Chapter 2063 You Are Deceiving Yourself

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Yun Hua's mind was confused by what he said.

In the past five years, it is impossible to say that I have not felt anything.

only……

She really hadn't thought about that at all before.

after all……

After all, when she met Zhou Shengbeiqian, she was just a little girl, not yet 14 years old. At that time, Zhou Shengbeiqian was already 22.

Zhou Shengbeiqian was even older than Bao Siqing.

How did she meet Zhou Sheng Beiqian?

It was the serial murder case of Rose Death. Zhou Shengbeiqian was the police's criminal psychologist. Later, she found Rose Death, or she took the initiative to send it to her door, in order to obtain evidence of Rose Death Ouyang Mu's murder.

In addition, her mood at that time was also greatly affected by some school incidents. She had suicidal tendencies at the time and allowed Ouyang Mu to kill her...

She lost a lot of blood and her heart stopped beating for 13 minutes. The doctor had given up on her, but a miracle happened and she came back to life again.

Then, because of Bao Siqing, Zhou Shengbeiqian conducted a psychological evaluation on her, saying that she had suicidal tendencies, said that she had depression, smiling depression, she looked very cheerful and loved to laugh, her personality was very open, and her emotions were always They are all very tall, they constantly bring vitality to others, they never say depressing words, they seem to never be depressed, but in fact they tend to be depressed and so on.

It was at this time that she got to know Zhou Shengbeiqian.

Because of Bao Siqing, she always regarded Zhou Shengbeiqian as a teacher and elder. Later, in more cases, she also had more contact with Zhou Shengbeiqian, a criminal psychology consultant. .

Zhou Shengbeiqian was very professional and was also Bao Siqing's friend. There was no ambiguity between him and her, and it was impossible.

She was so young at that time!

later……

When Bao Siqing found out that he might like her, Bao Siqing thought for a while that he was mentally abnormal and something was wrong. After all, although she acted very maturely, she was still a young girl anyway. Bao Siqing even thought he was sick.

It was Zhou Shengbeiqian who told Bao Siqing that falling in love with Yun Hua was not because of a disease, nor was it a disgusting LTP. Yun Hua was not an ordinary young girl, she was very mature and strong psychologically, and the most important point was, Bao Siqing only liked her, and he had only ever felt that kind of palpitation towards her, so he liked her, but she happened to be a few years younger than him, that's all.

The most important feature of LTP is that it likes to watch children's SQ, and it will have special fantasies for boys and girls of a certain young age. The age of boys and girls is generally defined as under 13 years old.

Over the age of 13, especially around the age of 15, in modern society, because of adequate nutrition, many girls in the blooming season have already matured, and they look like they are seventeen or eighteen years old.

At that time, Bao Siqing's emotional experience was blank. Because of her age, he was very painful and even decided to separate from her forcefully. However, he only felt bored after so many blind dates.

It can be said that Zhou Shengbeiqian at that time saved Bao Siqing and told him that this relationship was not abnormal.

Zhou Shengbeiqian told Bao Siqing that if she was really afraid of something, she could know it very well when she grew up.

Another important feature of LTP is that it only has impulses for boys and girls of a certain age. Once this age is over, LTP will look for the next target.

But what about Bao Siqing?

He liked her from passion to courtesy, except for holding hands like a young lover in puppy love, and kissing her lips at most, he didn't do any overstepping actions until she became an adult.

At the same time, he didn't fall in love with other smaller targets again because of her age change...

Therefore, everything is enough to prove that Bao Siqing only likes her.

At that time, Yun Hua was very grateful to Zhou Sheng Beiqian.

In the eyes of others, she is just a young girl.

But only she knows that her soul riddled with holes has long since aged, and her mental age is ten years older than his...

Speaking of it, she is still an old cow eating tender grass.

But no matter what, Zhou Shengbeiqian's help to Bao Siqing and her at that time was enough to make her grateful.

If it wasn't for Zhou Shengbeiqian, Bao Siqing might have been in pain forever, and he would have restrained himself for the sake of restraint, and they might have missed it.

It was because of Zhou Shengbeiqian that Bao Siqing could face up to this relationship, and they could finally get together and have so many beautiful and sweet memories.

so……

Even though she knew about Zhou Shengbeiqian's childhood, and knew that he was very grateful to Bao Siqing, so grateful that she could do anything for Bao Siqing, Ke Yunhua never took it for granted, and she was also grateful to Zhou Shengbeiqian .

But still there was an error.

She had always believed that Zhou Shengbeiqian's care for her was based on Bao Siqing and her gratitude to Bao Siqing, so she really didn't think too much about it.

In addition, after she was pregnant, when she appeared in danger, after Dudu died, she collapsed into self-isolation, and when he used unconventional methods, even inhumane methods, to wake her up...

All this is too difficult and too painful.

Yun Hua thought that Zhou Shengbeiqian did his best to help her take care of Doudou because Zhou Shengbeiqian felt guilty about Doudou...

Yun Hua smiled bitterly.

"Mom..." Doudou sat on what he was doing, fastened his seat belt, and couldn't move around. He could only reach out and grab Yun Hua's fingers, "Mom, you... Do you hate Uncle Zhou Sheng?"

Yun Hua shook her head quickly, "No, why would you think so."

"If you don't hate it, why are you...in a bad mood?" DouDou was very cautious and asked nervously.

Yun Hua was helpless.

Doudou is very sensitive to people's emotions. He can always feel Yun Hua's emotional changes immediately. This may have something to do with him being put beside Yun Hua and starving for three days. Zhou Sheng Beiqian said that during World War II , *** has done this kind of mother-infant experiment, and the experiment proves that in an endangered environment, the spiritual connection between mother and infant will be very close, and the mother's emotions will have a great impact on the baby.

"I..." Yun Hua smiled wryly, and patted Doudou's head helplessly, "Doudou, it's not that Mom hates Uncle Zhou Sheng, it's because... I don't know what to do. Mom just regards Uncle Zhou Sheng as her brother and as her friend , just like you and Catherine, just friends. So I... I don't know how to face what you just said."

"What I just said?" Doudou blinked, "Mom, are you referring to my saying that Uncle Zhou Sheng likes you?"

"...Yes." Yun Hua bit her lip, "Doudou, you were just talking casually, weren't you?"

Doudou sighed, "Mom, you are deceiving yourself and others."