I Am a Light Novel Master in Japan Chapter 658

This is a way for artists, especially art students who have just started out with endless hopes, to see the reality of the insurmountable talent gap too early.

"So, I did something like this. I might as well...let her disappear and let her sink into Japanese comics. I'll just go with the flow...anyway, this was Mashiro's wish. As a result...I really We successfully sent Mashiro to Japan, I am the friend who did these things to Mashiro..."

Rita said this. At this moment, Rita's resentment and dissatisfaction were expressed vividly, with a smile after success, and she spoke them out completely.

To Rita's surprise, she said everything she could say. This kind of emotions and views, which were regarded as narrow, extreme, humble, and betrayal of friends by the world, actually caused Li Yan to show a look of astonishment. color, and received no other responses...

"...Why don't you say something?" Rita waited for too long, and finally couldn't help but asked with a bit of embarrassment and shyness.

"I haven't thought about how to start..." Li Yan was stunned and said in embarrassment.

When Rita heard this, she was immediately stunned. She really didn't know whether this [Holmes] was real or fake...

However, Rita's doubts were quickly shattered.

"Classmate Rita, I should thank you for being willing to tell me this... Although I don't know why you are willing to reveal these details to me, but although you said it very thoroughly, the more you argue and say the same thing, in fact, according to the Psychological analysis, in fact, the more likely it is that you yourself are denying these reasons for hating Zhenbai, right?"

Li Yan looked at Rita and asked.

Rita's body trembled and she immediately retorted: "No..."

Li Yan stared at Rita and continued: "The more someone wants to frame others in his heart, the less likely he is to have traces of doubt in the purpose of his actions and words, and he will not allow others to deny its accuracy. This is a very scary logical psychology. The more you don’t modify or justify your own goals, and the more you say it outright, the more it just proves that you are complaining.”

"Uh..." Rita wanted to argue, but she felt like she couldn't say anything.

"Assuming Rita, you really hate Mashiro as you said in your words, why did you suddenly persuade Mashiro to return to the UK to continue studying oil painting?" Li Yan took out a small diary, set up a hypothesis, and asked road.

This kind of typical science student's remarks made Rita and some of the people around her feel a little uncomfortable.

Rita sat opposite, frowning and said: "Of course, I didn't expect that... Mashiro, who could only draw stories that were not interesting at all, suddenly had to be animated..."

Li Yan recorded it and then said: "This logic does not hold water."

"W-why..." Rita looked at Li Yan with a complicated expression.

Li Yan handed the logic diagram to Rita and said: "Your premise is: because of the talent gap in oil painting, you want Mashiro to disappear in the oil painting world. If you change your mind because of this, let her go back to study again. Oil painting, isn’t it putting the cart before the horse?”

"..." Rita looked at the somewhat rough diagram and didn't know how to continue talking for a while.

Li Yan said to Rita: "If it were me, I would not take Mashiro away. Instead, I would stay in Japan and continue to look for opportunities to destroy her works. This is the first thing most people will think of."

This is real hate.

"!" Rita shuddered.

Li Yan continued: "Then, let's continue to put forward another hypothesis that appeared in the discourse. Mabai only has paintings in his eyes, and has never been able to understand the psychological plight of Rita as a friend."

"Didn't you say before that the whole class left because of Mashiro, and you were left alone... This is the same as what I said [I don't hate Mashiro]. If it is straightened out, With this logic, the gap in talent has caused your confusion and uneasiness, Rita, but as a friend, Mashiro makes you feel that you have never been taken seriously. Under this kind of double pressure, you will fall into a hopeless loneliness and helplessness. The status is not so much that I hate you, but that I really like your friend."

Li Yan analyzed and said to Rita who felt a pressure.

"This..." Rita was at a loss for words again.

"I knew from the beginning that this was roughly what happened." Li Yan put away the draft filled with logic diagrams and said, "When I was studying mathematics, physics, chemistry, and computers, the first element It is necessary to grasp the overall situation and analyze rationally, rather than judge a person hastily. I think about it, when we first met, you did use a very protective attitude to doubt me... Only this is what I think about , I have always believed that you can’t really leave Mashiro alone.”

After Li Yan completed his preliminary analysis, Rita fell silent after being thoroughly analyzed.

"But, I did do such a thing..." Rita said.

"That's true, but... didn't you come back to pick her up?" Li Yan asked.

"..." Rita lowered her head and stopped talking.

Li Yan doesn't know if he understands girls. People around him think that his use of logic diagrams to analyze girls' moods is a bit too unique. However, Li Yan himself, Eiri, Gabriel, Kasumigaoka Shiu, Sayuri, Vinette, etc. After getting along with the girl for a long time, I have been tricked by the so-called "leave you alone", "break off the relationship", "I'll go back alone", "I'm not cold" and such counter-routines, and gradually I can understand it, so listen. Rita suddenly "self-destructed", and I can understand Rita's mood.

Rita complained about Mashiro not because of the talent gap, but because of communication problems between friends.

Rita, almost started silently complaining with her actions.

For ten seconds, twenty seconds, and one minute, Rita lowered her head slightly and remained silent with a slightly sad expression.

Li Yan observed Rita and said, "Maybe Mashiro was like this in the past, but if you tell her your inner thoughts now, you will definitely understand each other better."

"How is this possible? Mashiro won't understand..."

"...She will understand that in the one-yuan apartment, if you were not talking about me and were in other ordinary relationships, she would never act so sad and helpless. I know your position in her heart. It’s absolutely important.”

Li Yan continued. This sentence made Rita immediately raise her head and look at Li Yan in surprise.

No wonder Mashiro's attitude suddenly changed that night. Now that she had clarified the connection between Li Yan and Mashiro, she could also imagine how embarrassing her words were and her position towards Mashiro.

"Feel sorry."

Rita whispered apologetically.

"Li, now I think you can be trusted. I finally understand why Mashiro admires you so much. I expressed my feelings towards Mashiro because you are Mashiro's [Holmes]... As expected, Mashiro She refused to go back to school in the UK without listening to my advice. In fact, I really regretted it when the plane took off. At that moment, I already felt that no matter how many international oil painting awards I won, how could I realize my own value? , it has become a bit indifferent, I can no longer draw... At the very least, Mashiro must continue to study no matter what, so you can replace me and persuade Mashiro to return to the UK and continue to complete the painting course. ……"

Rita finally calmed down and asked Li Yan.

"No one can tell clearly which part of Mashiro's talent is the most valuable. However, I am very worried that her hands given by God will disappear because of her changes... Such eccentrics in the art world will disappear. There are countless cases, Mashiro is good enough, and I don’t want to see Mashiro, who once painted world-class paintings, disappear..."

These words of Rita once made Li Yan tangled up.

He once thought about whether he was qualified to guide Mashiro's growth...

However, for some reason, he suddenly recalled the pain and confusion of his growing up, the recent experience of Liangfeng Aoba changing his goals and getting into college, turning around in a big circle in the black rain, Kasumigaoka Shiu screaming in the rain... Finally found the answer.

"On this point, Rita-san, I hope you can finally take a look at Mashiro's results."

Li Yan said to Rita.

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On the train, this blond girl, who attracted attention wherever she went, checked her phone and waited for her arrival.

Chapter 320 Choosing between growth and stagnation

The golden morning light shines on the wet streets. Occasionally, thin and soft raindrops fall in the sunshine, and occasionally gently slide down the faces of passers-by.

[Ding dong, ding dong, ding dong...]

Under the flashing warning lights, in front of the intersection of roads and tracks with red and yellow icons, trams passing each other quickly, and vehicles and passers-by on both sides of the road stopped waiting on the roadside.

Rita was brought to this unfamiliar area by Li Yan, and opposite was a large colorful urban area full of Japanese characteristics.

"..."

Rita had been a little hesitant. Although she hesitated and couldn't say anything and followed Li Yan, such a casual visit still made her a little uneasy.