Chapter 1764 You Are My Desire To Survive

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"How did you come?"

Yun Hua looked at someone in surprise, but he didn't struggle in the end, letting someone hold her in his arms like a big doll.

"Because of you."

"..." Yun Hua snorted slightly, "When did you come here? I don't even know."

"It's been a while. If you don't come out later, I might go in to find you." Someone put his chin on her shoulder and said with a chuckle.

"What do you want me for?"

"I'm afraid you won't go home."

"..." Yun Hua didn't know what to say, "How could I not go home."

"It's nothing impossible. Usually it's normal, and now it's now. When you're angry, isn't it normal not to go home?" Bao Siqing said softly, "You didn't go anywhere else before, but now, there are more With a father and an older brother, there is a place where I can run away from home."

Yun Hua's head was full of black lines, "What are you talking about?"

"Isn't it? I usually go home as soon as possible after school. These days... I can hardly wait for you." There was a lot of resentment in someone's voice.

Yun Hua bit her lip and had nothing to say.

"I stayed at home all day by myself, and I kept checking the time every day. I looked forward to noon in the morning, and looked forward to the afternoon at noon. I started looking at my watch frantically to check the time in the afternoon. I just wanted to hurry to six o'clock, hurry up, six o'clock." At one o'clock, a little villain who made me worry about it came back. I used to be able to wait, but these days, I can't wait until six o'clock, I can't wait until six ten, and I can't wait until six twenty..."

"Hello!" Yun Hua blushed when he said it.

Does this person need to do this!

6:10, 6:20...

She couldn't help but look at the time, it was only six forty!

cough.

"I thought you were going to run away from home." Someone was full of resentment.

Yun Hua was almost defeated by him, "Who would go this far after running away from home! It's only... It's only six forty."

"Forty minutes away from home is a lot for me."

"..." Yun Hua's face was still tense, but his heart was uncontrollably soft.

"Aren't you angry?"

"I'm not angry, why am I angry!"

"Hey, are you angry or not, I can still feel it."

"I didn't!" Yun Hua couldn't help stamping his feet.

Bao Siqing hugged her tightly, clasped her waist with both hands, and wrapped her in his arms, "Tell me, what are you angry about?"

"I said I'm not angry."

"If you don't tell me what you are angry about, how do I know where I am wrong? You must give me a chance to correct my mistakes." Someone said to himself, "What the hell are you angry about?"

"I told you I'm not angry!"

"It's okay to be honest, you don't even tell me what you're angry with..."

Yun Hua was about to cry.

This man, regardless of her, is just talking to himself.

She said she wasn't angry anymore, and he still wanted to ask her why she was angry...

However, if you ask yourself, she is indeed not angry, but is she not making trouble?

Although Yun Hua didn't want to admit it, she had to admit that she seemed... to be having a fight.

As for who she was quarreling with, it seemed that she was not quarreling with him, but she was quarreling with herself...

Obviously she said that her experience in her previous life was unfair to him, but when he said that he also had a girlfriend who was so close that she had done everything, her heart was still gripped, and she seemed to fall into The bottom is average.

That feeling is really uncomfortable.

She knew that she had no right to be angry, even if he had a girlfriend in his previous life, even if he had a girlfriend who was intimate and did everything, she had no right to be angry, after all...after all, her own situation was more serious than his, worse than him...

But, she just couldn't control what to do!

Totally out of control.

This is probably human nature, only the state officials are allowed to set fires and the people are not allowed to light lamps.

This kind of possessiveness is really terrible!

Similarly, this kind of possessiveness also makes her ashamed, she has no right to ask for him, but she still feels sad because he once had a girlfriend...

She is deeply despising herself.

She was loathing herself!

Seeing her annoyed for a while, and frowning for a while, Bao Siqing was extremely helpless.

He squeezed her hand and whispered in her ear: "In my life, I have never had a girlfriend other than you, and I have never had any intimate relationship with any girl. The same is true for you. Besides me, I have never had a boyfriend, nor have I had any intimate relationship with any other boys. In this life, the two of us are completely equal, absolutely equal, no one owes anyone, no one owes anyone , no one is sorry for anyone, we are very compatible, we are a perfect match, a natural pair, isn't that okay?"

Yun Hua bit her lip, turned her head to look at Bao Siqing, she put her hand around his neck, and whispered on his shoulder, "I'm sorry, it's my fault, I... I was too entangled. In fact, in my previous life It's too far away, I shouldn't still remember those pasts, not only put pressure on myself, but also make you... uncomfortable. I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"Stupid." Bao Siqing sighed softly, "What are you sorry for? To me, those things belonged to your previous life, so long that they hardly existed, and so illusory as if they were a nightmare of yours. To me, these things don't exist , is false, but for you, because of those memories, you will feel that it is real... Our positions have been different from the beginning."

"I only care about who hurt you, who made you suffer so much. But I don't care about your previous life. To me, it was your too-real nightmare, that's all." Bao Siqing's voice was full of Sighing, "You are bound in a cocoon, so I can only cruelly pick up the scissors and remove the cocoon from your body..."

Bao Siqing laughed softly, "You can think of it this way. You had a long dream. In the dream, you loved others and were hurt. This dream made you very uncomfortable. To you, this dream is very real, but to you To me, this is a dream of yours, a dream that has always been false, never happened and will never happen. How can I be dissatisfied with you because of everything in your dream? Just blame you? Then I really should see a psychiatrist!"

Yun Hua nodded softly, "I was the one who got into a dead end. I'm sorry..."

"Stop telling me you're sorry, I'm the last person you need to say sorry to." Bao Siqing pressed her forehead against hers, held her face in his hands, and stared straight at her, " Huahua, you don't even know how happy I am to meet you and like you! If it weren't for you, Bao Siqing might be a machine without personal feelings. It's you who make me come alive and make me change Be like a real person, a man."

Yun Hua hummed.

"Can you rest assured now? In the future, I don't want you to have any entanglements in this area. No matter what you have experienced in your previous life, it is not your fault. And never say that you are dirty or not, this word should not be on any victim."

"Huahua, how lucky I am to meet such a special you, I cherish it very much."

Yun Hua couldn't help but shed tears.

It's because he's so nice, because he's so perfect, and because she likes him so much, that's why she is so concerned about gains and losses, and why she has such low self-esteem. Those past experiences haunt her like tarsal maggots. She won't have any guilty conscience or low self-esteem for any man she loves, but if it's him, she will feel sorry for him...

"I've figured it out, the important thing is now. Even if you had a girlfriend before, it doesn't matter if you had a very close girlfriend, because the person you like now is me, and the person you love is me, that's enough ...Since that girl has become your ex-girlfriend, it means that you are not suitable, and that the only person who is suitable for you is me!" Yun Hua said softly.

But just after she finished speaking, Bao Siqing suddenly burst out laughing.

Yun Hua was puzzled by his smile, "What are you laughing at?"

Bao Siqing was still laughing, and Yun Hua was dumbfounded.

Finally, when Yun Hua was about to get angry, someone's smile finally stopped, and he looked at Yun Hua helplessly, "Huahua, you remember what happened in your previous life, but I don't. So... how do I know that I had a problem in my previous life?" Don't have any girlfriends?"

"..." Yun Hua froze, and his whole body was numb like an electric shock.

She clenched her teeth, her lips were tightly pursed, and her eyes were like lightning...

Bao Siqing coughed lightly, hugged her quickly, and patted her on the back, "Okay, okay, it's not you. You said so much that day, and you insisted on saying that your experience in the previous life was important to me It’s not fair, I was really pissed off by you at the time! Emotional matters, only like or not, love or not, how can there be any fairness or unfairness! But you insist on digging into the horns. When I was angry for a while, I said that I also had a girlfriend. Had a close girlfriend..."

Yun Hua felt that he was really stupid for being awkward these two days!

"Hey, don't you usually be so smart, why don't you think about it when it's critical? You remember your previous life, but I don't. I said I had a close girlfriend in my previous life, so you believe it? Besides, you can see for yourself Looking at my situation, if I hadn’t met you, I might only come back from the army once every three to five years, and I would send out missions endlessly, one character after another... According to what you said, I will be on the 12th day of this year Sacrifice on the 8th, so how do you think I have time to talk about a girlfriend? Or a girlfriend who is so close that she has done everything? Can I have that time?"

"..." Yun Hua bit her finger, thinking about it carefully, it seemed that she really didn't have time.

"It's not that you don't understand my personality. I'm sure I won't find a girlfriend casually. As for a blind date, it's even more impossible. My mother is in a hurry, but I'm not in a hurry. Besides, the nature of my job is so dangerous, I don't want to. I will find myself a burden."

"Then am I a burden?" Women can always grasp the key points in a very magical way.

"Of course not." A certain person's desire to survive is extremely strong, and his god-level reaction ability is also amazing, "You are my belief and my greatest desire to survive!"