yan's eyes quickly became sharp and cold. Once the powerful and killing aura of such a superior person was revealed, it would make people's scalp numb.

Lu Yan pursed his thin lips and said nothing. Her little hands were like the claws of a kitten scratching his stubble from time to time. They were soft and made him feel itchy. He glanced sideways and avoided them.

An An stretched out her little hand and untied the rope from his hand.

With his hands free, Lu Yan quickly stood up, a rough big hand clasped her slender wrist, and he directly lifted her outside.

He didn't want her to stay here, and he didn't want her to look at him in pain and embarrassment.

An An was dragged to the door. He stretched out his hand and opened the door to the room. With a "pop", she closed it again.

Lu Yan froze.

At this time, An An fed the Cordyceps in his hand into his mouth.

The current posture of the two of them is that the girl's delicate body is blocked by his strong chest and the door panel, and her two small hands are still holding his neck, an extremely intimate gesture.

Lu Yan lowered his handsome eyelids and stared at her charming little face, and said hoarsely, "What did you give me to eat?"

An'an's ice-like eyes were looking forward and shining, her little mouth like a hibiscus pouted, and she said with a waxy smile, "Educate the Soul-Seducing Grass, after eating the Soul-Seducing Grass, your soul will be attracted by me from now on." ”

Lu Yan pinched her willow-like waist with his rough palms, "Are you looking for Cordyceps?"

An An said nothing.

He pinched her waist hard, their faces were close together, their noses touched, their breaths intertwined, "Speak!"

There was something harsh about his husky voice.

hiss.

An An twisted her eyebrows.

"Injured? Show me where you are injured?" Lu Yan's eyes darkened, wanting to check the injuries on her body.

"Lu Yan, lower your head."

You lower your head...

Lu Yan slowly lowered his tall and strong body.

An'an's two tender little hands moved up and hugged his head. She held his head in her arms, "Ayan, does it hurt?"

Ayan…

Does it hurt?…

The room was very quiet at the moment, and the dim yellow light shone down, bathing the two people in a warm halo.

Her words of heartache and pity echoed in Lu Yan's ears, "Ayan, does it hurt?"

Many years ago, when he was nine years old, his father died in a cell. He did not see him for the last time. When he rushed to the prison, his father's body had been cremated, and he went home with a box of ashes.

At night, his mother held him like this, with his head on her chest. She asked him, Ayan, does it hurt?

Lu Yan's muscles all over his body tensed up one by one, accumulating all his strength. He seemed to be trying to do something, but soon his strong muscles softened again.

He buried his face in his mother's chest like he had done many years ago.

An An's white and tender fingers went through his prickly short hair and rubbed it gently, "It's okay. The pain will stop soon. Everything will be over."

Yes, the pain will stop soon...

After the age of nine, he no longer knew pain.

Even now, after eating Cordyceps, he gradually feels less pain.

…

After the drug addiction passed, Lu Yan let go of An An. Just as the maid brought dinner, Lu Yan started to eat dinner, which was still white porridge and steamed buns.

Lu Yan took two bites of the steamed bun, and An An looked at him with watery eyes, "I'm hungry, I want to eat too."

She went to bite the steamed bun.

Lu Yan raised his hand to prevent her from biting her. He looked at the girl with his bloodshot brown eyes and said hoarsely, "Go back and have dinner."

It's like this again, she wants to eat steamed buns, but he won't give them to her.

"Lu Yan, are you treating your savior like this? There are two steamed buns here. If I eat a little, won't you be full?" An An puffed out her pink cheeks and looked at him angrily.

Lu Yan still refused, and just insisted, "An'an, go back."

An An smiled with a crooked eyebrow, "Lu Yan, I won't come when I go back this time, and I won't come to you again in the future."

Lu Yan's handsome eyelids moved, and he looked at her. The girl's eyes were particularly bright tonight, and her bright and pretty appearance was very attractive, but for some reason, she showed a trace of inexplicable sadness.

Lu Yan withdrew his gaze and handed her the steamed bun in his palm, "Here it is for you to eat."

An An took the steamed bun and gave him another half so that he could eat one and a half steamed buns. Half of it was enough for her.

"Are you full?" Lu Yan looked at her and asked.

An An raised her delicate eyebrows and said, "You can eat as long as you are full."

He glanced sideways at An An.

An An also looked at him. Her ice-like eyes were as bright as the stars in the sky. She took a small bite of the steamed bun very delicately and winked at him, looking like a pretty little daughter.

…

After dinner, Lu Yan issued an eviction order again, "An'an, it's time for you to go back."

An An looked at the man and said in a soft voice, "Lu Yan, I won't go back tonight. Go get some hot water for me to take a bath."

Lu Yan's handsome eyebrows suddenly sank, and he reprimanded in displeasure, "There is no heating or bathing here, how can you take a bath?"

An An pointed to the clean wooden barrel and said, "Go and get hot water. I want to take a bath in the wooden barrel."

"An'an!"

"Then I'll take a cold shower." An An hummed with her little mouth pouting.

Lu Yan turned around and went out to get hot water.

A few minutes later, he got the hot water and carried it in buckets. The full buckets of hot water stretched the muscles on his strong arms. He poured the hot water into the bucket, and water droplets splashed. He didn't care at all that the black shirt and black trousers on his body were wet.

Several buckets of hot water were poured down and the wooden buckets were full. His deep brown eyes looked at An An in the room, "You can come and wash."

"Oh." An An walked over.

Lu Yan unzipped his long legs and entered the room, closing the sliding glass door there.

"Lu Yan, I don't have a change of clothes, can you lend me a shirt?"

Lu Yan looked at his clothes. They were all worn and there were no brand new ones.

He casually picked up a white shirt and walked over, knocking on the sliding glass door, "There are only shirts I have worn here."

The sliding glass door opened a crack, and a small hand stretched out, "Give it to me."

Lu Yan handed over the white shirt.

An An wiped off all the water droplets on her body, and then walked out wearing his white shirt. The man's shirt was too baggy and covered her knees. The loose lining made her more delicate.

"Lu Yan, I've finished washing, you can go and wash."

Lu Yan watched her climb into his quilt, then turned around and entered the bathing area.

…

Lu Yan took a cold shower, then came out wearing a black vest and trousers. He took out another quilt from the cabinet and made it on the floor.

An An didn't sleep. She supported her little head with a strong arm and looked at him with full eyes, "Lu Yan, tonight is probably the time when you are the most upright gentleman in your life."

Lu Yan lay down, closed his eyes and ignored her.

An An sat up and sat on the edge of the bed.

"Lu Yan, I think Dr. An Xi is very good. Have you been together?"

Because she also knows that An Xi is essentially a good woman. If Lu Yan is with An Xi, the meaning will be different.

Women are really a body of contradictions. An An knows that she will not live long. With An Xi, a gentle and good woman, by Lu Yan's side, she should feel relieved and bless him and An Xi.

But sorry, she can't do it.

She won't live long, and when she dies, he will have other women and have children with other women.

Then when she was alive, she wanted to possess him.

Even after she died, she didn't want him to forget her.

She wants to be the one he hides in his heart.

"An Xi and I don't have one," Lu Yan said.

He and Anxi didn't.

She knew it.

An An raised her red lips.

----

The next morning.

Lu Yan turned over and stretched out his strong arms to hug the slender body next to him, wanting to hold her and continue sleeping for a while.

But it was empty, no one around.

The feathers curled up like a brush trembled. Lu Yan slowly opened his eyes. After a few seconds of sleepiness, he regained his clarity. It was not a dream.

At this time, there was a knock on the door, and An Xi pushed the door open and came in, "Brother Ayan, are you awake?"

Lu Yan was standing beside the bed with his tall and long legs, his back to her as he got dressed.

An Xi froze for a moment. The gorgeous morning light outside the window shined through the sliding glass door and cast a layer of golden light on the man's thick shoulders. He was wearing a black shirt, and the thick shoulder line was connected with the strong shoulder blade line at the back. A sexy valley.

An Xi's eyes showed deep disappointment, but she still stepped forward and helped the man make the bed.

But then a rough big hand came over and grabbed her wrist directly, "What are you doing?"

An Xi looked back and met Lu Yan's deep brown eyes, which were tinged with a hint of sharpness and displeasure.

An Xi's face began to turn pale, her eyes were covered with tears, and she turned around and ran away.

At this time Li Si walked in, "Yanzi, what happened to you and An Xi? Why did I see An Xi run out crying?"

Lu Yan pursed his thin lips and said nothing.

"Yanzi, this is your fault. Anxi has been waiting for you for so many years and has been by your side during this time. She..."

"Just because she is a good woman, I can't give her hope." Lu Yan said.

Li Si froze. He knew that this man's temper was like this, so he just decided. What he decided would not change.

"Yanzi, since you said so, it's better to let An Xi stop thinking as soon as possible. Also, you are too old to wait. If you like Miss An An, then settle down with Miss An An as soon as possible. Let Miss An An I know your identity and will give you a child, so that my uncle and aunt at the foot of the spring can rest in peace knowing that they have a wife."

Li Si knew that Lu Yan would listen to these words. If he didn't have children, Quanxia would not be able to explain to his parents.

Lu Yan was very filial in his life.

Lu Yan was silent for a moment. His handsome outline and facial features looked very indifferent and expressionless.

Li Si looked at the blood test sheet in his hand and said, "Yanzi, the toxins in your body have almost disappeared. We should go back to the Imperial City. You want to be your Lord Yan. There is news from above that Henry is in jail." , but his second-in-command, Delia, quickly took over Henry's position and committed a crime in that area of ​​South Africa. Delia should contact you soon."

Lu Yan nodded, "I'll go back in the next two days."

"Okay." Li Si turned and left.

…

After they were all gone, Lu Yan stretched out his long legs and walked forward to the bedside. Before yesterday, he had not thought about his future with her, but starting from yesterday, he had to think about his future with her.

Lu Yan slowly raised his thin lips, unable to suppress the joy in his heart.

He hasn't been happy for many years since his mother died.

He had been alone since his mother died, but now he felt like he had someone again.

He couldn't wait to take her under his wings. No matter how difficult the life was, he would still make plans. He would always protect her, pamper her and love her. Following him would not let her suffer at all.

He started to think about things that he didn't dare to think about before.

He wanted to settle down with her.

After wandering for these years, he wanted to settle down. If...if he wanted to marry her, would she agree?

If...if he asked her to give him a child, would she say yes?

If...if he told her his identity, would she agree?

In fact, it's not that difficult. He can protect everyone, so why can't he protect her small family? He wants to have a family with her.

From now on, he will cherish his life, live for her, and live for their baby.

Lu Yan was thinking confusedly. He felt that his life had become different. This new difference made him a little excited.

It was like a seed was suddenly dropped into a puddle of stagnant water. This seed quickly took root and sprouted in his heart.

He pulled out his long legs and opened the door to the room, looking for An An.

He wanted to see her now.

…

Arriving at the door of An An's room, Lu Yan raised his hand to knock on the door.

But at this time, the door automatically opened a crack, and through the crack, he saw a familiar figure in An An's room, it was Li Junxun.

"An'an, we will go back tomorrow. I have thought about it. When we go back, I will take you on a trip. Let's go see lavender, cherry blossoms, skiing, and do all the things you like, okay?"